I'll be ending work in around 2 wks time. Will be going to BK n pattaya for holiday. I wonder why i dont feel happy and excited at all. Juz feeling so moody now. Dont reallie feel like talking at all. Dont feel like doing anything also. Why izzit so?haiz...

remembered i juz said that there isnt any chalet for me this holiday? Now there is. But i cant go. Reallie very sad lorz...My one n only chalet this holiday yet i cant go coz i wont be in spore that time. Alot feel that i very weird. But I juz dont like the feeling of being unable to join in any funz especially wif all my gd buddies. So sad... =(

-trying hard to smile-