It juz some boring stuffs that u gona start reading soon....reading on wad stupid things i haf done over the wkend....

woke up in the late morning on sat then head to MSE comp lab to study after lunch. while studying, decided to meet up wif 2 frenz for dinner at the prata place. hence we took the 174 steps of stairs down fr SAO to ny heritage ctr. had a so called wonderful dinner there without fulfilling my wish for BBQ chicken wings. Dinner was almost wad i ate the night b4 at the exact same place. topics ended up to be the same as well!!!! its so weird siahz....

after dinner, one of them suggested for some card games. They spent quite a while teaching me and we start playing till ard 9pm....i was tired and my grp finally won, so yiing n i headed back to MSE comp lab by taking that 174 steps up again. sound interesting huh??? upon reaching there, yen tempted yiing to watch soccer wif him so we went down the 174 steps again!!!! they went watch tv while i did some revision. When the match ended, we headed back to my hall to shower and started studying in can b till 4am ++ and back in my room so sleep. didnt sleep well coz the stupid rain make my arms ache...haiz...

finally woke up at almost noon todae...nua awhile n headed to hall 5 for lunch. Had $1 rosti with hotdogs and egg...then after cooling down in my yen room, all headed back to our respectively hall to shower n prepare to meet for dinner....woww...where's my studying time????????????oh no.....haiz....now feeling sleepy yet guitly...so shall head to NBS reading room to meet daddy to study after my laundry is done....study n dinner...study n sleep shall be the agenda starting fr 4pm...NOTHING ELSE!!! no slack n play!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PIA PIA PIA!!!

Thanks Life for ur motivation.... :)

Juz finished my lab.Went back to refill my buffer and took out testing samples. Everything done within one n a half hr...my so far fastest record...haha...

This sem is so different fr last few sem!! Everything is going on so slowly and totally not steady at all harz!!! Think I reallie need to find someone to force mi to study siahz...I miss the accompany of those who did studied wif mi b4 one!!!

Too bad lehz. Daddy find his reading room better. Yet I find the comp lab nearer to my hall and biomatl lab and better. Hence didnt get him to force mi to study. Studying in the canteen seems a nice choice provided that I dont get the 2nd hand smoke. Whenever I smell it, it juz totally distract mi!!!

HOW HOW HOW???HELP MI!!!
It juz 6days away from my 1st paper and I'm totally not in the exams mood harz!!!!!!!!!!!!
Must learn to pia....try to pia....

Everyone haf their own things to be troubled wif...
Everyone haf their own problems to deal wif...
Everyone haf their own stress to cope wif...
Everyone haf their own things to 忍...

Izzit true that human beings are selfish?
Izzit very difficult to put urself in someone else's shoes?
Izzit very tough to be more understanding?

So wad if u think that u r under stress???
U r not the only one!!!
We are as stress as u!
Pls spare a tot for us....

我快喘不过气了！！！！！
好想，好想哭喔！！！！！
但，哭有用吗？？？？？？

我是失望还是失落？？

-正在哭泣中的ahnuaz-

actually dunno wad to write. Juz that it was so long since my last entry that make mi feel like posting something new here. Nothing interesting happened so far. My days juz revolve ard lt 6, biomaterials lab, MSE comp lab, some TRs, hostel room and my sweet lovely home.

Most prob wont be going home till my sis wedding day. Wanna mug here. But juz cant seems to able to start my engine with 1 report in mind and FYP still going on. Its reallie tiring. Cant stop FYP coz if not i wont haf enuff time to finish it b4 graduation.haiz...either way, also die siahz...

other than that, its my hostel again. was actually informed that all of us will get a new room in the new location. But juz recieved news that that's not the case. pple like me who didnt meet the GCP will not be able to apply for a room. on top of that, there will be risk that I will be left over in hall 7!!!!!!!! I dont wan!!!!!!! Their system is so lousy. why things end up to be different from wad they once promised????still dare to say wanna build wad hall 3 spirit...*puke*puke*puke* ask the hall officer, they replied mi they dunno. email the jcrc vp, also no reply. post qn on hall3 forum also no use!!!! *fuming mad*

oh ya..and my stupid 402 lect. left 1 whole stack of notes to teach until 31st oct!!! my exams start on 4th nov lehz!!! he think we corrosion expert harz???haiz..then he still say the rest he cant finish we haf to do self studying...so erxin right???wait wait..still got more to come. assignment qn not clear enuff then if got things wanna consult him, we are limited to 20mins each!!! Where got like that one???then can i say he only teach us 2 hrs per wk...his pay shld be paid hourly only lorz. or can all 200++ pple ask him qn one after another continously??

oh no...think I'm going crazy soon...sounded like a complain queen siahz...haiz...must be the corrosion driving me crazy....can someone juz kill mi??!??!?!?haiz....

busy...Busy...BUSY!!!! Busy is the only word i can find in my limited dictionary to describe my present life. Will it be the same starting from todae?? I DONT WAN!!!! I WANNA LIVE UP TO MY NICK, NUA!!!!!

It's reallie rather tiring to rush ard all day to get my stuff done. Yaya....rushing all ard..but at the end of the day I juz feel so tired and nothing seems to be done. Mon went all the way down to bugis to try bridesmaid's gown. Juz like wad i always say....I'M SHORT!! Get back to hall after that wif a splitting headache. So pain till my eyes also feel the pain and juz start tearing without control at all. Cant sleep and panadol juz didnt seem to help at all.

Tue and wed are my no life day. Stayed in lab to do my expt stuff till 11pm for both days. It's so terrible siahz. So draining. Do my stuff until my thumb, index finger and pinky become numb. They juz dont feel like mine at all in the end. Retarded movement, aching joints! But at least on wed, daddy treat me teh-O after my long day n even sent me back to my room. SO SWEET of him!! haahaa...

I dont wan my life to be like this!!! I wanna nua!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!