A busy busy wk that I went thru so I decided to stay at home to charge up my energy on sat. So, I ended up watching a few movies.

First is school of rock. Very nice music and singing. A story telling us to be wad we want and not to be wad others wan us to be. Well....wad do I wan??? Whatever I want now izzit something that I reallie wan or they are ideas instill into me by others??Eerrmm.......I duno abt it....

Second movie is a chinese movie, Happy Birthday. A love story that's like so real. About 2 person who actually reallie love each other, but they didnt get together as bf n gf. Instead they become very very gd frenz who were always there for one another in time of need and they reallie understand each other soooo much. In actual fact, the real reason why they didnt get together is that the guy is forever waiting for the ger to be ready and the ger is forever waiting to be ready. They juz wait n wait( fr high sch student to working adult) till the guy die of cancer. Does it imply that, we shldnt wait but act on wad we wan and how we wan things to happen?

Look like I'm thinking abit too much again.....juz movie only ma...rest and relac...rest and relac...

In front of the person you love, yourheart beats faster.
But in front of the person you like,you get happy.

In front of the person you love, winterseems like spring.
But in front of a person you like,winter is just a beautiful winter.

If you look into the eyes of th one you love, you blush.
But if you look into the eyes of the one you like, you smile.

In front of the person you love, you can't say anything on your mind.
But in front of the person you like,you can.

In fonrt of the one you love, you tend to get shy.
But in front of the one you like, you can show your own self.

You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you love.
But you can always smile into th eyes of the one you like.

When the one you love is crying, you cry with him.
But when the one you like is crying,you end up comforting him.

The feeling of love starts from the eye.
So if you stop liking the person you used to like.
All you need to do is close your eyes.

As time goes by and when problem pop up, we will reveal our true self easiest.
As time goes by, we will be polluted with evil deads.
As time goes by, we will not be who we were in the beginning.

Well....everything doesnt seem to make any sense. But...I'm feeling better after blogging.

My baby nephew is staying over at my place this few days. Upon seeing him, I keep asking myself why do we haf to grow up? haiz....being a baby is reallie gd la....everyday juz eat and sleep, eat and sleep only. I wanna be a baby la....

Well....tml is mon again. Hope everything will be fine. For the past 1 wk so many thing happen and so many problem for me to solve. But in the end, I cant do anything but ask pple to help me. Its like so sianz la.... I dont like the responsibility as an engineer. How I wish my job can be something that dont reallie haf to make much decision and thinking de. Anyone wanna yang wo??? haiz....

Its so tiring...................physically and mentally......

So many things for me to sigh now.....wad to do... who ask mi to be so suay la... reallie a suay suay head start for me la....sianz....

Well....1st of all, will be my work of coz. My mentor left. Yet I still haf so many things that i dunno abt. At 1st tot my supervisor will be there for me, but he's going on an overseas trip for the next 2 wks. haiz... and coz of wad happened yesterday, I realise I'm on my own! Well..but 1 thing that make me feel better is that my mentor left wif me a technician who knows quite alot. Guo liang, reallie need your help during this period of time le. Thanks lehz.. and sorry to overload u for the time being.

2nd, will be that my beloved computer is superly sick now. Its always lagging or happy happy will rest automatically. If not got lots of error messages la. Haiz...getting irritated by it yet I totally haf no time to reformat it at all. sad laz....work already work until so jialat.. go home wanna relac also kanna pissed off.

3rd, of coz like wad I mentioned juz now. I haf no time for myself. My life is soooooooooo boring. I HATE IT!! Everyday doing the same thing and thing i dont reallie enjoy at all. its like I totally dont reallie haf time to go out wif frenz, rest well at home or do something that I wan to type of thing. Haiz... I'm busy, my frenz are busy. Everyone also busy. Why like that?!?!?!?

irritating life....boring life.....arghhh......haiz......................................................................