Its juz the 4th day of Great Singapore Sale (GSS) and i spent like $100 over already. Now feeling kinda poor shall eat less n save up for more clothing etc...hahaha...like that gd gd...can slim down as well as buy the things i wan...ahhaha

well, let's see wad i got for myself so far(sorry no photos..too poor to afford a camera or bluetooth adapter now)...bought a semi formal top fr FOX at only $10...i got myself a grey one whereas my roomie got a black one...hahaha...twins wear huh???nah nah...we wont wear it on the same day for sure...hahhaha....bought a pair of adidas track shoes at $93. heheh...finally found one that i sort of prefer lahz...not white at all and its very comfy siahz...nicer than the nike pair that i tried juz now yet cheaper lorz...hehehe....so happy today!! so now there's 1 less item on my wishlist already...

well, since its GSS, of coz after much shopping, there will be a time for food right???haha...okok...think i reallie need to go exercise after u see wad i ate juz for these 4 days siahz...haha...

fri, ate my dinner at pasta cafe....finish 1 big plate of pasta wif the diameter of the plate to be ard 30cm??haha...as for sat, ate tonnes of dumpling(like wanton..not the rice dumpling) that my mother made lorz...as for sun and todae, i had thai express and sakae sushi respectively...

fatting right???mind u..all are high cholestrol food...oh no....i'm already put on so much weight during n after exam...now even worse siahz....daddy!!!! go jogging call mi along horz...but go track huh...i cant run the whole 199 route horz...hehe...

I wanna watch madagascar(spell correctly?? heck...), monster-in-law as well as Mr. n Mrs. Smith!! who wanna treat mi watch???haha...coz i'm kinda poor...if not lend mi the DVD/VCD if u haf....i wont mind that too...ehehe..

stay tune for more updates!!

Juz testing out if this work...hehe..

Did any of u ever ask urself wad u reallie wan to achieve in life and end up without any ans to this qn? Sometimes i reallie wonder if i'm living for the sake of others or for myself. I also dont know if I'm doing wad i am doing is for myself or others actually.

All i know is that i'm going wif the flow of wad normal singaporean are going through. After birth, will be going through at least 14 yrs of studies. Through out this 14yrs, we spend each and everyday doing practically the same things, ie schooling, eating, doing homework, studying, having exams, play n sleep. To some like myself, there's another part of my life spent on learning musical instrument. Is this the kind of life u wanna haf? To me, at times i reallie hate this type of life. However, of coz there are moments that i reallie did enjoyed myself on.

All these yrs that i'm alive, there are alot of ups n downs in my life. Been around for slightly more than 21yrs already. Learnt quite alot of things abt life other than studies. Some i understand it in a heart paining manner others i learnt them through observations n smooth sailing self experimentations. All these learning reallie mould and change my life to whom i'm todae.

To some, I'm a person who is kind, caring, cheeky, understanding and rather carefree. However, there are some who might think that i'm a rather fake person to be seen so carefree everyday, stubborn, heartless and mean ba... Which is the real me? I can only say that they are both me. Not that i haf spilt personality but the way i'm treating someone do depends on how the other party treats me.

Life is juz so complicated, yet simple at times....

A minute ago, i was still enjoying the funz n happiness. Feeling happy for my frenz n myself for doing rather well this time round. Feeling so gd n proud of ourselves for able to clear n score even when we haf to clear so many modules. But now, its all gone with the wind....gone...all gone....juz recieved an email that I'll never want to recieve. An email for hostel application failure.... now i'm put on waiting list...why!??!?!! =(

I'm juz 0.2 away fr this yr's GCP!! 0.2!!!!0.2 only!!!!! juz 0.2, i haf to move out of hall on 30th june...juz 0.2, i haf to make me become a squatter if i wanna stay longer...juz 0.2, it'll cause me so much trouble for moving out n maybe moving back in again... juz 0.2, making me feeling damn lousy now wif all my happiness disappearing into the thin air suddenly...juz 0.2, making me worry if i'll ever be able to get a hall again....why!??!!?! WHY??!?!?!??

0.2 ONLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I WAN MY HALL BACK!!!!! LEVEL 6 WILL BE NICE ENUFF!!!

result release this late morning....shiyun did the checking of my result for me coz i was doing experiment....and i checked for hers coz she doesnt dare to do so herself..

For me....at least i passed all this time round...finally!!! the one n only sem i clear all till now...hope will remain like this or even better in future! Shiyun harz..ahaha...of coz not bad lahz...better than mi worz...eheheh....

called my mother to inform her abt my result....haha...she sound rather relieved at last...ahhah...gd..must ask her treat mi eat...ahhaa...but 1st of all, i haf to treat daddy lorz...haha...but nvm lahz....i dont mind treating him...heheh...

todae seems a great day for mi so far lahz....did half day work..then come back ntu for some IT related training stuff at NEC...nice food they serve...ahaha...and later meeting jas for dinner...reallie wonder how she fair..dont dare to ask her lehz...aiya..later then see how lorz....sms her abt dinner stuff till now still no reply lehz....dunno wad happen siahz....

YEAH!!!!!tml i can enjoy my day already!!!!!!!!!!!!!shall go buy track shoes for running wif daddy...shall go buy clothing...shall go eat gd food...eerrmm...and alot more of enjoyment to truly reward myself this time... =)

tml will be the release of my result for this whole sem...how well will i fare?? i reallie dunno....totally no confident at all...esp esp MS304....its a killer to mi lahz...coz i practically cant do anything...will i pass all??????? I HOPE SO!!! maybe asking for luck now might be a little too late already...but still, i dont care much...yaya...i'm this stubborn...I WAN UR LUCK!!! *snatch ur luck away fr u* hehehhe...evil huh??haha... too bad.... :þ

eerrmm....maybe coz too stress up abt the "click of the sem" event...went for retail therapy...haaha...1st, went to cut my hair...then think someday later will go buy the track shoes i was eyeing on juz now...almost bought a pair of pants fr espirit...ahah..but no $$$...so i shall leave all these till later, as a reward for myself if i reallie do well then....

DADDY, I WAN TO TREAT U THAI EXPRESS!!!! (meaning I pass all and obtain at least an A for this exams)

haha...finally edited the skin of my blog....so happy...later go back see if i got stuff to write...now at work...abit bz huh...hehe...

this wk....quite slack actually....didnt do much things at work...only try to run the VA machine lorz as well as type finish the report lorz....that's all at work from mon to thurs...

mon after work, went CO lorz....super stupid pract....1 set of score 2 or 3 person share...then pract all those ez ez songs....but lucky lahz....if not my painful fourth finger also dunno how to survive....

tue, took half day leave coz came back to dentist lorz..in juz 24hrs, i took 15 antibotics in total...ke lian right?haiz...wad to do....got health problem pple like mi will be like that lorz...

wed and thurs work full day...eerrmmm.....wed had dinner outside sch, and thurs went to the nice cafe in ntu lorz....food not bad lehz....next time wanna try the laksa...hahaha..

fri...actually abit wanna fake MC...but end up reallie haf headache...so reallie went to see doc..at the same time, did blood test for Hep A, B lorz..end up losing 15ml of blood...ahha...then after that went back hall to wash clothing and sleep....sleep until evening then went meet frenz..spend the night at sentosa till quite late...then went supper n back home.....rather ke xi lehz...a night without much stars...remember the last time i went there, the whole sky was filled wif stars...but this time round, ard 6-8 stars only...but nvm....enjoyed the peaceful night, away fr the bz city and stress looking commercial high rise building..nice one! I WANNA GO AGAIN!!!

sat sat sat.....slept the whole day away coz chatted wif mother till 6am in the morning!!!!!!!!then after dinner, watch DVDs till 3am lorz....haha...sun....went pract again lorz...after that went cut hair wif my frenz..then shop shop shop...nothing much lahz....then went back home for dinner....

todae...public holiday...haha...wake up early early went cycling at east coast..although very few pple...but enjoyable lahz...ehehe....they took great care of mi...ehhehe...then after that went parkway shop shop....

now leg abit aching...then sun burnt lorz.....lucky i removed my watch..if not got 1 patch there...so ugly...hahaa....haiz...tml work again...sian harz....but nvm..at least work 4 days for this wk only....hahaha

result releasing soon....soon...soon........reallie hope i can clear all this time...if not very mafan le....ehhe...juz checked out the next sem exam date....HENG harz...nothing on the day after my sis's wedding!!!!!! hehhee....

wkend is the only time i'm looking forward to now...its the only time that i dont have any reasons to wake up at 5am in the morning n only able to rest at 7pm or even later...and only time i'm able to enjoy my holiday...let's see how interesting my wkend was....hehehe...

let mi recall....hahaa....abit tired now..so brain abit the slow lahz...hehe...fri after wrk went to eet up wif huiling, kaixin, haoyi, bohan n weili..went to ming ge rest. for dinner...at 1st thinking of staying on there...but it was too ex and its too noisy to even talk in there...so decided to leave right after dinner...but we dont haf any other place to go in mind...some wanna go chinatown...some wanna go boat/clarke quay...so ended up in mac @ boat quay...sit there crap n laff till mi buay tahan...and get to try out bohan's new mini keyboard n palm....haha..so funz..finally all were too tired to stay there n we left for home.....that's abt it lahz....one of the most lame n aimless outing i ever haf...ehhee....but actually, it quite relaxing walking ard aimlessly at times lahz...hehehe....the last time i ever did that was like almost 1 yr ago ba...hahaha...and the last time i ever stayed till like 10pm at boat quay wif no concert was like after my A's...

sat...haha..steady steady siahz...chat online until like 3am then sleep until sat 3pm....finally wake up then eat lorz...then online awhile b4 going out to marina bay for steamboat buffet bday celebration for zhixiong n baoyu....get to met up wif changyuan, see ning, blonde, zhiqiang, suqin and weiming...so long never see them le lorz...ahhaha..the last time i saw them was on my 21st bday lorz...hehe...had an enjoyable dinner filled wif BLOOD! ehehehe...too bad kailin not there to recieve the 1st hand blood...but dont worry.....think sure will get to her in no time...haha..after dinner, went play pool n table soccer lorz....then only left that place wif it started raining heavily lorz....all wet siahz...and the lighting is so scary lorz....every few sec, there's one lorz....haha...lucky i'm the shortest there..haha..kana lighting also wont kanna mi 1st....hehee...bad huh??heheh...but who ask them to be tall...ahahha...

sun....sama sama....only slept at 3am...planning all the activities for hsinghai celebration lorz...but woke up at 8am to prepare salad that i offered to do lorz...then left home at 930am...reach there then start preparing all the games lorz...so tiring after a day's pract and planning n co-ordinating pple siahz...tired till i cant eat lorz...haiz...but it was quite ok lorz...abit funz lahz...after that went sim lim wif huiling n haoyi to buy bluetooth adapter that huiling wants....then went shop ard at bugis again...BUGIS AGAIN! haiz... suddenly haf the temptation to eat coffee club's chicken..but bugis dont haf...haiz..ended up at V8 for baked rice...its bake rice taste different lehz...but still quite nice lahz..hehhe...finally walked ard till like 9plus then come back hall lorz...

Super tiring day....having the effect of monday blues now..............................

Monday blues!!

tot wont be able to enjoy myself even on sun that day....but lucky mi to haf 2 super gd frenz who wait till my meeting was over then went shopping wif mi...hahaha...nice horz??heheh...bought a nice t shirt...till now still havent wear lehz...scare will dirty it at work...ahhaha....very rubbish huh? buy new clothing to keep...heheh...

for this wk...i didnt work OT from mon to thurs....fri i dunno need OT not lehz...not confirm till now...mon didnt work but went jp buy some food n had my dinner...then go back hall sleep n play game while waiting for my dearly roomie to come back.

tue...tue...ooohh...meet daddy for dinner at cant 2...rot my time away at supermarket n extension till he n kaka come lorz.....had a dinner filled wif tonnes of laughter lahz...they all so funnie n mean siahz....but it was funz...after that went daddy's room to rot lorz...hahaha....then i buay tahan...go back bathed then sleep le...ahhaa..sleep at 1030pm lehz....hehehe...

wed...after work went to orchard to meet my jc classmates...ahhaa..so much updates n gossips fr them lehz...so funz...but dinner wasnt that nice..too salty already...but the drinks after that is super...hehe...as usual, i drank hot tea....earl grey...heheh....crap n crap...laff till can train six packs le....finally went back at 10pm...by the time i reach hall, it was like 1130pm...super damn tired.....bathed le n fall asleep after my hair dry, my hp ring...so i was awake till 1am plus....in total only had 4hrs of sleep....yawnzz....yawnzz....so tired....

thurs at work as usual...but a nice cooling day...without much to do coz todae lab haf 3 pple..best siahz...i was planning my sunday's celebration activities here...hehee...then lunch also no need go out eat..pple buying back for mi....as for dinner..haha...daddy treating lehz...yummy yummy...hehehe...hahaha...

tml fri le..hope i dont haf to OT then...*pray pray*

will update abt my sat gathering, sun's celebration n fri's gathering(if any) soon....... :)

for the past few days, i was working back at my IA company. Will be working till end of june ba....coz i wanna rest le....juz told my sup abt it yesterday that i'll be leaving the company in end of june...wonder why he like dont reallie haf any reaction....aiya wadever...juz feel so tiring working there...not becoz the job is difficult...but more of the early working hrs...and now i haf to work OT almost everyday...12hrs a day!!!!! i not robot lehz....dunno how long i can tahan this siahz....haiz...let's wait n see then...if cant tahan sure will sick...then i can rest...hahahahaa....evil huh???but wadever lahz...now i also not under any evaluation one...heheh...juz getting paid only...

actually was rather unhappy of the new jobscope that i haf to do there...i need to help my sup write his report siahz....wad the hell....why i haf to help him write??haiz..coz i dunno how to say no siahz...haiz...i hate writing report lorz....then somemore in the 1st place he say i go there do lab work...now i go there do admin work...pls lorz...i can get better pay outside for doing admin job!! i dont mind the pay in the 1st place coz i like lab work n i might not haf any chance in future to do lab work...but now.....aarrrghhh....being paid $700 for doing admin...i go outside do wifout OT i can earn at least $1000 lorz....somemore OT tell mi so last minute...i dont like...haiz....best of all, i work OT like didnt do anything much lorz...why dont let mi go off early then at least can play abit lorz....haiz...that's the main reason why i dont wanna stay until july liao...that time still considering...now is..no no no!

due to work...my play time is cut down to sat only...but juz the wed that past, i took half day leave to go back sch to settle FYP stuff...then went watch movie n had a nice n super filling dinner at cafe cartel..then thurs after work went celebrate frenz's bday at JP in the evening...todae went IKEA and queensway shopping ctr..wanna buy track shoes one...but didnt find any to my liking at all...almost piss my frenz to death...hahaha...sorry lorz....who ask mi to haf such high taste...hehehe...

tml....tml is my CO day....haiz...no fun again...coz still got meeting..n most prob wont go out play..coz think most of my frenz will not be free due to mother's day...my family dont celebrate..so doesnt affect mi much lorz...

everybody enjoy ur day!!! dont be like mi...haiz......

after a few wks of running all ard to look for sup for FYP and get their projects details, finally everything is settled liao..such a great relieve....

me went to look up for a few tutor b4 everything is decided n settled....look for alfred tok, miao, subbu, tan lay poh, raju, cheng zhong, lu xuehong n who else??eermm...cant think of anymore le....but each tutor like went more than once lahz...hahha...kiasu right???eermm...singaporean mahz....hhehehe...

am interested in biomaterials stuff...and fr wad i know, its a very popular choice...so was praying super hard that they wont choose according to result...hahah...but think i reallie reallie very heng siahz...got to know that my chem tutor is actually doing stuff very related to bio...so went to look for her...and she did offer me a list of projects that interest mi...

subbu, raju n miao also haf interesting projects...but lucky me...tan lay poh is so gd n sweet to me...hahaha..she specially design a project for me according to my interest!!! me lucky ger right???hehhee...must be the reward for mi for being such a nice frenz to all my frenz...hahahaha....am so happy to get wad i wan!!! hope i can excel n score then....hehee....

praying for the rest who havent get their project to end up wif something nice n suit them!!!hehee....

FYP FYP FYP.....so troublesome... a new system that make all of us so blur and confused...so busy and lost...

we are told to choose the sup rather than the project this time round. yaya...i got my list of sup....a list of 5 sup wif projects that i'm interested in....but i can only choose 3 out of them...and praying hard that they will choose mi as well....haiz...howhowhow????which one to forgo?????haiz.....got 2 is only interested in 1 of their projects....1 of them i confirm know that he's rather nice lahz....then the other 3 horz...i haf like 2 or 3 projects that i'm interested in...but dunno the sup will be gd not lehz...haiz...

HOW???choose sup or project topic????but if i choose that sup doesnt mean i can get the project i'm "eyeing" lorz..aiyo....haiz...*headache siahz*

lousy mi...got more freedom to choose also complain...not to choose also complain...siao liao lahz..haiz...