Did any of u ever ask urself wad u reallie wan to achieve in life and end up without any ans to this qn? Sometimes i reallie wonder if i'm living for the sake of others or for myself. I also dont know if I'm doing wad i am doing is for myself or others actually.

All i know is that i'm going wif the flow of wad normal singaporean are going through. After birth, will be going through at least 14 yrs of studies. Through out this 14yrs, we spend each and everyday doing practically the same things, ie schooling, eating, doing homework, studying, having exams, play n sleep. To some like myself, there's another part of my life spent on learning musical instrument. Is this the kind of life u wanna haf? To me, at times i reallie hate this type of life. However, of coz there are moments that i reallie did enjoyed myself on.

All these yrs that i'm alive, there are alot of ups n downs in my life. Been around for slightly more than 21yrs already. Learnt quite alot of things abt life other than studies. Some i understand it in a heart paining manner others i learnt them through observations n smooth sailing self experimentations. All these learning reallie mould and change my life to whom i'm todae.

To some, I'm a person who is kind, caring, cheeky, understanding and rather carefree. However, there are some who might think that i'm a rather fake person to be seen so carefree everyday, stubborn, heartless and mean ba... Which is the real me? I can only say that they are both me. Not that i haf spilt personality but the way i'm treating someone do depends on how the other party treats me.

Life is juz so complicated, yet simple at times....