these few days experience a lot of feeling.....
thurs enjoyed the moment at my workshop. back home wif a serious sore throat and slight headache...

todae.....
kind of feeling lost coz another person left the job.
eerm....feel kind of in the wrong place...
feeling sick with my sore throat n headache....
feeling hot coz of the sun tanning during the fire drill....
feeling happy coz todae is my first birthday celebration for yr 2007. Thou didnt get to watch movie, i still enjoyed the simple n filling dinner and the interesting night lupe n skyride!! hahaa...but kind of irritated by the heat n tiredness...
feeling poor..coz i cant afford a blazer....haiz...
juz happen to see some stuff....make mi think of the past n trigger my hidden feeling
feeling super tired n sleepy now....

tml....
yet another long day..... yawnz......

dunno why juz feel that way.....but if that's the truth, it suppose to be not of my concern le.

24th Dec 2004: Marche
24th Dec 2005: Tonkichi
24th Dec 2006: Hanabi
24th Dec 2007: ??

Ok...i think while u all are reading this, u will somehow suddenly think I spend alot la...

1. Bought an external hard disk.
2. Bought a 1Gb memory card for my hp.
3. Upgraded my yoga membership to silver VIP (but I'm paying at a lower rate than before)
4. Bought 2 tops for work...each costing like $30 or so..
5. Bought a Braun Buffel wallet at $98 after 10% discount finally.
6. Bought dinner for Yanling.
7. Had a few ex meal out.

Planning to buy:
1. Mother pyscho me to get a CK bag. Its reallie nice!!! BUT cost $600!!!! anyone wanna sponsor??? my mother offer to pay $300...anyone willing to top up more? I think i only haf like $100 to spare...ahahha..
2. Need to get a pair of sandal soon...current one giving way soon....
3. Either an Ang bao or a nice pressie for my nephew. He's turning 1 soon!!!!
4. I think I need more top!!!!! (shit...so poor!!)
5. Need money to get a hair cut real soon....
6. Need to buy facial wash etc le...ex har!!!
7. Another $105 for my braces soon....

Retail therapy like wad yiing say????hahahhaa.... I think abit too much le ba...STOP MI!!!!!!!!!!!!

eerrmm.....someone ask mi todae. Am I happy wif my work. I dunno how to ans at all. Reallie dunno is my decision correct or not. I dont feel happy now. I miss my old job. Will I be able to adapt one day? Will I be happier? Is it wad I reallie wan????

CONFUSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz.....why do I haf the brain to think sooooooooooooo much?!!?!?

wooo..testing out the function..i'm blogging at multiply..see can cross post to blogger not..hehe...testing!!!!!!!!

my daemon

I'm lost....

lost in the world of reality...
Wad izzit that I wan?
I dunno...
Whenever I ask myself this,
my tots juz become blank...

I'm lost....

迷失还是迷糊？？？
我不知道。。。。。。

its 10th again.....