The time i'm waiting for is finally here!! exams over liao!!!! so happy.....damn happy...happy coz its over!! over!! over!!!!!!! hoping n praying very hard that i will be able to clear all my modules this sem......*PRAY*PRAY*

after todae's paper, went for FYP briefing....hope i can get wad i wan manz....reallie abit the mafan to go ard looking for lect n ask for project..some more i going to work on tue liao lorz....like no time to go ard liao...haiz....hope subbu or tan lay poh will take mi...if not chen zhong lorz...hehhe...dont gimme semicon can liao lahz...hahaha....sianz...after exams cant rest but haf to worry abt this stypid FYP that will make a hons grade different....aiyo..so mafan one...no FYP is the best mahz..hahaha..right????hehehe...

the stupid briefing last until 6plus..and i finally reach suntec n get to eat at 830pm coz of the stupid long quene lorz.....hahhaa....ate at NYDC...and saw my sec sch frenz there celebrating as well lahz...hahaa...had a super filling dinner...think too hungry until full liao lorz...ate only 1 plate of pasta n i feel like vomiting liao lorz...hahaa...lucky i cancelled my cheesecake order lorz...hahaa....see my frenz they all eat unti wanna vomit make mi feel that my decision is the best......

finally reach home at 11plus....for 3 wks i'm away fr home....jia de feeling is so gd!!!! but my erxin de mei mei...once i come back, pass mi her geo TB and ask mi to teach her...haiz...no rest then got to teach her....left wif physics n A. maths for her to ask mi....but i too tired n lucky she wanna sleep le..ahha...so my stupid retarded n idiotic coconut water no need to over work n evaporate to dryness causing stupidity...hahaa..

super hot hot hot!!!!! gonna go shower le....hehee..

to all my frenz who are still having exam, JIAYOU!!! All the BEST!!! you can make it!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday was the happiest day i ever had thru out this whole exams. Not because i know how to do the paper its because semiconductors is finally out of my life at least for the moment or rest of my life if i dont haf to retake lorz....ehhehe...

was so happy, so relieved until i slept the whole afternoon away in a nice cooling weather and apart from that, had a super enjoyable dinner filled wif lotz of funz n laughter wif my frenz! Actually wanted to study one...but the whole evening didnt reallie studied much...eerm...kinda restless....end up only read thru 2 lect....yes i mean read only...no memorise work yet ok....

as u can see, am still quite affected wif the high spirit that semicon is over, am still not studying lorz...hahaha..

MAKE MI STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HELP MI CONCENTRATION!!!
I STILL HAF 2 MORE PAPERS LEHZ!! NOT THE END YET!!!

ps: hopefully i can finish reading thru all my notes for 301 todae...JIAYOU!!

too many things happened todae...rushing fr one place to another until i totally dont haf any mood to study....its juz so tiring...early in the morning went look for tutor abt FYP stuff....then after lunch went ask another tutor qn....and after that rush all the way down to bugis to meet my sis to try her wedding gown...and later back to ntu...shower and wash my laundry..

now, i'm like a dead fish wanting to study yet nothing can be absorbed...wanting to sleep yet cant coz my hair is still wet....haiz..so sit here n start blogging out my activities of the day...and now my feeling n tot......

was reading thru a posting on my frenz blog and an email fr one of my frenz....and they keep mi thinking for awhile...in a relationship, wad does one reallie look for??? do we actually look for the same thing like everybody else??will u choose to be wif the one who make u smile or feel at ease wif?? loving someone means hoping that he/she can find his happiness no matter whether he/she is wif u??is it true that there will be someone out there that will be ur "the other half"?? (wif no ans fr mi to all those qn may be the reason why i'm still single now ba...hahah)

but, seeing my sis happily trying out her gown this evening make mi feel that..ya..there is this special someone...juz a matter of time n chance if u ever able to meet up wif him/her....and whether u choose and dare to be with he/she or not when u finally found him/her...

how i wish i'm at the beach now enjoying the wind, the moon, the stars, the relaxing mood....thinking of all the funnie qn wif no link to the exam....

EXAM...EXAm...EXam...Exam...exam coming!!!!!!!!! only left 7days....didnt study much....cant concentrate lorz..as u can see...if not i wont be posting this thing here now le mahz..right?

7days away fr exam....wad am i doing???

1)falling sick wif sore throat and slight cough now lorz....
2)sleeping more than ever in the whole sem...
3)going ard looking for tutor to ask abt FYP details...
4)eat more n much more than ever..
5)surfing net, msning, blogging more n more
6)listening to all the nice music i haf now...
7)keep going JP to play....

-sick ahnua-
ps: studying seems to be out of the list....ops....

since sunday evening, i was studying ms302 coz juz cant seems to understand anything fr MS2004...so decided to leave it aside for the moment. however, it didnt turn up to be a wise choice as well..coz same thing happen lorz..blur blur gong gong for almost half of it lahz...last night was still studying on it..

think it drove me crazy successfully ba....coz for no apparent reasons, i juz feel like crying...aarrgghhh..i cant concentrate on my studies...i cant even get to sleep siahz...was awake doing practically nothing till 4am....and keep waking up in the middle of the night..sianz harz...

think my surprise mood swing scared one of my frenz to hell..i'm sorry to make u worry...reallie wanna thank you for accompanying me thru the night thru msn, trying tonnes of ways to make me smile...Thanks!

As for now, my mood still ard the same as last night lahz...worse wif a pair of aching eyes and super retarded coconut head due to insufficient sleep...

will it get worse or better??

aarrgghhh.....why i cant understand the stupid notes??? izzit i too stupid?? or izzit juz not my cup of tea?? or izzit the lect notes is not gd enuff?? but but but...read textbk le also dont understand harz....so the problem shld lies wif mi le lorz...haiz...

forever like that one...every sem also like that...sobsobsob....why always like that one huh???haiz... think i too stupid to study wad i'm studying now lahz...they know mi...but they are alien to mi lehz...aaarrghhh....

WAD THE HELL IS HAPPENING AGAIN!?!?!??!?! :( :'(

*alien invaded my coconut head again******giddy******

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It used to be such a funz day on every 1st of april back in pri, sec or jc level.....everyone juz put everything else aside and start playing wif one another...but ever since i get into ntu, 1st of april doesnt mean funz anymore...instead its a day to make all of us start panicking simply because exam is ard the corner...

One of the most funz april fool's day shld be when i was in sec 1 ba...hahaha...remember that time my frenz and i bought a fake cockroach and invisible ink....that frenz of mine will go ard all the gers and throw that fake kaka onto them to scare them...as for mi, i will start pouring tat invisible ink onto pple's white top or bottom...see their face damn funnie coz they tot i was reallie so bad to pour real ink onto them lorz...but actually that invisible ink will disappear after it dry up lahz....hehee....

Seems like i was a very big bully huh??but actually i also kanna played on lahz...ahhaa...they threw lizard onto my table but the way they threw the lizard already let mi know that its a fake one..so i dont reallie haf any reaction lahz...hahaa...end up i even demo for them how they shld throw lorz...ahhaa..

Actually when i juz started my hostel life in ntu, everything was rather funz also...especially the period when i was more active in my eca ba...pple there were so fun loving..every practice was like an april fool's day with them ard coz there will sure be someone getting teased or i kanna teased lahz...hehe....

reallie miss those funz and enjoyable times i once went thru....
reallie hate having and feeling so stress up yet too restless to do anything...

I MISS U, FUNZ!!