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sian..

2011-06-08T19:19:00.001+08:00

Haiz.. so sian...

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disappointed

2011-03-28T22:15:00.006+08:00

Disappointed.. Not too sure is this gd or bad... but at least I know who is real... miss those time that's filled with joy and laughter...

after long break

2011-02-10T23:17:00.001+08:00

What do u do after a long break from work? Me...... Haiz.... is ot..... Not good to know so many tests. Need to cover duty for so many people. Tired to keep switching my brain between tests. Yawn... now hopping that I'll be replace in one of my eca soon since I already served for 1.5years.

Oh well... I forgot all abt it. Happy new year! May all haf a great year ahead. Lots of gathering during this period. But so sorry if I last minute can't make it. Really too busy with work.

Looking forward to 20Feb.. Hee. Going to choose my flat. Hopefully can get a unit that we like. Hee. Pray for me please. Hee. Thanks in advance. Hee.

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2011

2011-01-01T22:21:00.001+08:00

First day of 2011. A lot will be talking about their new year resolution. So, I'll follow. Haha. Nothing much. Just stay healthy n carefree for all. Then hope I can get a good n affordable unit. Hee. Of cox hope Dar will pass his QE with ease! Hee.

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My first friend's wedding

2010-12-28T00:34:00.001+08:00

26th Dec. My first friend's wedding day. Gate crash was easy for e guy but its still fun n interesting. Dinner food was good.

Nothing much. Just having mixed feeling. Happy for her yet worry for her too. Hope she will really grow up n will be able to handle e upcoming changes in her life. Jiayou girl. Congrat n happily ever after!

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sick

2010-10-20T14:50:00.001+08:00

Haiz. Here comes e haze again. I wonder is it e haze or wad. I'm down with serious cough. Coughing my lungs out almost every single minute. Haiz. N of cox, nose working like a leaking tap. Stupid weird weather... stupid haze... stupid sickly me. I want speedy recovery!

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sick

2010-10-11T13:59:00.001+08:00

Sick. Not again. Haiz. I wanna be healthy!

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busy life...

2010-10-06T22:34:00.002+08:00

BUSY!!! SO BUSY!! So many projects on hand recently and all are impt and urgent! manz... but its my boss is cool! hee.. the whole dept went BBQ on sat at ECP! its quite fun.. and he's funnie! everything he make sure we tried and confirm its cooked before he will even touch it... haha.. lucky the amount of food is just nice. I keep thinking that it will not be enuff. haha..

After that BBQ, my colleague and I got a business idea! ahha.. which is: selling drinks at ECP on wkend. ahhaha.. a 1.5L soft drink cost $3 there.. and mineral water is $2.50!! crazy man! Anyone wanna chip in? whahah...

This yr gonna be very poor!!! haiz.. niece 1 yr old bday.. 2 gd fren getting married... OMG! save up save up!!

random..

2010-08-28T20:36:00.002+08:00

Random thoughts.. i suppose coz i'm rotting at home after a long, tiring yet interesting day.I dont seems to understand myself...

I feel like buying things... but I dunno wad I wan to buy...
I feel like going out.. but I dunno where to go...
I feel like meeting pple.. but I dunno who to meet...
I feel like running away from work... but I dunno how to do so...
I feel like resting.. but I dunno when will I ever be freed from work...
I feel sianz.. but I dunno what am I sianz with...
I feel everything... yet I dunno anything...

My life: I dunno...

national day..

2010-08-09T23:29:00.002+08:00

Before the day end.. Happy Birthday Singapore! Actually dunno wad to write.. juz wanna post something during national day.. hahah...

ehhhh.......I suppose a lot of pple are like mi.. always wanna travel around... always wanna getaway from s'pore... BUT still proud and always wanna be a singaporean! whahaha... I juz love those oldies national songs! They reallie sound nicer lehz.. a must haf for the closing!!

Happy Birthday Singapore! =P

tired..

2010-07-08T23:25:00.002+08:00

To those who still read this,

Juz realised I havent been blogging for quite a while. Sorry guys. Too busy recently. Previously was busy with my ROM. (whah.. actually I juz go sign name. nothing much for mi to do. =P) then after that was busy travelling around. Went to a few places. Batam for R&R. SPA!!!! then to cameron highland for the cooling weather!! Its reallie a fun n enjoyable trip. haha.. after a cooling place, i went to hanoi to get myself 'baked'. Experience a different type of life, environment and culture. I simply cant appreciate the weird tasting food except for their guo tiao.

Other than travelling, there's alot of things at work. Getting new role: learning. Will I haf been learning new stuff since May and its still in progress to learn MORE!! Also kanna arrowed into a team to get ISO certification. This ECA make us all feel like we are secret agent. Meetings and info always last min then pass on to us. Hate it. I cant plan my stuff well la.. haiz... Of coz.. now our dept is understaffed. So meaning each of us got more things to do. BUSY!!! and I wonder why so suay need to keep repeating the validation! argh.. of coz...... new equipment came in earlier today.. So.. IQ, OQ, PQ!! So many resposibilities, so little pay.. no wonder so many pple tender. Record high man! Till when can the management wake up!??!?! PAY INCREMENT!!!BETTER WELFARE!!! make us feel appreciated can?!?! Simply dont understand how come till now they still dont see it?!?!

Upcoming events: More work! More jobs! More validation! More responsibilities! Pay remains the same I suppose......... =(

Regards,
-ahnuaz-

16 May 2010

2010-05-16T10:56:00.004+08:00

Getting on to the next phase of my life in 7 days time. There are alot of things for mi to adapt to and they sound scary.. But I hope that I can do it! hee.. let's see...

1. things will be not just mi. but us..or our families..
2. maybe less pple will ask mi out? haiz..
3. more responsibilities...
4. more stress...
5. less freedom n personal time..
6. no longer able to refuse to grow up..
7. haf to circle Mdm...
8. haf to circle married...

On the other hand... I feel very fortunate and glad to haf someone who is willing to take care of such a troublesome mi for the rest of his life.. thank you! =)

While doing the count down.. butterflies are in my tummy.. oh no... nervous? maybe...

mar 2010

2010-03-29T22:24:00.003+08:00

Another month is coming to an end soon.

Time reallie passby SO FAST!

Sometimes, I reallie wish for time to stop.

Or at least slower.

So that I can learn to enjoy bits n pieces of life to the fullest.

Is it coz of work? or is it coz I'm old? How come study time I dont feel time passes this fast?

What about you? How do you feel?

soul mate...

2010-02-22T00:27:00.002+08:00

Just wonder if there's reallie such thing call 知己 or say soul mate. Do you haf one? But.. is this thing a 2 way thing? or it can juz be 1 way de? whhaa....

When time like this happen... i feel that there is....
Just a few days back, i was thinking of meeting this fren. Weird enough.. that fren contact me after a few days later. Whahaha..

When things like this happen.. i also feel that there is...
There are things that 2 of you understand even when both of you are talking abt any other crap under the sun other than the real topic...

But when thing like this happen... i feel that there isnt anymore...
Your fren juz didnt response when you contact him/her. In other words.. MIA.. hee...

2nd Jan 2010

2010-01-02T18:17:00.008+08:00

First post of year 2010! Happy New Year to all! Hope that everyone enjoyed their xmas and new yr celebration as much as I do. Hahha.. ok.. juz wanna follow up on all the activities I haf... hee..

Dnner outing on 17 Dec 09 was a success! ahah.. food was gd.. crap was gd.. juz that got news that one of my colleague got injured during his vacation. He juz had his op and is recovering well. Speedy recovery!!!

Daddy's wedding on 18 Dec 09. WOOoOOoOoooo!!! whaha.. it was fun!!! so fun!!! so happy for daddy also.. well.. cy, sy, nua2 and mi book a hotel room to stay over after the dinner. It was so fun. whaha. but of coz very ex la.. We had a surprise birthday celebration for daddy. whah.. but he was so drunk until we laff until like mad. HWahha.a... actually gona watch the midnight 3D Avatar. But was too tired.. so we postpone to the next morning. BUT... coz of my SERIOUS motion sickness.... I started feeling giddy on the 10th min.. then feeling like vomiting on the 30th min.. and FINALLY vomitted on the 40th min.. wahaha... after that, was still sooooooooo giddy until I decide to go shopping instead of heading back to the cinema.. wahaha.. Lunch was some cheapo food fr cold storage. Sorry la.. no money liao lor.. wahaha...

daddy and us..

So... after that was BBQ at Jas's place.. wahahha.. her BBQ pit was sooooooo interesting.. we haf to balance our food on the stove while cooking.. so stress and tiring la.. the food was super overly estimated.. whaha.. the gift exchange was done very chop chop.. I got a towel set.. hee.. i almost wanted to buy that lor.. whaha.. had a short while of Wii.. it was fun... but energy draining... hee...

Next up was xmas celebration wif dar.. We went to tonkichi for the black pork. It SO NICE! whaha.. but ex also la.. I had a super great surprise that evening. We almost burn down some place.. whaha.. Thanks dar for the tiring n detailed planning. Thanks you! hee.. I love the planning... the bear... the ring... the only thing is.. we didnt take a photo together after the surprise! whahaa....ok.. ya.. ring.. i'm engaged...

the bear

Nerdy xmas party was fun!!! whahaha.. We dress up like nerd... we had gd food of coz... let see wad we haf for juz 9 people.. whaha... 1 big spring chicken, pork kunkle, prawn, sushi, rice, mee, bee hoon, 2 big plate of finger food, ham, salad, cocktail, cakes, wine, beer, soft drinks.....of coz...we had fun making fun of ourselves!! yeah..

the food...

nerdy us...

big group photo

Xmas gathering with coffeebeanies at hongkong st zi char.. the food not bad.. hee.. we had our small xmas present exchange.. whhaha.. its so funnie.. we juz throw our pressie there and snatch whichever u like.. wahah... after dinner and ice cream, we went to weiming's house for gaming.. and leave for amk hub for our movie, Sherlock.. nice show...

the gifts...

the group photo.. ps.. terence was the camera man..

Then.. xmas gathering wif NYJCCO fren... had our dinner at mushroom pot.. its nice! its filling.. whahha.. the soup base is sooo clear.. ahaha.. but.. still salty.. eermm.. had fun gathering.. and of coz lot of interesting updates and news.. it nice it nice.. wahhaha...

New year celebration wif dar was juz another dinner lor.. nothing much.. then went walk walk.. and.. whahaha.. we rush home before 11pm.. wahahah.. coz we wan to avoid the crowd... old liao ma... whaha.. i still remember exactly 10 yrs ago.. i was also in suntec.. wahah.. with the coffeebeanies for countdown.. wahha.. and dar was performing the millenium concert.. wahaha... I'm so..... OLD.....

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YEAR 2010...........

A brand new yr... will be a busy year... i wan be happy this year.. be healthy of coz.. and hope that i can help out during YOG.. eerm.... work wise... juz wanna learn more and feel more appreciated... fren n family wise.. all be happy n healthy!!! Meet up often too!!! Happy Year 2010 to all!!! =)

12 Dec 09

2009-12-15T21:11:00.002+08:00

Finally our annual D&D is over!!!!

As mentioned in my previous post. I reallie enjoyed the evening fr the organiser point of view.
I get to understand and know the flow of the event.
I get irritated by the event organiser at some point of time.. whaha..
Of coz I got irritated due to the fact that I cant eat in peace as even during the dinner, we are still on duty! whaha.....
And not forgetting being labelled as "cheater bug" while playing games (we reallie dont know all the games! some are juz added by the emcee on the spot!)
Ended the night with a little chill out session wif a few of them!

Overall: It's Great and I was lucky to won myself a Sony DVD blu-ray player! Out for sale anyone interested pls contact mi for more details!

Now I'm looking forward to our post event celebration!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahhaha....

Upcoming activities:
Dinner outing on thurs!
Daddy's wedding on fri!
BBQ wif Jas on sat!
Xmas celebration with Dar!
Nerdy xmas celebration with nua2!
Xmas gathering with coffeebeanies!
Xmas gatherin with NYJCO frenz!
New yr celebration with dar!
Paintball with colleagues!

bday?

2009-12-05T10:54:00.002+08:00

Seems like today i will be rotting at home till 5pm ba... A bit bored coz there's nothing i can do while i'm home. sian of facebook. sian of streaming videos online. sian of watching tv. Seems like i'm only left with sleeping? but i feel like going to orchard to shop.. but i cant be home early enough lehz.. ok la.. a little update of my bday..

This yr.. didnt reallie meet up wif all my frenz coz alot of us dont haf common free time. But still, i'm happy and thankful to those who take their time off to celebrate with me! Thank you all!! hee.. MUACKZ!! hee...

eerm... my first session was with my pri sch fren to amk for crab. Its nice.. but a little overwhelming coz we got butter crab. Ehh.. of coz the price is a bomb too! wahhaha.. we ate a crab each! weahhaha... yummy! thanks shufen for the prezzie too! =)

2nd session was with dar. went to angus house for steak!! ITS SO NICE!!!!!!!!!! the steak is soooo tender!!! hee.. yummy! thanks dar for the ex but nice dinner!! of coz not forgetting the 'sweaty' card! =)

3rd was wif shiyun.. went bugis for jap food. whaha.. cant really remember the shop name... but food still not bad la.. the best thing is.. the whole mall is so quiet! whahaha.... we shop like we own the mall lehz.. hee...

4th was wif my ntuco fren. YEPPIE! I always haf surprises when i celebrate with them! hee.. we went to deli moroccan. The food was nice! I like the rice! hee.. the kopi session after that also gd!! hee.. I love to crap with them!! looking forward to our nerdy xmas party! hee.. lallaa... thanks for the dinner treat and card!! (thou the envelop haf a few ugly wordings but i still wan to thanks them!) hee...

Of coz.. not forgetting all the sms and facebook well wishes! Thou we didnt haf the time to meet up, it great to receive those msgs.. they care n still remember me (thou I'm like sooooo heartless.. wahhaha)!!!! Thank you!!! =)

--next up--
1. Company annual D&D! hope it will be fun being in the comm this time! enjoying it differently. wahha....

2. Daddy's wedding!!!!!!!!! yeah!!!! I'm gonna haf a meimei/didi soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whahaha... and i will be able to meet quite alot of fren whom i didnt meet up for quite sometime... =)

3. BBQ xmas party wif jas they all! xmas xchange and bbq... hee.. glad that she bother to organise something for us.. wahhahahha....

4. Nerdy xmas party with ntuco seniors! I hope we can get all to be actively involve in all our activites for the day! whahah.. It will be at my house AGAIN! whahah... good thing is.. whah.. i got MORE mattress at home now.. soooo more can sleep soundly! whahaha...

5. xmas dinner gathering wif coffeebeans! yeah!!! hee.. sorry that i cant join the potluck on 12... =P

That's all, folks!

--THE END--

haiz..

2009-10-25T21:15:00.002+08:00

uneasy...
irritated...
pissed...
bored...
sianz....
idiotic...
dumb...
worried...
unbeliveable...
eager...

life is... never fair..

2009-09-26T11:49:00.002+08:00

Manz... juz realised that I havent been complaining here for a long long time. Eerm. I dont think its in any sense wise to type out that person's name right here coz i dunno if there's any way that this will get to people who are not suppose to know. Hwahha..

Sometimes I'm reallie thankful to that person as I got so much more crap n topics to chat wif my mother. Bcoz every often without fail, I'll always haf new and interesting storiessssss to update her. Whaha.. ok.. BUT this is the ONLY nice part of it. Everytime that person will juz piss mi off in some ways... It reallie very irritating and rather suay to know this type of person.

Sometimes I do wonder if its coz I already find that person irritating until no matter wad's done by that person, I will always approach it with a 'tinted' thinking and understand it negatively. Of coz maybe creating unnecessary misunderstanding.

Sometimes I feel that the rest of us are less valued and important. That person is like indispensable but not us....

Maybe coz.... life is nvr fair... and life need some spices like these....

Seriously in need of a break....

2009-09-09T22:09:00.004+08:00

Another one leaving.. last day 16th Sept. Every month there's one leaving.. so... who's next in queue??

I'm tired.. seriously in need of a short break fr work... How I wish working life haf work holiday like student haf school holiday! argh....

I need to rest!
But where can I go?

~~休息是为了走更长远的路~~

so many so many...

2009-08-17T23:07:00.005+08:00

----So many random things in my mind recently----

Memories of my uni life keep flashing back.

Bored-ness of my present life make mi feel irritated.

Uncertainty of my future keep me thinking.

--------------- Stupid thoughts-----------------

Sat went back to work early in the morning

then to bf's house to rot.

Sun went bowling in the morning

then back home to rot.

Today went kbox in the morning

then back home to rot.

----------------- My rotting life------------------

---I simply hate my current life---

I miss NTU life!!!

2009-08-10T23:27:00.002+08:00

Just came back from NTU.. ahha.. ok weird right? But I was there to help my sis move in into her hall. Manz.. it was soooooooooo long ago since I was staying in hall.....

I REALLIE MISS MY HALL LIFE!!!!!

-Enjoyable but fatty supper times wif all the CO-mates....
-Late night chatting after CO prac...
-Watching sun rise at Nanyang house and SRC....
-Study time for the exams....
-Endless late night in lab for my FYP....
-I miss my roomie!!
-I miss my CO frenz!!
-I miss hall 8 & 3!!!
-I miss NTU!!!

Why must I grow up?!?!??!

haiz.... I simply dislike my current lifestyle........................

Yeappie!! I'm smart!

2009-08-08T20:46:00.003+08:00

Yeah!!!! I manage to 'dig' out the toolbar at blogger compose pg!!!!!!!! I can now post happily again!! whhaa.. BUT, I still find it a chore to shift my photos 1 by 1.... sianz.....

Anyway, Happy National Day, Singapore!!!

weird..

2009-08-02T21:24:00.000+08:00

Not that i dont wan to update my blog.. but the template looks soooo different..
HOW DO I POST A PHOTO!?!?!??!??!
Maybe I shld consider changing my blog to some where else!!!!

it set mi thinking...

2009-07-12T19:36:00.002+08:00

Leaving...
4 colleagues left last month... 2 more leaving this month...
Everytime when someone leaves, it always make pple to start thinking to stay or to leave even thou everything's ok.
Friends ask mi if I'm still where I was and I think I gave them a big surprise with the ans:
Yes!

I wonder.... for how long will I last here...

Best fren ROM..

2009-07-05T22:21:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was yanling's BIG day. She was so superly and exceptionally beautiful and radiant! She's married!! haha.. Among my close ger frenz, she's the first. Well.. thou its juz ROM, she also held a tea reception at orchid garden. Dressed in her wedding gown. Walking in, to the stage wif her father who later handed her over to Iain. Its so sweet and nice. Hereby, giving this pair of newly-wed my warmest and greatest well wishes.

Hahha.. BUT behind all that, there's lots of problems appearing till the very last minute. At least, all of us managed to get them all resolved. Think she's off to her short getaway honeymoon. Hope to see her pic real soon!!!

CONGRAT!!!!!!!!!!
Cheers!!!!!!

More wedding coming!!!
Dec 09 Daddy's wedding dinner....
Nov 10 Lansi's wedding cum wedding dinner...
Dec 10 Yanling's wedding dinner..

no title

2009-06-29T22:26:00.003+08:00

Juz wished to add something here.
Neither happy nor sad..
Neither tired nor bored..

For a moment.....
I feel comfortable...
I feel at peace...

I treasure my memories...

Da Vinci

2009-06-28T16:26:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to da vinci exhibition at sci ctr. Its nice. Very amazed by his works and achievements. Spent a whole 4 hrs in there trying to read n understand all the displayed works. Its sooooo tiring after that. I felt as drained as wad I normally feel after an exams. Hhaha... Think my IQ is far way off fr da vinci.... need to think alot then can understand ba.. ahahha...

Well... today stayed home n rest coz I wasnt feeling well. Its so weird to hear my pounding heart beat again. It was beating 20% faster than norm also. Limbs felt weak. A bit giddy. I wonder wad happened or going to happened. Lucky at least now feel better le. No loud pounding sound. limbs not that weak. Still abit giddy and heart beat still fast thou.

Mother say must be coz yesterday over worked while trying to understand the exhibition. hahah.. Or maybe catching a flu soon? I read up a bit. its either heart problem, stress, overworked, falling sick soon, too much caffeine intake, smoking, drinking then will feel so... I hope its nothing serious.

neck exercise

2009-06-21T21:32:00.001+08:00

Sometime for some neck exercise!!!!

But.... i can read it normally without moving my neck at all... shit... i didnt exercise at all.. whaha..

nothing...

2009-06-21T20:18:00.002+08:00

Some how I juz feel sianz...
sianz abt duno wad...
juz like nothing to do..
nothing to look forward to...
nothing interesting...

nothing to....
nothing....

is there a easier way to blog with pic?

2009-06-09T19:54:00.001+08:00

Is there a easier way to blog with pic? can someone tell mi? i realise i haf to add pic 1 by 1.. then rearrange them 1 by 1 in order i wan to place them in. Its very very troublesome!!!!!

tiring day.. more tiring than going to work

2009-05-05T21:43:00.008+08:00

Manz... today is a doc appt day for me! Went 3 places siahz.. First to KKH for my heart. Then to Omni dental for teeth. Finally to TTSH for eye...Ok.. Shall describe abit more detail abt those visits.

Arrived at KKH, staff guided us to their temperature scanner after asking if we went to those infected areas. Then there will be a staff suddenly scretch out her arm to paste 5th May sticker on u. The cardic center I was suppose to go shifted place. Lucky I reach there early else will be late for my appt siahz.. When I reached there, I'm the first patient!!! haha.. they havent even start their system! I was like.... huh havent on comp how come still put pple's appt so early in the morning??? The place was soooooooooo empty. TV not on. No music too. So.. I got bored and took this snap shot! ahha...

My face is too small for the mask! whaha..

Finally my doc came. Everything goes well... He's so funnie.. Ask me to go back next yr to say hi to him! ahaha.. ok.. found something interesting while in the clinic. I am lighter than last year... by 2 kg manz! I wonder what happened? wahah... Nvm.. next to payment. BEST! They cant print a receipt for me coz the cashier staff didnt login to the comp and she was MIA-ing! So... I waited............... Off I go to my next doc appt. Wooo.. I haf to sign in even when I took the free shelter bus to MRT lehz.. Gd system....

Reach somerset at 10am.... i'm 1 hr earlier than my appt time. So rot around at hereen... Went HMV and found something nice!! the nice songs that I was finding are by Fish Leong! Listening to them now! Cool!!! Appt pushed to 1115 coz the doc was late... Finally done wif my teeth.. Was soo hungry that I grab a fruit juice fr their mini bar before I left. Going back there on Fri for my wisdom teeth extraction. I'm going to go without food for at least 2 days again! *hungry*

A break before my next appt at TTSH at 4pm. Went down to Vivocity for lunch. Hee.. ate at Hog's Breath Cafe. First time eating there. Food is quite nice. Serving was just nice thou it look small at the beginning.

Hog's Breath

Drink

Soup

Beef Steak
Boneless chicken leg

Me and my steak

Dessert

Done wif my lunch, off for a little shopping.. Bought nothing.. wahhaa.. Then off to TTSH le. Same.. Thermal scan. But qi say their like more pro. Hwhaha.. then register and put on mask.

Our Masks
Waited for 1 hr before my turn. Finally the doc can explain well abt my eye condition. Its call RCE, reoccurence corena erosion. Chim.. Will do some research on it. Going back to see them in sept again. Hope that nothing will goes wrong man. After taking my medication, HOME!!! hee...

So tired until I fall asleep while watching tv at home. Whahaha.. ok.. let's see how much I spent today.

KKH - $23, Omni - Pre-paid ($50++), TTSH - $25 + $70!!! Total = $168! Haiz.. sooooo POOR!

Why am I always spending sooooooooooooooooo much on medical fee?!?!?!??!?!? ARGH........

I'm so fed up wif my eye....

2009-04-29T21:44:00.003+08:00

Haiz... Eye abrasion again!!!!!!! Its all red and tearing again... I hate it... super fed up wif myself for being so sickly. Is there any cure to it at all?!?!?!??! ARGH!!!! So irritating!!!!!!! I'm feeling so energetic yet there's nothing I can do.

I cant go to sunny places coz the sunlight hurts my eye.
I cant go to windy places coz the wind hurts my eye.
I cant watch show to past time coz in no time my eye start tearing.
I dont dare to sleep to past time coz it turn out all RED when I wake up!
SO IRRITATING!!!!!!!!!!

I wan to recover soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH....... FED UP!

nothing to do...

2009-04-15T23:08:00.002+08:00

After a long wkend, I still feel soooooooo tired. Maybe coz I had a hectic wkend ba.. whaha.. ok la. it was a wrong choice to go JB on last fri. When we reach kranji at ard 930am, the queue was sooooo long until all the way to the racing course there. We waited close to 45mins for 170 to come. Well.. it was still bearable until we reach the spore custom. At first we still tot that wooo... so orderly.. got queue line de.. but then when we realise how slow the queue was moving, we realise that the hidden part of the queue line was 1 BIG swam of pple. It will be an endless wait siahz.. so we decided to walk all the way to JB.

The weather was burning hot. It was the first time I ever leave spore by walking. Walk over the causeway, over the expressway, passed by the super big jam of carsssssss, busessssss, etc. In the end, we started walking on the bus lane coz all the buses were jam up behind us. Hwhahah.. we end up to be faster than the bus siahz!!! whaha.. ok.. I finally learnt to appreciate the roads full of trees in spore. They will do help to provide shelter!!

Finally reach city square at like 12plus. Was so tired fr the 30mins of walk under the hot sun. Best, I kanna slight sunburnt lor.. hee... so we went for our lunch at Marry brown. Ehh... its like KFC but I think KFC nicer la!!! then went on to find activities to do. Wooo.. the KTV rate there is cheap lor!!!! Movie also!!! But we didnt do any of those coz fully packed! In the end we juz shop and eat ard lor...

Dinner was at one of the back alley there. I simply love the ramly burger!!!!!!!!!! Super juicy... super tasty... super nice!!!!!!!! Didnt get to buy my cheesecake coz was in a rush. Back wif a sun burnt and a polo tee.. Hee.. It was a tiring day until dar dont feel comfy siahz.. I realise I'm more fit than him when it come to shopping!!! hwahahah....

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If any of u wan to get cheap jeans, can try your luck at bodynits! I got 2 pairs at $25 only. But limited design la.. hee...

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Cant wait for my 败犬女王 new episode!!!!!!!!!!! Anyone know how many epi are there in total for this series?????????

thinking back...

2009-04-05T22:21:00.003+08:00

Was chatting wif my frenz a few days back. It was a surprise to know that I can be such an impt fren. Hahha.. I'm not trying to BHB here. But I reallie didnt realise that I can let them feel that I'm such a supportive fren. Its reallie great to know that I can be a fren who can be there when my frenz are feeling sad, indecisive, confused, irritated, crappy, happy or juz when they need someone to be there to listen or support them.

Though there are alot of them I dont haf the chance to meet up or even chat wif them as regular as we used to be when we were still schooling, pls remember there I'm always there for all of you.

I reallie miss those time when I can chat wif my frenz till I feel my ears are all heated up and eyes are tearing coz of lack of sleep.

I reallie miss those time when I can chat wif lots of frenz on ICQ or MSN at a time.

I reallie miss those time when I can go out for supper and chat till like there's no tomorrow.

I reallie miss the feeling of talking so much till I haf sore throat.

I miss having the kind of life I used to haf.

Interesting Bossy

2009-03-25T20:53:00.003+08:00

Interesting meeting wif bossy Y.
He called me into the meeting room.
Asked me to get seated.
Passed me the stack of appraisal related document.
Told me he dunno wad to do wif those document.
I replied : I also dunno.
whahaha.....

*then we left the meeting room*

Interesting encounter wif bossy Y.
*dong dong dong*off work le*everyone left already except bossy and me*
While I walked out of the office,
Bossy Y looked up and said bye to me.

*Left the office thinking that he's not stern. He's juz shy*

Interesting conversation wif bossy Y.
We talked like 1 chicken 1 duck.
I passed him a piece of paper.
He just started drawing.
We juz nob our head then.

*Thinking he can reallie draw quite well considering he's not engineer trained*

new blogskin

2009-03-22T21:29:00.002+08:00

Yoz! back again... today wif a new blogskin. Was telling my sis I wan to change and so, i'm done wif it.. As for the reason to choose this new blogskin is... wahha... coz you need to scroll right to read instead of down.. Something unusual and something irritating. wahahha...

Oh ya... had a wonderful sat wif my colleagues. We went to Mind's cafe in the afternoon. Thou not all able to make it, we still get to enjoy ourselves alot.. wahha.. I suppose sze yin shld enjoy the most! wahha.. she haf the chance to walk along the spore river!! hee... tried lots of new games but I still prefer those super noisy, brainless and crappy game.. for eg. Apples to Apples! wahha.. Lucky our super crapper is not there.. else will be an endless game! I WAN TO PLAY BIG TABOO THE NEXT TIME I GO!!!!!!!!!! oh ya.. I got the membership.. so anyone wan to go, can get fr me ba.. hee...

Had nice dinner at Boon lay raja! We got like lobster, shark fin, abalone, prawn, etc etc... Its our dept dinner. Hope that we haf got 75% of attendance... else.. we will haf to pay for wad we ate le lor.. *keeping fingerssss cross*

I reallie like the food there and the service. Their crews are sooooo alert that my colleague's teacup can never go empty!! wahha... Eermm.. wonder will we be able to use the remaining $500 for lunch order like pizza, KFC, blah blah blah... whaha...

Ok... hope u all enjoyed my short update... =)

photos

2009-03-14T09:56:00.003+08:00

Was looking at my photos on multiply... realised how much fun it was to be young (not that I'm very old.. but just older than last time ma.. hee.. ) oh.. and was thinking if facebook n multiply can link up all my photos not... it will be so mafan to refer to 2 websites la.

why must there be so many new websites coming out that disrupt all my online photos collection? why cant they juz upgrade existing's websites function??? see huh... multiply cant share photos like facebook can... so all my fren change to there to upload photos le.. so in the end all my new photos collection is on facebook.. and my old de still on multiply la... aiyo... so irritating la..

blogging from Hong Kong Airport...

2009-02-16T16:57:00.002+08:00

Hi all.... waiting for my update?? whaha.. ok la.. nothing much.. now blogging from HK airport. Dont think will haf the chance to blog fr here in recent years le.. I will not be back here for at least 3-5yrs time? wahhaa..

Well well....
I SIMPLY LOVE SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!
I love the air!
I love the food!
I love the people!
I love our singlish!
In fact, I prefer spore's weather too!
I think I reallie grow to love Spore more n more each time I'm overseas! wahaha...

Took lots of stupid photos wif my sis.. will upload later and update abt it soon...ok ok.. lots of pple queuing for the comp... cya ard... brb... hee...

Blogging from T3

2009-02-10T09:51:00.002+08:00

Yo pple... I'm now blogging from T3.. hee... cant wait for my trip to HK and Macau!!! YEPPI!! finally going on tour!! wahhaha... hope it will be fun and our itinerary is gd enuff to enjoy the whole trip.

whahaa.. my sis is crazy abt getting espirt stuff..she say she wan to sweep lots of things back! whahah.... my mother n father seems to be juz paying to see see look look.. whaah.. mi wan go see adidas!! wahhaha... Hope can get things we like n enjoy the holiday!!!

Will be back on 16th feb with lots of goodies or at least photos!! hee... take care all!!! byebye.... =)

wad shld the title be?

2009-02-07T11:30:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Dar!!!!!

Chinese New Year is coming to an end... everyone got big ang bao?????

Anyone won Toto yesterday???? remember to share n care then will win bigger next time!!

Gatherings always happen on festival session. Met up wif quite a few frenz.. cool!!

Looking forward to my HK & Macau trip!!! Yeppie!!!!

2009 le!!

2009-01-06T21:38:00.003+08:00

Yo pple.. long time no see.... its 2009 le.. havent blog abt my xmas party and its already a new yr le... well... was too busy celebrating la.. hee...

ok.. juz a little short update before i write on to my 2009 resolution (if any)....

had a small gathering wif my ntuco seniors at my house.. eh.. reallie small coz not a lot turn up.. its a potluck system.. and.. whahaha. its damn weird a combination for a xmas party lor... we haf like chicken rice ( chicken to replace turkey?) hee.. then pork buns.. in replace of ham? whaha.. then lasagne... then some cracker also... potato salad and jelly.... BEST!!we still got tuan yuan!! hee... well... had a little game for the present xchange.. lucky i tot of something.. else the gathering is rather boring la... ehh... we waited for sy and sn to be here.. and off we go for our midnight movie at amk hub! hee.. then back to my house to rest till morning.. hwahha... its always fun to be wif zx, cy, sn n sy! wahhaha..

then coffeebeanies came over to my house also... this time round the food look more western liao.. wahha.. coz our dear ls plan it soo well!! heee.. they cook pasta, pizza, sauages, chicken, salad, garlic bread, ice cream and haf lots of wine n liqour sia... whaha.. its always so entertaining wif them ard.. hee.. coz my stupid blur sis lend my boardgame to her frenz... we ended up wif nothing to play wif.. but we are all so smart.. whaha.. manage to think of a way to give out the present in an interesting way even thou we already know who we are giving the present. we play until we feel like giving up lor.. hee.. i'm the first to guess who give mi the present and wad's it.. so i'm the first to open my present! wahhaha.. thanks sg... hee... well... juz talk crap as usual and pack up and they left the house at like 1 or 2 am lor.. hee.. nice n fun!!! more such gathering pls!!!!!!!! hee... save money some more.. so much food and only $10 each!!! hee...

oh... also... daddy n mummy ROM le!!!! hee... so happy for them!! hee.. so beautiful n so handsome!! whahah... took quite a few photos wif them coz we were there early.. wahaha.... hope they will like our present.. hee...

ok... so much happening things of my last few days of 2008... going on to 2009....

suay year to begin wif.... first.. company stuff got problem.. need to troubleshoot.. then next.. my right eye kanna abrasion again... sian lor... keep tearing non stop... argh....but at least things brighten when i went to desaru wif my family.... hee.. need seaside... the tour uncle say we were standing at a beach linking to pacific ocean!!! the wave is nice!! the rock formation is super! the wind is sooooooooo cooling!!!! I love it!! whaha... well.. the firefly was so nice also!!! we saw hundreds and thousands of them! manage to catch a few too!! its so beautiful!!!! eerm.. as for the seafood, i like the crab wif salted egg!! hee.. fruit farm was ok ok only coz not much fruit lehz.. we went at the wrong timing la... overall still ok la...

eerm... 2009... a new yr begins... a tough year ahead... i just wish to be healthy and happy always... of coz.. safe safe in my career... eehh.. save more money! spend less!! wahhaa.... nothing much hor? hee....

bday day part 3-8?

2008-11-30T22:34:00.006+08:00

Wooooo.... back again... a day which I feel like blogging.. blog abt all my nice fren today. A big thank you to all of u out there... thanks for the sms.. the facebook wall greetings and of coz msn greeting.. thanks for reminding that I suppose to celebrate my quarter life crisiseven though i'm quite sick!! ahha.. SHIT!!! i'm SO old!!!!

Ok.. a little update of my bday celerbations.. U all can dont read la.. its for my own benefits only.. wahhaa... but u all wan envy also can.. juz read on ba...

22nd nov... met up wif my sec sch fren.... another waraku outing but this time is to the marina sq outlet.. nice food. hee.. we tried lots of food lor.. sooooo nice!! hee.. but the restaruant was so fully packed that the waiter cant reallie serve us well la... then dessert at azbo.. (duno how to spell) I haf the hotball! ehh... not that fantastic.. just like tang yuan to me lehz.. hahah... thanks ls, hs, ly, sr, hx, sg, wm and alex. I wan the photos!!! hee...

23rd nov... met up wif my ex colleagues fr hitachi.. had a nice dinner at ma maison.. i love the beef steak there! whaha.. well.. nothing much.. juz some catching up wif them... hee... thanks guys!

24th nov.. after work met up wif daddy, nua2 and cy... whaha.. had a nice dinner at cafe cartel lot of crappy update also.. daddy.. pls go get a jacket for ur ROM la.. hee... oh.. we tried the new ice cream at citylink there... not bad la.. but think I was already sick since then.. so still okok only la... thanks for the nice card too!!! hee...

27th nov... got a surprise bday celebration fr my colleagues.. so nice of them to get mi a cheesecake fr secret recipe. thanks for the surprise, cake and card!! hee...

29th nov... dar cook steak for mi... wahha.. first time trying it.. not too bad la... hee.. but while preparing for it, i got like 8 mosquito bites la.. SO ITCHY!!!!

first attempt and its reallie not bad lehz.. hee...

30th nov... i went to cut my hair... again... whaha.. short short n more neat now.. i need to grow it longer to reallie change hairstyle.. so sian lor.. the hairstylist i always go find change salon le la... haiz... after cutting my hair, went ard shopping while waiting for my movie to start... watch hai jiao 7 hao. nice songs! i wan the soundtrack.. as for the plot wise...juz a love story... no plot de.. no moral of the story also de.. let mi watch until blur blur... dinner was BK...

25 yrs old le.. sometime i think i'm too nice.. sometime i think i'm too fussy.. sometime i think i'm too demanding... sometime i think i'm too "anything"... which is the real mi? so old le.. but still having identity crisis... aiyo......

back in action..

2008-11-16T19:54:00.008+08:00

Hi pple... sorry to be away for such a long time.. hee.. i'm back today! wahaha..juz to share a little of my bday celebration so far...

ok.. first was wif my pri sch fren on 9th nov. a combine celebration wif yanling.. went to the wrong waraku and maybe that's why we didnt take any photo at all... if u all dont like grill stuff, that outlet at starhub center is a no no! coz their menu is soooo limited to all those grill stuff only! and maybe coz when we went, it was only their 3rd day in business after the 'makeover', so their service crews are damn blur and lousy!! eermm... so to brighten up a bit bit, we decide to visit a dessert place. cant reallie remember the name of the place. but here's a pic to give a clue of it.

its near isetan scott thou. they sell lots of choco stuff.. eeermm. but i think secret recipe's cheesecake still nicer.. maybe coz they famous for choco stuff n not cheesecake.. wahha... but still, nice xmas deco! yippe! i got a nice bag n watch!! hee...

2nd celebration is today! whahaha... zx, cy n nua2 treat mi to escape theme park, lunch, arcade and movie (Madagascar 2). Such an expensive celebration. But we all enjoy ourselves thou a little sunburnt liao.. whaha...

Q for go kart

Q for Go kart 2...

Nice ride!! But its painful!!

Cool!!!

Twist! giddy ride.. so nua2 n i decide to give it a miss..

The brave souls

Brave souls and timid mi! wahhaa..

Cant wait for the xmas party wif them!! yippie.,. its gona be a red, green and white theme party!!

nua2 and mi wif the first timer to escape theme park!

After lunchie at Sakura International Buffet and off to Ehub!

While waiting for our movie!

While waiting for their movie to start.

Ehhh.... duno wad to write le.. wahha.. but looking forward to the rest of my wkend in nov!! whaha...

MIA!

2008-10-05T11:07:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone!!!! miss mi? wahhaa.. ok.. I dunno why I didnt feel like blogging recently.. Most prob I got nothing interesting to update ba... or maybe whenever I'm free, I will go yoga...

eehh..... 3 months plus in my new job le.. waiting for confirmation in dec so that I can take leave!! whahha.. well... was thinking of taking a break.. but no leave, no money... so gona put it on waiting list again. Think I haf been spending far too much. Haiz.. I need locker to lock all my money!!! putting into bank dont seems to work out well.. Wahahah...

Stay happy!!! =)

sad gathering.

2008-09-02T23:26:00.003+08:00

Today attended a gathering that I least wanted to go.
Its a gathering where pple juz freed themselves out no matter wad.
No invitations required.
No reminders required.
Everyone juz turn up.
Some, I havent seems them since grad.
Some, I met them like a few months ago.
Some, a few wks ago.
How I hope we didnt haf to meet in this manner.

Its shocking that the recent accident in spore was Nicole's frenz. 2 best frenz passed away within 12hrs difference.

Nicole, thanks for all the memories u haf given me no matter how little. Thanks for the ever sunny smile and laughter during lectures and tutorials. Take care over there. Be cheerful and smiley always. We will miss u!

Great surprise...

2008-08-27T22:47:00.003+08:00

GREAT surprise that I'm totally lost of words.
She shocked me twice just this month!
First, she's attached n engaged at the same time!
Next, she's getting married!

Totally stunned.
Totally shocked.
Totally confused.
Totally....... I dunno!

Nevertheless, Congrat and all the best! Stay happy n lovely!

olypmics 2008

2008-08-16T21:36:00.003+08:00

Nothing much.. juz feel like blogging abt olypmics. In the beginning, I tot i will get to see something reallie nice. But... its juz neat, alot of pple, lots of fake things and nothing else. worse of all, I saw the singapore flag dragging on the floor during the opening!! Is it allow??? (why they didnt get someone taller and a spore born singaporean?) eermm.... but i think its better than the president waving his country flag in the wrong view.. hahaha...

Was sort of stun that the fireworks can also be fake!!! and for that small ger.. its so ke lian juz coz she is not as cute...well... if they were looking for perfection, how come the china rock star who was singing the song wearing juz a tee shirt n pant while his partner was wearing an evening gown!??!?! doesnt it look unpresentable and a huge mismatch???best... now another big thing! they were saying the 50++ kids in the ceremony who actually from different groups of pple in china turn out to be all from the same group!!! man... was else is coming?

That day my father was saying that the bird nest come wif alot of different part of a bird. its interesting..and i think i will be great to see.. will it become the 8th wonder of the world???

Oh... Jiayou, singapore table tennis team! let them play our nice nice singapore anthem! ahhaha.. eermm... i wonder if they reallie get gold, will we have holiday?? hahah.. its like after 48yrs lor... reallie a once in a blue moon thing lehz.. hahaha... suppose... i think too much le.. haha...

* flu.. sore throat...slight cough..fever coming?*

blogging fr work...

2008-08-06T08:23:00.001+08:00

Morning all.. first time blogging fr office.. sorry i not eating snake.. i havent start work lor.. hee.. actually nothing much juz that very long didnt update my blog le.. so write a bit bit lor.. ehhh... wad haf all of u plan for the coming long wkend??? hee.. I'm looking forward to sun's walk wif coffeeclubbers! hee..

Anyone haf any idea how to switch to channel HD5 for the olympics?? hee.. I wan watch the opening.. hee..

Enjoy the coming long wkend!! =)

convo month again...

2008-07-25T20:58:00.003+08:00

Woooo... almost all my juniors grad this yr... and almost all my sec sch fren also grad this yr... was browsing thru their pages of nice pic in that super heavy n thick gown. All look so handsome and beautiful. In the end, i went to see my old old convo photo. Why I not beautiful leh? hahaha...

Well... sorry that I cant attend any of ur ceremony. Hope u guys will understand. Hee.. difficult to go on leave when start work le la...and also currently I no leave to take lor. haha...Nevertheless, its reallie something that I'm happy for all of u.. hope all of u get a job that u like and wan real soon! those started work le.. JIAYOU!!! hee..

I feel old!!!!!!!! coz my convo was 2 yrs ago!!!! sob.... I miss my schooling days!!!!!!!

super entertaining nephew...

2008-07-01T23:10:00.003+08:00

Hhaha.. I got a super entertaining nephew... is he trying to be a ghost??? or juz wan to trip himself huh??? hee....take a look :

chalet!

2008-07-01T22:49:00.006+08:00

Chalet....its always a once a yr event wif them. Was hoping to see lots of them but end up the usual few again. I suppose.... it will be very long later the next time we haf another chalet ba. Tiring for those who organise... and irritating that they contribute so much yet not many appreciate. Everyone say ok ok.. in the end.... only that few of us again.

But nvm...we had GOOD food and GREAT fun wif the Wii!!! Now I'm having muscle ache all over lor..haha... Ok..later i post a few videos of those stupid things we played. I think they gona scold mi for uploading them if they ever see it. Hee.... I always love the chatting session. This time round, we got impressed by yanping's boss and ning's colleagues' boss. Hhaha.. of coz interesting topic abt gay and guys. ahhahhaa...

Ok...next up, yan ping wanna plan for a fish reflexology outing.. waiting for the lowest available price. Hoping to go for an overseas trip together as well. BUT, someone must plan ahead and make everyone pay up first. So if u wana last minute backup, then too bad lor!

Here are some stupid videos as promised. Having a pari of itchy hand to play Wii.... but no money to buy...and cy live so far away.... =( Guess wad they trying to do ba.. hee...

Ans: trying to wash clothing in the fastest speed...

Ans: playing chess and winning by shaking ur head the most...

Hey...Coffeeclubbers & Nellers, shldnt we haf a chalet as well?? hee...

starting afresh..

2008-06-08T14:19:00.002+08:00

Miss mi??? haha..sorry for not updating as enthu as the past. Was busy settling some personal stuff. ya... for those who are in regular contact wif me would already by now know that I changed my job. AGAIN! haha.. ok la.. juz switching back to the engineering field lor. Now working as a QC engineer in Tuas! ahha.. far.. but i hope its something better. Cheer mi on! *keeping my finger cross that i will stay long*

Recently juz extracted my left top n bottom wisdom teeth.. Maybe that's why yanling and I cant figure out our conversation that night. Hahha.. it was great chatting till late night at mac. Suppose this is our first time chatting till 2am outside. Hhaha. well. lots of things to talk abt. Until we reach a point to realise that, we haf photocopied idealogy for life too! ahaha.. its reallie cool to haf someone who think the same way as u do. Hhah. at least you wont feel so alien.

oh..its the month of graduation again. Lots of my frenz grad le. So happy for them. But also sad for them as they haf to enter this irritating, cruel and boring reality world like me. Well, i can only wish them well lorz. Hope that we can still meet up as often!! think now we only meet up when hy and yen return lehz. nvm la... better than nothing. hee..

so fast Jun already. Half a yr gone liao.. I didnt nothing much except for extensive visits to hospital till date. Haiz.. spent quite an amt for all the various treatments. argh...sicky weaky ahnuaz!! Frenz, stay healthy!!!!!!!!!!!

eeerrmm......nothing much but yanling.. stay strong n firm ba!! Jiayou!!

handsome boi...

2008-05-11T13:06:00.003+08:00

hahah....enjoy this video huh....someone self declare tat he's handsome....hee...

forever changing me...

2008-05-04T22:41:00.003+08:00

Nothing that change is change itself. That's wad we always hear. Just to make it simple, I'm changing again. In wad? To wad? I still dont feel comfy to say here directly. If wana know, msn or sms me ba. I will sure tell u. =)

Had a long chat with cy on fri. some gossips and some big news... some history and some stories...Somehow I feel that my life is so opposite of his. From wad he said, I felt I seems to be better. cy, Jiayou!! Remember that we are always fren. Fren that can share ur joys n worries! Hee....

Shit. this entry seems to be soooo broken n no link to every para. Haha..well.. maybe coz too many things happened that I cant link them all together le. Went for my bone specialist visit on fri, he referred me to the physiotherapy. Well, my leg isnt doing quite well. Need some training n follow up. Extra care and support needed. Haiz... I'm so sicky.. I think I will haf to postpone my wisdom teeth extraction le.

Somehow... I feel I'm right. Awaiting for the truth to be revealed....

resting now...

2008-04-14T13:02:00.003+08:00

weird to blog at such a funnie hour right? Not reallie. Coz i'm not slacking at work. I'm on MC...all the way till wed. Ya ya... I reallie get to rest like wad I ask for in the previous entry. Now I'm handicapped and resting at home. My wish come true...in a not so correct way. Its healing. But its still swollen and painful when I walk. I wonder will I recove by wed. Else Thurs how I go to work la? haiz.. I also need a new pair of shoes. haiz...

Come to think of it......I'm reallie so 'heng' to encounter so many weird sicknesses.... first is eye kanna abrasion then skin allergy la..followed by wrist injury then getting my ear infection that affect my sense of balancing again. before all these recover, i kanna sprain on my left foot. Covering fr head to toe lor...haiz....argh....why is my life so lousy de?!?!?!?

Thou my absence are all covered by mc and they reallie know I'm sick till cant work. But I still wonder wad will they think. Yaya...i'm going on half day on 22nd apr for my teeth.. then 2 may for my bone specialist to check my sprain. and 9 may for my wisdom teeth extraction. Shitty life for a shitty person juz gel so nicely for me.

Sometimes... I wonder.... what else is there for me?

i need a rest...

2008-04-09T23:19:00.002+08:00

Away away away.....away for quite a while le. How's everyone? Sometime I juz feel that I'm so detach from the world. I'm like always stuck in my little cubicle in 1 north buona vista drive, MOE building, Level 7. I had been working for at least 12 hrs per day since almost 2 wks ago. Until I feel as thou my eyes can never open up. Its tiring and set me thinking abt wad I'm doing. I reallie miss school!!!

Well.....everything didnt run smoothly recently. First is the lousy qgy lor.. reallie nothing to say....wont even bother to comment much. Hhahaa...next is the super cannot make it ceremony and work lor. So lose face. So lousy. Hope starting tml will be better.

I need a rest..... I wan a rest!!! I have to rest.......
but.....i always dont haf the time n money to do so...... 真命苦啊！！！

yawnz....

2008-03-17T22:28:00.002+08:00

I was looking thru some stuff. Suddenly make mi realise that everything seems to be the same as before. I'm always sick and I'm always busy. Its the same huh....well...so much had happened this month. Promotion ceremony planning.... HR call center planning n study team.... performance bonus and promotion for teachers.... all my leave review... haiz....

Other than work, also got NTUCO concert. It was a petty that I cant perform but only help out for the stage. Well jus hope that the juniors will appreciate our help even thou we were so fierce and demanding. Enjoyable supper thereafter is a must. CY!!!I WAN TO MEET UP! MY FREE MEAL!!!! heee....and not forgetting my free flow earl grey!!!

Feeling sick again..... haiz...hope I wont fall sick yet. pple ard me all are getting sick or on mc lor... I need to go chinese sinseh for my hand le... feeling pain for 1 month le....sobsobsob...

i realise.....

2008-02-25T21:31:00.002+08:00

Different.....the meaning of blogging serve as a different purpose to me now and the past. Maybe that's why I'm leaving my blog to rot. Coz I think....I feel...I'm updating for the future me to read instead of for anyone else anymore.

Well....recently I'm so sicky. Down wif skin allergy...eye re-abrasion...left wrist injury. Work as an engineer, I cant walk properly. Work as an admin staff, my wrist cant type properly. What's in plan for me? Can anyone tell mi?

Just finish a taiwan series. 转角遇到爱. Not that the show is very nice. But its all the word that appear in the ending of every episodes that's nice. The drawings are interesting too.

First post for yr 2008

2008-01-28T23:14:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone...Just recieved a complaint that MIA for almost a month. I suppose its one of the longest record that I'm away from blog. How's everyone out there?Eermm....nothing much...coz rather busy with work doing all the promotion now. Its burnt all my Public holidays, wkends and wkdays' night practically. Finish all my cluster session only left with some editing before finalisation.

Finally I get to enjoy a bit of my wkend last wk. Hhahaha..and happy that today need not report to work coz I'm on course!! ahhaha...but tml morning will have promotion checking wif Deputy director. shit....1 super tiring session lor. wed morning will be my first ever presentation for EAS stuff. THURS!!!! GOING ON LEAVE!!! need to go dentist in the early afternoon. SO I decided to EAT SNAKE THE WHOLE DAY! hahaha..but I taking leave la. so not consider eating snake. But resting for a longer journey ahead la....promotion is tiring lor......hee...

Eerrm...new yr is coming...I haf yet to get any new yr clothing. Partly coz this yr no visiting for me. So abit like no pt to buy la...and I'm like buying clothing every month le. So eermm...no need for the moment. shall wait till got nicer one then buy. Was so tempted to buy Levis' Jean thou. Hhaha...but damn poor now. So haf to save up la. No choice.

Yawnz....tired le....shall go to bed once my hair dry. That's all for the moment. Next time got time to think then write something better instead of reporting wad I did...hahaha...cya...byezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

year 2007 finishing.....year 2008 coming...

2007-12-31T00:24:00.000+08:00

Been away from my blog for a short period of time. Sorry guys..nothing much to update or rather no energy n time to do so.... been busy with teacher promotion thingy la.....sianz.....so busy until i haf to bring back home to work on it la...and i'm still working on it!! arghz....any time off for that??? well....i dont think so lor....shit...

well..well....so much of a complain...i shall start to reflect on wad I accomplished..or rather wad i did for year 2007...nothing much...the biggest thing shall be the switch from engineering job to admin job...until now i still dunno if its the right choice n will i stay long in it la....i miss being an engineer in fact. Eeerrmm....ok...nothing abt job...

Family life...living a life without my grandma....eeermm....its been months...and i'm now sitting in her room typing this entry. we shifted alot of things...donated all her stuff...but no matter wad, she will be glad that we are still doing fine...eerm...of coz wif an addition of that small little monster....our family is still as lively.

Personal life...nothing much....a few frenz came back to spore while a few fren left spore...these frenship not that they turn sour but juz that we aint that close anymore. Its kinda saddening and reallie miss those time that we were so close together. i wonder how much of these do i need to go thru...haiz...

Looking forward.......
I WAN ALL MY FAMILY N FREN TO BE HEALTHIER....HAPPIER.....RICHER....SLACKER.... (of coz include mi!!)
easier said than done....

single eyed.....

2007-12-10T00:35:00.000+08:00

I'm reallie suay siahz....not long after my pain from braces, i kanna serious sore throat till ear also pain...and shortly after i recover, now i'm single eyed wif a pad on my right eye coz it kanna abrasion!!!!!!!!!!! haiz....so suay.... Its difficult to type this entry with 1 eye siahz...cant reallie aim properly la....and difficulties in seeing things...i wonder will my left eye's degree increase siahz....haiz...totally bankrupt now... $105 for dentist, $26 for sore throat, at least $200 for my eye lor.... why am i so sickly??!?!??!?! haiz...

mixed feeling......

2007-11-24T01:17:00.000+08:00

these few days experience a lot of feeling.....
thurs enjoyed the moment at my workshop. back home wif a serious sore throat and slight headache...

todae.....
kind of feeling lost coz another person left the job.
eerm....feel kind of in the wrong place...
feeling sick with my sore throat n headache....
feeling hot coz of the sun tanning during the fire drill....
feeling happy coz todae is my first birthday celebration for yr 2007. Thou didnt get to watch movie, i still enjoyed the simple n filling dinner and the interesting night lupe n skyride!! hahaa...but kind of irritated by the heat n tiredness...
feeling poor..coz i cant afford a blazer....haiz...
juz happen to see some stuff....make mi think of the past n trigger my hidden feeling
feeling super tired n sleepy now....

tml....
yet another long day..... yawnz......

dunno why juz feel that way.....but if that's the truth, it suppose to be not of my concern le.

xmas eve.....

2007-11-19T22:33:00.000+08:00

24th Dec 2004: Marche
24th Dec 2005: Tonkichi
24th Dec 2006: Hanabi
24th Dec 2007: ??

spending kinda too much ba...

2007-11-18T01:05:00.001+08:00

Ok...i think while u all are reading this, u will somehow suddenly think I spend alot la...

1. Bought an external hard disk.
2. Bought a 1Gb memory card for my hp.
3. Upgraded my yoga membership to silver VIP (but I'm paying at a lower rate than before)
4. Bought 2 tops for work...each costing like $30 or so..
5. Bought a Braun Buffel wallet at $98 after 10% discount finally.
6. Bought dinner for Yanling.
7. Had a few ex meal out.

Planning to buy:
1. Mother pyscho me to get a CK bag. Its reallie nice!!! BUT cost $600!!!! anyone wanna sponsor??? my mother offer to pay $300...anyone willing to top up more? I think i only haf like $100 to spare...ahahha..
2. Need to get a pair of sandal soon...current one giving way soon....
3. Either an Ang bao or a nice pressie for my nephew. He's turning 1 soon!!!!
4. I think I need more top!!!!! (shit...so poor!!)
5. Need money to get a hair cut real soon....
6. Need to buy facial wash etc le...ex har!!!
7. Another $105 for my braces soon....

Retail therapy like wad yiing say????hahahhaa.... I think abit too much le ba...STOP MI!!!!!!!!!!!!

State of confusion....

2007-11-15T16:42:00.000+08:00

eerrmm.....someone ask mi todae. Am I happy wif my work. I dunno how to ans at all. Reallie dunno is my decision correct or not. I dont feel happy now. I miss my old job. Will I be able to adapt one day? Will I be happier? Is it wad I reallie wan????

CONFUSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz.....why do I haf the brain to think sooooooooooooo much?!!?!?

testing out...

2007-11-15T16:39:00.000+08:00

wooo..testing out the function..i'm blogging at multiply..see can cross post to blogger not..hehe...testing!!!!!!!!

my daemon

2007-11-14T21:03:00.001+08:00

my daemon

at a lost....

2007-11-09T23:35:00.000+08:00

I'm lost....

lost in the world of reality...
Wad izzit that I wan?
I dunno...
Whenever I ask myself this,
my tots juz become blank...

I'm lost....

迷失还是迷糊？？？
我不知道。。。。。。

its 10th again.....

I think I'm no longer me....

2007-10-28T17:27:00.000+08:00

MIA from my blog for 10days. Went thru alot in terms of my lifestyle n my thinking ba. Was taking a break between the switch of job where I reallie enjoy rotting at home then to yoga n of coz a short trip. Reallie rejuvenate mi so much! I love this type of life!!

But on the other hand, I was busy sourcing new clothes for my new work coz will be in office attire. Well, if u see me on wkdays, I will haf a different image le. But I'm totally not used to it and actually I feel that that image make mi so tired coz I haf to act! Its juz not the real me! So I'll make sure that wkend will be back to my normal self of tee n short unless necessary!!!! hahaha...

Actually, was thinking. thinking if it will reallie suit me. till now, not yet i must say. I still prefer to be wad I was in. Confused state. Hang on a bit more before I decide again ba. I will...try....try hard! Jiayou for me ba....

I think I'm no longer me....

Away...away..away...

2007-10-18T23:01:00.000+08:00

Wooo...being away for quite awhile and I'm back here to crap again. Well nothing much. Went on a short trip to Cameron Highland. It was totally and superly relaxing. Hhaha...go there see farms and farms and farms lor...haha..veggi farm, catus farm, flower farm, tea plantation, watercestnut farm, strawberry farm. Ate alot of fruits and food. Hhaha.. I like the strawberry shake!!! reallie can eat strawberry in it lor. But the strawberry fruits didnt turn out that nice la and I got sick of it. Hhahaa.. Ehh....ate cheesecake from secret receipe. Lots of deep fried mushroom, sweet potato balls, prawns and sotong wif 2 slips of beer. Hhaha...and the steamboat where the pple there say its nice but I think otherwise. Hhahaha... Went for the sunrise watching. But it was abit too cloudy or izzit misty? ahha...so not reallie clear lor..BUT ITS REALLIE COLD UP ON THE MOUNTAIN!!!!!!! I was shivering thou I wore a long sleeves top plus my Fila jacket!! ahhaha... Cant take any nice photo coz hand was sooooo shaky la...ahhahaa...

On the way back to spore, ate alot of rubbish food also la..hahaa..and I bought dunkin donuts without the need of queueing up!!! hahaa..and its reallie cheap and nice la..ahhaha.. Enjoyable trip!!!! But not for those who are very active one..unless u go for their trekking. Hhahaha..but its juz nice for mi...juz slack n nua there only ma...hee... abit lazy to upload photo now. so all of u shall wait ba...hee....

Last day....

2007-10-06T00:40:00.000+08:00

Todae is my last day working at Hitachi Chemical (Singapore) Pte. Ltd. Thou today is my last day, I'm still very busy finishing up all my last minute work in hope to lighten my technician's work. Finish my stuff hopefully in the morning.. then went over for the last QC meeting as well as handover some stuff. Finally back in bedok at 5pm to give chocolate and walk ard saying bye to everyone. Everything so rush till I dont feel I haf enuff time to say bye. Everyone wasnt in a gd mood coz of that QC meeting. But in the end, we still cheer ourselves up wif the nice nice dinner! ahhaha...ate alot and of coz I'm super full till now. Talk lots of crap over kopi and finally sean send me home. Well...dinner todae was wif production pple only. As for PE side, had it yesterday at sizzler. Nice crappie dinner but the food is expensive!!!

Suddenly juz feel kind of lost and phobia abt my switch in job. Will surely miss all my so call ex-colleagues!!! They are reallie taking very gd care of me and are all very supportive. Reallie must thanks all of them!!!

Guoliang, thanks for teaching me so much and of coz not forgetting all the fun n laughter, idiotic and irritating problem we go thru together.

Sean, Yeo, Teo, Ms Tan, Foo, Liang, Darren, Lihe, Sunardi, Peter, thanks for being so supportive all these while and of coz not forgetting wad I learnt from all of u!!

Thanks Jonathan for all that you taught me in terms of work and brain training skill.

Thanks to all!!!!! Must keep in touch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Sean say i I will haf more life now coz I haf 1 more group of fren to meet le...hahaha...)

Jus some photo wif them..... shit..forgot to take wif production pple!!!!!!!

all of us....the PE section in bedok...

I'm my teacher's boss...hahaha...

The IO student who nvr fails to irritate me...well..i look so small size!!! haha..

it set me thinking....

2007-09-27T23:42:00.000+08:00

Was reading some stuff a moment ago.
It set me thinking.
-sad-

Counting down...

2007-09-25T21:26:00.000+08:00

Its been a wk since I last update. Nothing much actually. Starting to count down for my work at hitachi already and trying to finish up the very last part of my project. anyway juz gona post a few photos for my frens' bday celebration at a rather traditional korean resturant. Then to coffee club for our usual kopi session. hahaha...

The gers.

The Guys.

The remaining few.

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Next will be a little update for sat. Went to chinese garden wif the Nellers. Hhaha...also a bday celebration for sheya and agl. Hahha...spent quite a bit coz need to buy present ma...well... was trying to enjoy the hot n humid walk there. Had much fun but was too drained up to keep having to light up the latern again n again. Hhaha..and also abit too lazy to take photos in the later part. hahah...ok la...cant reallie upload much photos for it coz my comp is crazy n i cant recieve most of the photos. So wait till I get them all ba...hahahaha....

Blog!!

2007-09-16T23:01:00.000+08:00

Wow....so cool....coffeebean got a group blog!! hee... maybe nellers shld setup one as well lehz..haha... eermm..nothing much...wkday work..then fri, sat n sun went yoga and shopping..so i spent alot of money!!! Bought a pair of pants. A belt cum necklace. Moisturer. Food. Declare BROKE!!!!!!! hahaha... counting down now le...woooo....

those kpo one...can take a look at our not so interesting blog yet: http://gangofkopibeans.blogspot.com/

updates..

2007-09-11T23:08:00.001+08:00

Quite awhile didnt blog le ba....juz a small update for all my frenz. I QUIT my current job le. 5th Oct will be my last day thou my official day by right shld be 1st Oct. Well...no choice la...wad's goes ard comes ard...so juz help till wadever I can ba. 18more working days to go....Feeling kind of restless and tired. BTW, I'm still sick! Haiz....1 month le lor.....argh......................

so much happened.

2007-08-31T22:55:00.000+08:00

August 2007 is the most "exciting" month of my whole life till now. So much so much had happened.

Its so saddening to feel the lost of touch of fren who were once so close with. We used to talk about anything under the sun, but now we feel totally like stranger and become so ke qi. So bad until I can be at a lost of word of wad to say. It hurts. So much. ya........reallie....even till now.

She left.....maybe for the better coz she dont haf to suffer anymore. But I will no longer get to see her and hear from her. I was still thinking that everything will be ok or she wont leave so fast coz she was still responsing, holding on to my hand and wave gdbye to me. Its kind of mentally prepared but still sad when everything reallie come true.

I decided...on my life....on my lifestyle....on my future....I hope it will be for the better.

Grandma...

2007-08-24T23:56:00.000+08:00

12noon 24th Aug 07 recieved the call.
Rush off to TTSH but was too late.
She left us at 1118 to be exact.
Left peacefully without any of us around.
But at least she saw all of us the night before for 1 last time.
It shld be something better for her, at least she dont haf to suffer anymore.
Mama (my grandma), byebye................

Thanks for all ur care and concern. I'm ok. reallie.

I miss you.

2007-08-23T22:49:00.000+08:00

I miss u.
I miss calling u.

BBB..

happening life siah!!

2007-08-19T12:02:00.000+08:00

Went back to work on thurs. But was still feeling terrible. Lucky everything was still smooth la. Manage to meet up wif yen for his farewell dinner. Why are all my frenz leaving?!??!?! sad case la....but nvm...looking forward for their return in 3 months time. I wonder how will things to be when they are back. Will feel distant or juz as normal? Life is reallie full of changes. So much that there's nothing that can be done. I miss all of u!!!! Reallie sorry that I wasnt able to send u all off la...haiz...

Fri went off early to dentist. Put on my lower jaw braces. Painful!!! Its scratching against my tongue. And until now I still cant reallie eat any solid food. It juz feel weird leh... I dunno how to bite properly lehz.. I dunno where to place my food. Hhaha.. I dunno how to smile also siah..hahaha..Fireworks on fri is so NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love it!! So much memories! So much funz! Funniest of all, we went for "high tea" at supper time!! ahhahaha....

Sat at 1st wanna go yoga. But my cough was so bad till I lost my voice. So rot at home till I go for massage. Hehhe...comfy siah...but no more money to sign up for package la..ahhaha.. then off to meet my frenz...wooooo......got home so late again la...ahahaha...FUN!! hee...

Event for todae: Stay home n rot! Later must go see doc liao.......MC again? haiz.... SO SICK!

past 23years 9months and counting....

2007-08-15T18:17:00.000+08:00

Just finished reading my frenz's blog and now its my turn to write something abt my life since birth ba... hahaha... Since I'm so call quite free now la.. okok...nothing much...can be quite boring for some... and its gona be a long entry. Here u goes..............

A meant to be dec baby came into this world earlier by close to 2 wks due to lossening of umbilical cord to the placenta. So that's when I was born. 30th Nov 1983, 903am. Everything appear to be normal like any other baby. Juz that I'm smaller in size and weigh as compared to my siblings. HHahha..But what's left for my mother was an ugly long centipede look alike scar due to the stupid doc!!! Well....during the 1st ever checkup, I was diagnose to be abnormal which of coz scare the hell out of my mother. This also show how lousy that doc is again right? Well, I would not say wad is it coz I think all of my fren know abt my case la. hahaa...

Ok...so part of me growing up is spent for doc appointment and more doc appointment. A matter of fact, I was difficult to bring up coz every few minutes, my mother would haf to check if I'm still alive with all my fingernail turning blue and cold cold body I haf. I was so skinny and small size that all my neighbour tot I wasnt well fed. But lucky there was a nice aunt who gave my mother a secret recipe that actually make mi look so much better after eating it. Hhahaha...

So there I goes...growing bit by bit...haha...and reallie bit by bit that u dont see much difference la..and soon I admit into kindergarten. Its where I get to play with lots of kids and I was that few who dont cry and instead ask my mother to go home coz I think its very lose face to haf parents there with me during class. hhaha...well...cant remember all the frenz I made there. coz I dunno why my memories only seems to begin in pri sch. Hhahaha...

Its 1 or 2yr before I get into pri school my parents was told that I dont haf to go thru any operation coz everything seems to be going well. So my life in Ai Tong School begin. Getting to know my 1st frenz who we are still in contact until now. Hhaha.. People always say we look like siblings. Of coz not forgetting the 4 other buddies, Yanling, Huijiao, Shihui, Lisi, who we always hang out together eating curry potato n chicken in plastic bag!!! Playing 4 stones n hopscotch. Hhahaha...my maths in sch was horrible no matter how I study, I will be scoring only 53!!! its like a curse la.. hahaa.. the rest of my result also not fantastic at all. But nvm la... got myself ended up in EM2 is good enuff. Hhaha...Due to my health, I didnt grow much for that 6yrs. Hhaha..so graduating from pri sch at a height of 136cm which is like 20cm shorter than all my peers. hahaha...Maybe coz every PE lesson for mi is a wallet watching session instead of all the running n jumping.

Eermm...result wasnt gd at all, so I got into an Ah beng school where police car will come in everyday. Or u will hear ambulance taking student away after a fight. Hhaha...well.. its non other than Bishan Park Secondary School la,. Hhahah...Still remember my 1st few frenz was Serene and Eileen. We joined the Art Cluh together but after we stream to different class, we didnt even talk already. Hhaha.. Well was glad that I fight my way thru to the top class taking the best subject combination that my sch is willing to offer. A bit disappointed that no biology is offered. Eerm...but nvm la...just try my best in wadever I studying lor. I still remember gossiping wif Wenda and hellen. My best fren in sec 2 were Anna and Ruaddha (cant remember how to spell her name!) As for sec 3 n 4 will be jasmine, Huishan, lansi, lingying, shuyi, char, Eliz, sarah, tessa, heckshan, shurong. I remember we each donate a fish to the sch newly set up pond and offer to feed them daily that time. Hahha.. Well...its also a year that I realise the need of having frenz, understanding n helpful frenz I would say. I needed them so badly after my heart surgery when I was sec 4. They reallie help mi so much so much that no amt of thanks is enuff. If not for them, I would not haf pass my O's. Thanks!!! Especially Jasmine!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its so fortunate that I'm still in contact with most of those that I mentioned. Of coz not forgetting our sisters, szegay, weiming, alex and terence! ahhahaha.....

Finally grad fr BPS le. moving on to 1st 3 months in YJC. eerrm...didnt like the environment so after 1st 3 months I change to NYJC. Hhaha...took up biology which actually tries to kill myself wif it. Hhaha... I still remmeber the long hrs looking into the microscope doing all the cells drawing or rather copying? ahhaha.. Remember all the naggy I get from my chem tutor but actually it all does me gd. Hehheh....no wonder my titration skill is so solid la. hahaha.. Of coz not forgetting my nyjcco. Was so busy with it till I didnt reallie haf time to study la.. Hhahaa...taking up almost all the job that no one is taking care of. Finally brought up the 1st participation in SYF as orchestra status. Hhaha..and well, only 3 experience players la...getting a bronze is gd enuff la...heee...Thanks shuyu, felicia, clarissa, Jasmine for spicing up my class life. Thanks Cailing, jialin, ruoxin, kenneth, jiajia, ruofang, yanhong, xianghui for all the rubbish we went thru together in nyjcco. HHAhahaa...

Ok la....result was reallie reallie sucky till I need to apply for poly for backup. But in the end, I took up materials engineering in ntu. This is a place that reallie change me sooo much from wad I intended to be. Hhaha.. First I became independant after staying in hostel and taking care of my roomie shiyun la...hahaa. Then I start learning physics and all related stuff that's killing me. I nvr understand n figure them out but i also dunno how I pass them actually. hHhahaa...Still remember how puke blood haoyang, changyuan and bohan were when they tried to teach me la..ahhaha..I love my final yr only. Studying wad I like. Studying wad I want. Hhaha.. I love my FYP also. Coz i simply love practical!! hahaa..those overnight stay in lab or vday wif ah sem. Hahah...interesting. And thanks to choo, jasmine, haowei, simon, ade, shiyun, teekin, jianrong, wu &wongs, fyp lab mate and all other coursemate for making my life in MSE such a great one!!! All MSE pple are great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! crappy!!!!!!!!!!!! interesting!!!!!!!!!! hahaha..

In there, I join ntuco. Its fun to haf all those crappy frenz ard. like debbie, blonde, yinghui, seening, zhixiong, changyuan, zhiqiang, suqing, kailin, kaka. HHAhaha...they reallie spice up my yr 2 life. HHAaha..of coz not forgetting how much effort we put in to expand ntuco. Thou we know alot of things will happen after doing that, we hope that they will be understanding enuff to think for the gd of the orchestra ba. Hhaha..That's when my ah nua family n holy clan start to spilt out. saddening but no choice. But nvm la...life is full of changes and it feel gd to see NTUCO growing. Juz when I was thinking there nothing more worthwhile to stay, I get to know the nellers!! ahaha... they are 1 whole bunch of maddy! They love playing, eating n more eating. hahaha... sining, yiing, wenyi, haoyi, sheya, haoyang, agl, yuhui were the basic members. But it nvr fails to expand till now with jing, junyen, junqi, kaiyu, yuqin in as well! ahhaha...I LOVE THE BEIJING TRIP, NTUCO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally wore the gown last yr. 1st time being rejected due to my health status. It was reallie saddening and a big blow to me in some sense. But lucky I manage to stand up fast enuff. MIss out the chance to work and learn in US coz of family issue. But well, already worked for 8-9months. Everything changed. I dunno is it for better or worse. But its tiring working 12hrs daily with such little pay. I dunno wad I wan anymore actually. In fact I juz simply wan to slack. But of coz its impossible with the loan hanging high up there. Well, can someone juz feed mi???? hahahaha....

I love my family.
I love my frenz.

Thanks everyone!!!!! I cant imagine how terrible my life can be without all of u!!! =)

恋爱症候群

2007-08-14T20:45:00.000+08:00

Lyrics of my blog song. Rather interesting and meaningful I would say.

恋爱症候群作词：黄舒骏　作曲：黄舒骏

关于恋爱症候群的发生原因　
至今仍然是最大一个谜
不管性别年龄职业体重学历长相和血型　
没有一个人可以免疫
有些专家学者研究后相信　
恋爱是内分泌失调所引起
却有别人认为恋爱属于滤过性病毒　
像感冒无药可救但会自动痊愈
不管你同不同意　
自古到今许多例子证明
恋爱不但是一种病态　
它还可能是一种变态
一般发病后的初期反应会开始改变一些生活习性
洗澡洗得特别干净　
刷牙刷得特别用力　
半夜突然爬起来弹钢琴
有人每天站在阳台对路人傻笑　
有人突然疯疯癫癫　
突然很安静有人一脸痴呆　
对着镜子咬着指甲打喷嚏　
有人对着小狗骂三字经
女人突然改变发型　
男人开始每天练着哑铃
食欲不振歇斯底里四肢萎缩
神经过敏发抖抽筋都出现在这时期
随着病情越来越变本加厉　
人会变得格外敏感勇敢和恶心
写的说的唱的都像天才诗人一般才华洋溢　
愈肉麻愈觉得有趣
有人恋爱之后每天躲在厕所哭泣　
有人开记者会宣布恋爱的消息
有人总是喜欢两个人躲在黑漆漆的地方　
像做了不可告人的事情
每天忙着找人算命　
挖空心思改变自己配合对方的习性
把每天都当作纪念日　
把自己当作纪念品
每天漫无目的的腻在一起　
言不及意也觉得好有趣
走着坐着躺着趴着都形影不离　
像是两人三脚又像连体婴
心里想的只有爱你爱你爱你爱你　
也不管家里米缸有没有米
也不管路上有人示威抗议　
只管爱你
心里想的只有爱你爱你爱你爱你　
也不管海峡两岸统一问题
也不管衣索匹亚多少难民　
只管爱你经过一段轰轰烈烈热恋时期　
不久就会开始渐渐痊愈
两人开始互相厌倦　
互相攻击对方缺点　
所有甜蜜都随风而去
然后开始从错觉和误解中清醒　
惊讶自己为何如此不聪明
为了爱情不管一切　
不顾父母朋友姐妹兄弟　
开始感到后悔不已
然后开始感到疲惫沉闷气喘心悸牙痛头痛梦呓
然后是精神不济瞳孔放大脾气暴燥四肢麻痹　
终于受不了要分离虽然结果颇令人伤心　
了解之后也没什么了不起
爱情终究是握不住的云　
只是我想要告诉你
哦......在我落寞的岁月里　
你的温柔解脱我的孤寂
带给我深深的狂喜　
如此颤动着我的心灵
轻轻诉说爱你爱你爱你爱你　
不管是黑夜或是黎明
不管是梦中或是清醒　
深深爱你
我要对你说爱你爱你爱你爱你　
不管是黑夜或是黎明
不管是梦中或是清醒　
深深爱你
多么幸福　
让我遇见你　
呜......

NDP

2007-08-12T22:01:00.000+08:00

Hi...sorry for the belated posting...hahaha...abit lazy n busy la...hahahaha..ok fine.. I will make this posting an interesting one with lots of nice pic la..ok? hehe... eermm..like wad cy said, we suddenly realise our love for spore upon singing those national songs and national athem and pledge. hahaha..BUT after the fireworks, everything slowing juz goes away. hahaha....this is so weird la..but no matter wad, maybe coz we are typical sporean chinese who dont display our affection normally. hahaa.... ok here it goes......

ok...this is the 1st photo of the day. forgot to take one when we were having a lunch which is also meant to be a belated bday celebration for cy....

We are all in red!!! well....i'm short...hahaa

Ok...cant be bothered to get someone else to take for us.

All of them haf lion...only mi fishy fishy fish... =(

Nice shot huh? was too bored waiting la...

Finally begin. This yr's most disappointing thing is I cant hear the sound make by the boots when they stamp their feet!!!! The troops are smaller i think and the stage is not solid enuff..hahaa

Wooo....flying flag. Remember last time I can always see it from my AMK house during NDP la...

Must go NDP wif a bunch of enthu pple. Else its so boring. haha..we are the most on pple among the group sitting there lor...make us look CRAZY!!!hahaa

Lalal....Finally a group photo!!!

We love Singapore! (Muahaha..the floating stage is ours)

Our nice tattoo. Eermm..how come 3 hands only?!?! coz........haha...u see la..

The CMI one. already like that right after pasting it on la...haha...fate!!

Ok..that's all ba....wan more photo...go to my usual webby ba...

5days.....

2007-08-04T21:00:00.000+08:00

For the past 1 wk, I haf been working until 10something pm almost everyday without fail. Was kind of glad that I can be so busy so that I can think less. Less meaning at least when I'm at work, there's juz no time for any other things.

But when I'm all alone waiting for hair to dry and the moment before I fall asleep, everything that's troubling me juz crash on me all over again. Set me thinking so much till I could not take it. It hurts. And of coz all these make mi realise how impt supportive frenz are. Thanks for those smses of care n concern. Thanks for accompanying me when I needed someone.

I wonder how would I feel if I'm to be in those places that give me sooo much memories. Maybe I should try out one of these days when I'm free. I need some time for myself I think. I wonder how you will feel as well.

memories..friendship

2007-08-02T22:56:00.000+08:00

Memories...
Is all that I can haf.

Friendship...
Is all that I can ask for.

Happiness...
Is all that I can hope for.

Anything else...
Is all that I can dream of.

lalalaa

2007-07-29T21:44:00.000+08:00

Jasmine Chai!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cant find u online at all la.... must be out celebrating ur bday!! haha..

Happie bday to u!
Happie bday to u!
Happie bday to Jasmine!
Happie bday to u!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Take care and enjoy!!!! hee...

history..............or herstory?

2007-07-29T20:49:00.000+08:00

Eermm....think i'm too bored or tired or stress up or wadever. I started reading all my past entries again. Also read thru alot of other things that I wrote in hardcopy or in my email when I was still studying.

Everything dated back to yr 2001. It was so interesting then. Communicating thru ICQ (i suppose only old folks remember wad's that) then thru email when we dont see anyone online. Hahhaa...paging for pple and returning calls thru public phone. holding on to the silver reflective N8810 and was soooo proud of it even thou it wasnt mine. hahhaha...kena chicken pox until cannot go out....all the chain letter where qn like how well we know each other that type and of coz lots of grumbling abt my jc life then. and come to think of it, its rather disappointing that my emotional support during my jc days and uni days are no longer close to me anymore. But no matter wad, thanks for being that even for juz a period of time.

Then after getting a N8250 hp, everything switch to hp le...not as much email..so i got not much records le.. ahhaa...and when ICQ die...all history also gone le. Of coz bcoz I'm a comp idiot who dunno how to backup my stuff sure loss all data after changing a comp la. hahaha... then switch to MSN and of coz more n more new hp(N6610, SE K700, SGH-E730 & finally SE K800i)...ahhaa... well....electronic world dont seems to work too well for mi! haha..back to the ancient way man. PAPER!!!! hahaha...

Well....then the next record online will haf to skip to feb 2003 to oct 2003. eerrmm....its a period where I haf a person taking gd care of me. But far too good till I think I cant commit. How to put it leh. Its juz the wrong time ba and I'm not worthly enuff for him. Anyway, I'm happy to see him getting on so well now. Yupz...

then to may 2004. I sent and recieved an email that affected me sooooo very much maybe even until now ba. hou yi zheng ba.. haha.. then maybe to may 2005 or earlier ba till jul 2006... nice n sweet emails....of coz on n off having alot of stupid and informative emails which in 1 way or another affected and groom to be whoever I'm now ba...

As for anything after that, as u all can see from my blog, they are all sad sad or not so happy things de.... eermm....1 yr I havent been reallie happy ba.

wad the hell is happening?!?!??!

2007-07-27T22:47:00.000+08:00

I smile not because I'm happy but coz I need to smile.
I laff not because I'm happy but coz I haf to laff.

I frown not because I wan to frown but coz I'm sad & tired.
I cry not because I wan to cry but coz I'm sad.

I raise my voice not coz I'm angry but coz I'm irritated & pissed.
I refuse to talk not coz I'm angry but coz I'm tired.

Wad the hell is happening?!!?!?

in a mess....

2007-07-25T20:57:00.000+08:00

Finally able to be back online. Hope that its reallie working from now onwards. Didnt do anything juz suddenly able to come back online again. While I was away fr the net all these while, a lot of things happened. A lot of things that I haf to choose to keep it to myself. Everything is in a mess and I hope that everything will be better soon.

I juz wan a simple life. At least not a messy one if it cant be a happy one.

OVER!!!

2007-07-11T22:52:00.000+08:00

Yeppie yeah!!! finally the irritating audit is over and my process line is doing very very very good that the auditor cant dig anything at all. So much for all the hardwork, OT, less rest and alot more running around to get things fix and in place! Best of all, tml my jap bossy gona give us a treat!!!! whaahah....

Well, frankly speaking, its the 1st audit I been through for this 23 years of my life. Its scary and like busy and eermm....taxing....irritating.....tiring....alot alot.. But no matter wad, I gain and learnt something new again. Was so glad that the auditor cant find anything to dig into. Finally over and I can put my heart in all the testing that was put on hold due to this stupid thing.

Hope everything will be great ba..... I'm tired.............................................................
I NEED A BREAK!!!!!

nice story...

2007-07-07T22:27:00.000+08:00

Was surfing the net and found this story.

那是一個非常寧靜而美麗的小城﹐有一對非常恩愛的戀人﹐他們每天都去海邊看日出﹐晚上去海邊送夕陽﹐每個見過他們的人都向他們投來羨慕的目光…… 　　

可是有一天﹐在一場車禍中﹐女孩不幸受了重傷﹐她靜靜地躺在醫院的病床上﹐幾天幾夜都沒有醒過來。白天 ﹐男孩就守在床前不停地呼喚毫無知覺的戀人﹔晚上﹐他就跑到小城的教堂裡向上帝禱告﹐他已經哭乾了眼淚。　　

一個月過去了﹐女孩仍然昏睡著﹐而男孩早已憔悴不堪了﹐但他仍苦苦地支撐著。終於有一天﹐上帝被這個痴情的男孩感動了。於是他決定給這個執著的男孩一個例外。上帝問他﹕“你願意用自己的生命作為交換嗎﹖”男孩毫不猶豫地回答﹕“我願意﹗”上帝說﹕“那好吧﹐我可以讓你的戀人很快醒過來﹐但你要答應化作三年的蜻蜓﹐ 你願意嗎﹖”男孩聽了﹐還是堅定地回答道﹕“我願意﹗” 　　

天亮了﹐男孩已經變成了一隻漂亮的蜻蜓﹐他告別了上帝便匆匆地飛到了醫院。女孩真的醒了﹐而且她還在跟身旁的一位醫生交談著什麼﹐可惜他聽不到。　　

幾天後﹐女孩便康復出院了﹐但是她並不快樂。她四處打聽著男孩的下落﹐但沒有人知道男孩究竟去了哪裡。女孩整天不停地尋找著﹐然而早已化身成蜻蜓的男孩卻無時無刻不圍繞在她身邊﹐只是他不會呼喊﹐不會擁抱﹐他只能默默地承受著她的視而不見。夏天過去了﹐秋天的涼風吹落了樹葉﹐蜻蜓不得不離開這裡。於是他最後一次飛落在女孩的肩上。他想用自己的翅膀撫摸她的臉﹐用細小的嘴來親吻她的額頭﹐然而他弱小的身體還是不足以被她發現。　　

轉眼間﹐春天來了﹐蜻蜓迫不及待地飛回來尋找自己的戀人。然而﹐她那熟悉的身影旁站著一個高大而英俊的男人﹐那一剎那﹐蜻蜓幾乎快從半空中墜落下來。人們講起車禍後女孩病得多麼的嚴重﹐描述著那名男醫生有多麼的善良﹑可愛﹐還描述著他們的愛情有多麼的理所當然﹐當然也描述了女孩已經快樂如從前。　　

蜻蜓傷心極了﹐在接下來的幾天中﹐他常常會看到那個男人帶著自己的戀人在海邊看日出﹐晚上又在海邊看日落﹐而他自己除了偶爾能停落在她的肩上以外﹐什麼也做不了。　　

這一年的夏天特別長﹐蜻蜓每天痛苦地低飛著﹐他已經沒有勇氣接近自己昔日的戀人。她和那男人之間的喃喃細語﹐他和她快樂的笑聲﹐都令他窒息。　　

第三年的夏天﹐蜻蜓已不再常常去看望自己的戀人了。她的肩被男醫生輕擁著﹐臉被男醫生輕輕地吻著﹐根本沒有時間去留意一隻傷心的蜻蜓﹐更沒有心情去懷唸過去。　　

上帝約定的三年期限很快就要到了。就在最後一天﹐蜻蜓昔日的戀人跟那個男醫生舉行了婚禮。　　蜻蜓悄悄地飛進教堂﹐落在上帝的肩膀上﹐他聽到下面的戀人對上帝發誓說﹕我願意﹗他看著那個男醫生把戒指戴到昔日戀人的手上﹐然後看著他們甜蜜地親吻著。蜻蜓流下了傷心的淚水。　　上帝嘆息著﹕“你後悔了嗎﹖”蜻蜓擦乾了眼淚﹕“沒有﹗”上帝又帶著一絲愉悅說﹕“那麼﹐明天你就可以變回你自己了。”蜻蜓搖了搖頭﹕“就讓我做一輩子蜻蜓吧……” 有些緣份是註定要失去的。

愛一個人不一定要擁有﹐但擁有一個人就一定要好好去愛他。你的肩上有蜻蜓嗎﹖

Another nice phrase:
When you see your boyfriend or girlfriend tonight...give them a big hug and kiss and tell them that you love them. Enjoy their company and just be glad that they are there for you. Everybody needs love and to feel assured - so hold them in your arms and let them know that you care. If I had the chance I would do that right now....

I feel extra..

2007-07-04T22:54:00.000+08:00

I wonder wad got into me tonight that I can still come out wif something like this when I'm like super sleepy and tired. Maybe its crap in my mind or juz something that I feel its right and can juz spill out like nobody's business.

1) Have you ever think or feel that you are the extra one in a group of frenz?
Yes.....

2) Have you ever think that you are an idiot caring for people who dont even bother much abt u?
Yes....

3) Have you ever feel distant from frenz who were once so close to you who can talk to you and share with you about everything under the sun?
Yes...

4) Have you ever feel.................
YES......

shopping spree....

2007-07-03T22:44:00.000+08:00

Tired..tired...tired....bored...bored...bored.... maybe that's why I bought so many things recently!!! WASTE OF MONEY!!! ok...let see...2 or 3wks ago, went out wif sis and bought like 5 tee shirt. Then juz the sun that past, I bought another pair of jeans and slippers. and todae when I went to collect my jeans, I bought another tee shirt! Aarrghh....feeling so poor now!!! hahaha...but kind of happy also leh....shit la...my way of destressing, keeping myself entertained? or wad/!??! How to survive if this continue to go on?!?!?! ahaha... somebody stop mi!!!!!!!!!!! oh oh.....dentist on sat!! meaning another $100 gona fly off.....................and i meeting frenz this wkend....... another sum gone......

But wait.... I still need a wallet and bag (to replace my wearing out wallet and bag)..... where to dig for money??????????? anyone wanna sponsor???hahahhaa

my grad photo...

2007-06-29T22:21:00.000+08:00

well...saw my junior's pic..so got me into doing this...ahhaa.... enjoy!

not again...

2007-06-25T23:15:00.000+08:00

Everyone haf a choice. Do I??
Everyone is selfish. I think I'm.
Everyone haf their own life. Do I?
Everyone haf their own goals. Do I?

What is it that I wan?
haiz......juz to be happy.....I suppose...but its DIFFICULT! =(

I think...

2007-06-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

Ah nuaz seriously need a break from....
...work
...responsibility
...stress
...everything

Its tiring...
...emotionally
...physically
...mentally
...everything

Driving and pushing me to the limit...
...Can I endure thru?
...Can I survive?
...Can I make it?
...Can I do it?

I juz wish to be...
...happy
...feeling relax
...smiling whole heartedly
...feeling at ease

BUT....its difficult!
So difficult!!

-The forgotten one-

meant to be posted one...

2007-06-17T21:55:00.000+08:00

Well....as the name of the titile suggest..all these photos are suppose to be updated...but failed to coz that time connection got problem...nah...see see....

At the beach wif korkor...
At the event
His fren n him..
They high up at sky ride
Me high up at sky ride!! FUN!!!!

Shopping and eating therapy?

2007-06-17T21:31:00.000+08:00

Another week pass again la.....Feeling so lost and tired and restless and irritated and sad and broke....and....and...and... alot la... well....maybe that's why I'm packing myself wif lots of activities wif my frenz la... fri after my course, meet up wif nyjcco frenz for pitstop and dessert at cartel. Eat sooo much la.. pitstop meal, then 3 cakes, 1 wedges then oreo shake.. shit la...feel so sinful n fat... Pitstop moment wasnt that fun coz we got limited time and playing all the same old games!! haha...but got 1 new one.. so boney n cute! haha...

Our group photo...where's xh n kenneth??

our bones!

Oh..then sat morning went see doc...then to shopping wif my sis....we bought like 5 tops la..so poor..then went waruku for lunch...dinner wise meet up wif my mse frenz lor...went some italian place for dinner...at first wanna go drink kopi one..but we had dinner too late..so didnt le....

This morning woke up at 8 by a call fr office....hai...sun morning la....idiot asking mi idiotic qn la... hahaha...well was late for prac coz of that phone call that make mi work so much la...then lunch at usual place...recieve my pressie fr europe...nice nice wrapper and postcard! thanks yiing and haoyi... then met up wif my pri sch fren for dinner at ma maison...hahaha..then to esplande for dessert...haha...walk walk n walk..so tired now...

The usual key for payment

Our dessert at esplanade

The sinful one...

woohooo...

2007-06-09T21:33:00.000+08:00

Had an enjoyable wkend so far. A very very gd way of relaxation after a long and tiring week of work where lots of problem arise. Was actually quite sianz that I ended work too late yesterday so unable to join the nellers for dinner. Thou I can choose to join them after dinner, but KTV juz simply cant interest me in any sense. So of coz, back home n rot my night away. Hhahah...had a loooonng chat wif my mother n sis until like 3am in the morning!!! hahaha...so long since we get together and chat like this already. Cool!

As for todae, woke up early in the morning 8am to set off for sentosa. Went to meet my senior for his company's family day. Woo...the pple there are so friendly. Hhaha..and I get to make a new frenz, xin yong. Hhaha...he's zhixiong's frenz. Hehehe...well was spilted into 4 different gropus and our groups won the telematch games!!!! ahhaha... and I got myself a food container that can put soup, rice, etc etc de.. Hhaha..its so BIG and Heavy!! haha...after the company event ended, we went ard playing at sentosa since we got free entry ma. Hhaha..went to try out the skyride! woooo!!! SO NICE to be so high up in the sky with so little things blocking my view!! haha..BUT I drop my slipper la!!! lucky its a 2 way ride, so manage to get my slipper back when we go back. Hahha...coz of this incident, not much photo was taken coz I scare I will drop more things la. Hahha..then we went on to play at the beach la... nothing much le...took some photo but cannot upload.

After that took to sentosa express to vivo. At first wanna go shopping one..but was too drain out le...some ended up at secret recipe for some gd food and off we set off for home. Took 855 and rot all the way home on the bus. Had a gd sleep on the bus actually. hahha....Back home for dinner and watch shrek 3.

Today rot my day away at home. Something big happen so haf to stay home. Only thing I can say is those driving de, pls be careful harz...

Errmmm...

2007-06-03T21:19:00.000+08:00

Hi pple..... my giddy spell got better after a few days rest. Hope I will fully recover very very soon!!!! hee....I think recently reallie not much nice movie siahz..or rather not much new movie!! yesterday my frenz n I tried to catch some last min show BUT we cant find anything else other than pirates and shreks la.... so idiot! finally found some other shows BUT FULLHOUSE!!!!

Wooo....fri had an enjoyable supper wif frenz. hahaa..soooo many pple come yishun!! yen, next time must plan more outing in yishun n force all the nellers to come over instead of us being left out all the time!!! hahaha....

Yeppie yeah!!! todae sooooo many ntuco pple in hsinghai as well!! hahaa...wenyi, jing, yuqin and agl!!! hahaha...of coz not fogetting haoyang n baobei la...so fun!!! hahaa...then weicong came to meet us for dinner.. hahaha....so funnie la...it remind us of the last time we were at marina food court for dinner... Anyone can remember why we ended up there?? If not wrong, that time got sheya, wenyi, sining, haoyang, haoyi, weicong, kelvin, kaiyu, chuanjie, xinhui lorz....we went acarde also...but wad the hell was the reason that we met up?!?!?! haahhaa....

Tml is mon le...meaning I haf to go back to work again. Well...I must jiayou harz... cheer for mi ok? Work hard and look forward for the coming wkend!! Going to sentosa n shopping at vivo!! hahaha... well... sun will be the usual prac and slacking after that ba...Jiayou to myself!!