Last evening, recieved Shiyun's call at ard 630pm. She reached spore already! Finally she is back in sch wif us todae. Went to settle alot of admin stuff with her. Get the PRF form, went to find her FYP sup, went to her FYP lab to get authorisation, went to get a laptop, went to apply for all sort of finanical stuff, went to print almost all the notes she need, went back to my hall to get some stuff, went to her home to pack abit bit. Alot of things done in a single day!

That's reallie like too much for her to remember. But lucky she got me by her side. Remind all the things she has to do. Hahhaa....wad a gd PA i'm...but i'm not paid...sobsob....free labour. Nvm lahz..she pay me back in the sense of bringing funz n laughter, peace n joy to me! That's gd enuff le!!!!

And know wad? Daddy is so BAD!!! CS also!!!!! Both of them keep saying I "teh" the hall 8 hall officer!!! I DIDNT LORZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Normally is Shiyun doing the talking. I only stand there listen or nob nob niahz...at most sometimes add in abit only lorz! I DIDNT TEH!!!!!

Da neo, dont worry abt mi....

-still learning to understand being alone doesnt mean lonely-

As usual, go ard having lessons. Things taught so far were things we sort of learnt before already. Juz that some juz dont leave any memory in my coconut water.

Its reallie such a weird feeling seeing those lect or classmates that we didnt get to see for the past 1 yr coz we go on Industrial Attachment at different time. The whole LT is so packed wif pple until you cant reallie find a seat when you come in on time. However, pple like shortie me, go in early thinking of getting a better seat also no use worz. Coz if tall pple juz sit in front of mi, I will see nothing except their BIG head or their long spike up hair! So, I can only and always pray that no TALL pple sits in front of me!!

It so bored in school without Shiyun! All of us are missing her. Miss the jokes she make. Miss the jokes we make on her. Miss her accompany while in lect, tut and work. Wonder when will she be back? Coz that time she only told me either wed or thurs. But is wed or thurs reach spore? or wed or thurs she leave there????? sms her also no reply worz. And wonder whether she can get a hall or not? If not can ask her stay wif mi!!! since my single room so BIG!

Think final yr reallie shldnt haf so much funz le. Sch also think so coz tml (the by right flag day which wont haf any classes at all) i haf to come back to sch for 2 hrs of make up lect!!! See see...NO FUN!! Offical rest day also haf to study harz!!! Then fri, finally meeting my FYP sup abt my project le.

Its reallie time to tame myself down le. Must study hard le. No CO. No funz. No supper. Not too much outing and gathering. NO LIFE!

For the pass 4hrs, I was like a mute till my sec sch frenz came to look for mi and tok for a little while before he went back to his hostel which is also in hall 3. Reallie glad that I open my mouth and tok even for juz a short while.

Reallie cant imagine how will I be able to survive thru staying in a single room. I'm juz here all by myself for like 4hrs and I cant take it le!!! I still haf movie to watch, music to listen, msning my frenz and pack alittle wif my stuff. However, I'm juz feeling SO SO SO lonely!!!! SHIYUN!!!!!!!!!!!! Why u not here wif me?!?!?!??!?!!? SOBSOBSOB.................

Now i'm rotting in hall 8 for the very last time. Will be moving to hall 3 later todae. Think I will reallie miss here. 3yrs of stay in hall 8 juz make me get so used to the environment here. On top of that, there are a few frenz that reallie take gd care of me when I'm in hall 8 all this while. Reallie gonna miss them as well.

Moving to hall 3 marks a new beginning of my hostel life.

1st, I will be staying in a single room. I wont haf any roomie to disturb. No one to tok to and crap till funnie hours. No one to haf meals wif me. No one to accompany me back hall after sch. No one to wake me up and force me to study. No one to study wif. No one for me to ask for help in my work. No one to look after me if i gona get sick. Its juz so lonely. I DONT NEED SO MUCH PIRACY! I WAN MY ROOMIE!!!!!!!!!!

2nd, further away from my NS4.1 and nyh. Hence, dont think I will go up nyh that often already. It so far and out of place when its late at night. Then, every morning I will haf to wake up earlier to get ready for classes. haiz...no one to haf breakfast wif me!!!! :(

3rd, near to a canteen that serve better food than cant 9. Maybe this is gd...but not gd for a person who wanna slim down lehz. Haiz....food juz right below my feet siahz. Cannot cannot..cannot eat so much. Need to slim down!!!

4th, no close frenz in same hall as me anymore. All so far away from me. Totally out of place lorz. Sobsobsob... How to survive on wifout my frenz n roomie???? No one to haf fun with!!(eerrmm...maybe i will turn out to be a nerd n keep mugging??haha..or maybe juz keep nua-ing). Think the latter one seems more possible.

Maybe I shldnt complain so much. I shld actually feel fortunate that at least I am able to get a hall before sch reopens some more its single room worz...pple wan also dont haf. Wonder Shiyun how lehz.... Haiz......

Reallie felt so heart broken for my frenz when she told me wad she was worrying abt. Everything juz appeared so sudden and in ways that I am unable to handle it well at all.

Suddenly realised how useless I can be. There's reallie nothing I can do. Reallie duno how to react and make her feel better at all. The only thing I did was to offer her my listening ear, my shoulder, nothing else but tissue and also tried ways to hold back my tears for her. I was totally lost and helpless. Nothing I said seems to be correct and comforting. Nothing seems to make sense as well. Her tears, her worries, her discomfort, her suffering juz remain.

Luckily, everything turn out to be ok now. She finally overcome it after 3 days of sufferings. Hope that she will fully and totally recover from all this rubbish stuff. May this be a lesson learnt in the hard way for her. Hope that such thing will never happen again. May her live in happiness forever n ever. And life filled wif colours again!!!
*shoo away all troubles n worries for her*

Ger, think twice before doing anything in future. Be more sensible!! Think of your family, your boyfriend, your frenz, and any other pple who are concern abt you! If anything ever happen again, I promise that I'll always be there for you. Providing you with wad I can. My ear, my shoulder, my tissue. Reallie sorry that I dont know how to comfort pple. Those are the least I can do for u for being a frenz.

Live on happily, pls!!!!!! Dont scare me like this again! My heart very weak one, remember??

This is the 1st time I'm sending my frenz off. The only time we wont get to see each other for at least 2 yrs from now. The moment I gave her the last hug and saw her walking to the custom, reallie haf a mixed feeling! Feeling happy that she get to future her studies, yet sad that we will not be able to see each other for such a long time. My kai xin guo fly to Sydney le!!! =(

Just like wad my frenz had said, the point when Jas left, we can reallie see how much her father will miss her. That type of feeling was suppress wif a smile on his face maybe becoz he's still a rather traditional man who find it weird to express his feeling directly. The last touch of him holding on to his daughter's hand showing slight of unwillingness to let go, reallie show how much he cared for and love her.

The only thing Jas and I can do is juz chat thru msn when we both are online or juz keep in touch thru email coz phone call is juz too ex. Jas, frenz forever!!!!

Leaving spore to further studies seems to be a common path for quite alot of my frenz. When will it be my turn? Maybe never able to coz I'm juz too poor n stupid to get a scholarship for it.

Parting wif frenz juz seems so common already. Being thru it since Sec 4 after O's where all my indonesia classmates went australia, US and UK to study. Maybe I was still quite young that time and not reallie very very close to them, I dont feel much actually. Juz that we make it a point to meet up whenever they come back to spore.

This time its one of my best buddies leaving for australia to further her studies. She will be doing her Masters there!! Reallie happy for her that she can get a place there! Jasmine, You are great!! However, at the same time I juz start worrying for her if she can reallie get use to the life there wif no maid to help her do her laundry and cook for her!!!

Come to think of it, it was like 3 or 4 yrs ago when we went to her house to stay overnight. In the middle of the night, all of us were hungry. This princess of ours, dunno where are the pots n pans in the kitchen. Dunno where are the maggi mee excatly kept. Best of all duno how to on the stove at all!!!hahaha...But lucky her to haf me and geok in the kitchen. We managed to source out everything for her and cook her a nice supper although it was juz maggi mee and campbell soup.Hahha..Ger harz...learn to take care of urself when u are there huh...

I'm sure gona miss her alot manz. Coz she is someone that I depended on ever since Sec 3. If not for her, dont think I will ever get into JC and now in uni. Really must thanks her for all the help she had given me after my operation. Her endless concern for my health and my studies. Even though she spent most of her time giving me extra tuition on my work, she still manage to score the BEST in school. Jasmine, so PROUD of u!!! And thanks to her that I learn to be more open up to my frenz, expand my social circle as well!! Jasmine, you reallie make a difference in my life!!!! THANKS!!!!!!!!

Although we may haf drifted apart slightly due to our bz study life, we both know that we will be there for each other no matter wad. And thru this drifting, I realise that we reallie understand each other becoz, we dont haf to explain much abt things we do and yet we can understand each other!! Isnt this great??

Having such nice frenz in my life, is one thing I will never regret! Take care and study hard!!

Wad is holiday?? Wad does it mean??

It a day free from work that one may spend at leisure; leisure time away from work devoted to rest or pleasure.

The word free fr work sound reallie gd. Devoted to rest or pleasure also sound nice. However, why do I feel like I'm having holiday blues!?!?! Juz like pple having monday blues! Crazy me!!

Is it coz I haf such a tight shedule since I ended work? Seems like no rest at all. As in physical rest. I cant recall any day that I spent rotting myself at home. Aiyo...why am I so busy during holiday also?

okok...let's see....these are all the appt in my hp's calendar:

30th June: end work
1st, 2nd July: Prepare for overseas trip. Went buy stuff etc...
2nd-8th July: Overseas trip...
9th July: Watch movie, shopping, repair hp..
10th July: Shop for fren's present, went Hsinghai pract..
11th July: Shiyun's bday celebration, shopping, went ntuco do nothing..
12th July: Meet frenz @ Holland V for farewell dinner..
13th July: Back in NTU for frenz's convo then for a celebration dinner..
14th July: Going NUS for frenz's convo...
15th July: Going to my sis sch then to Hsinghai for pract...
16th July: Movie n some shopping???
17th July: Hsinghai pract day........................
18th July: Sending frenz off as early as 730am...maybe shopping as well..
19th July: Maybe will haf a JB trip...
20h July: Going town for some course...
21st July: Maybe picnic in the morning, then yoga n hsinghai's pract...
22nd July: FINALLY NOTHING ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
23rd July: Dinner wif NYJCCO frenz..
24th July: Concert at Esplanade...
25th July: sch reopens......

If we going to say that rest day==holiday, then I only haf 1 day of holiday...By right is 2 months siahz.... CANNOT!!! I still miss out 1 activity harz!!! So meaning I might haf ZERO day of holiday!!!

WHY I SO BUSY HUH?!??!?!?!

Wad a nice weather to nua at home todae! Guess wad? I lived up to my name. I nua until 12noon and finally get off my bed and slack in front of the comp till lunch time and then back to sleep at 3pm! hehhe...but woke up at 4pm to prepare to get out of house.

Went Holland Village for Jas's farewell dinner. Met up wif her and yanling. Passed them the gift i got for them in thailand and jas's bday cum graduation cum farewell present. reallie hope she will like it!!! Shld be quite useful lahz..a 100% wool scarf for the winter weather in Aust. now! See, that's the scard....orange one....ehehhee



We went to a mexican resturant for dinner. Food there was nice and not super expensive. All dishes were nicely done. Below are some pic of the food we ate. hehe...
Lame photo taking in the mexcian resturant.......

This is the salad that we ordered and shared!

This is wad Jas ate....dunno wad chicken something one...haha...

This is wad Yanling had......duno wad prawn thingy...but she said very filling even thou it look small....

And this is wad i ate...also another prawn thingy...nice nice siahz...hehehe...yummy!!!!

And after that, we went to the coffee club there. Super nice ambience lehz!!! I love that place so much. Nua until dont wanna leave siahz...ehehe...NICE NICE NICE!!!

Nice ceiling horz???hahaa..that's coffee club's ceiling.....hahahahhaa

But think yanling and i spoilt the ambience there lahz..haha..we wrote a card for jasmine right in front of her...ahhaa....so ermm..."sincere"...ahahha...but we bought her a nice scarf to make up for it lahz..and jasmine is not so small gas one lahz...ahaha...

Take care, Jasmine!!! will reallie miss u when u are away...one less person to cheer mi up and irritate me at times...ahha....Study hard and play hard over there!!!!!

Hi pple!!! I'm back fr BK n pattaya!! Its really a nice trip there other than the temperature and drinking water, the rest of the things are so nice! Took lotz of photos as well. In total 469 photos(510MB) lehz..haha....consider alot or very little for a 1 wk trip?

Lotz of funnie things happened while i was overseas. 1st day went to their wkend market and MBK to shop. Although they are two different places, they sell almost the same thing at the same price. All 199 lorz. But the difference is that their wkend market ezier to cut their price whereas MBK dont lorz... u cut their price they like going to kill u like that or juz toally ignore u..guess wad's our lunch n dinner??hahha...lunch was at their food court. very mafan one cannot pay by cash, haf to buy coupon to "buy" food one lorz...and dinner was bread n cup noodle..haha..sound so ke lian hor??but nvm lahz..wanna save up for more shopping!! 1st day there already blend into their env. Go food court, go supermarket, etc.... for that day, bought a pair of jeans that siew choo cant wear, and a few tops plus some craft stuff for frenz lorz...

2nd day, went to the golden temple and floating market. Thought I'll vomit due to motion sickness but lucky dont haf. Duno is the med effective or izzit not that shaky n such lehz..aiya..but nvm no problem then gd gd...hehe...went to the zoo as well.. all the animals there seems to be tortured like that lehz...eat not fresh food, then keep kanna cane like that one. During the tiger show, oh man...the tiger so erxin one....pass motion right in front of us, the other do small business lorz...so erxin...went to watch the pigs do maths and pig racing. So cute!hahaha...watched the er yu show also...so scare for the performancer when they put their heads in lorz....later, we manage to carry and take photos with the tiger cub...so cute so cute!! but siew choo very funnie lorz...so scary..ahha..tee kin n i laff until so buay tahan coz of siew choo's expression in the photos...haha...then we set off to pattaya...went to watch the ah gua show right after dinner...they are so beautiful..so slim..so nice figure siahz...make all of us so jealous n envy lorz...haiz....

eerrmmm.....pattaya hotel is so much lousier as compared to the BK one....so small, so smelly, so dark, so run down and abit the weird weird feeling...haha...but nvm lahz...so many pple and we are all protected wif the buddhist bible in the cupboard...its close meaning shld be safe lahz..hahah...

3rd day, set off early in the morning 730am....on our way to coral island n the off shore island for all the water sports. that's the day of getting WET!!!haha...b4 playing anything already wet, coz we haf to walk to the boat that's parked quite a distance away fr the shore lorz....but lucky i'm in my swimming costume...

The coral island trip like very bluff pple one coz they only open a small hole for us to peek into to see the coral lorz...then not that nice one...all like 1 colour only lorz and the boat is super smelly siahz...But nvm, the later water sports make up for it!! Played all the games there...the parachute,the water skiing, water jet ski n banana boat...I love the jet ski the best!!! its so funz..so fast...and best of all, i control it myself siahz..hahaha...the guy so gd..then i drove so far off shore lorz...hehehe...reallie enjoyed the ride siahz...parachute is also funz....able to see the whole island in bird eye's view. It will be better if we are able to spend more time up high in the air siahz...hehe...water skiing make mi ache all over lorz...and the banana boat is reallie not that funz....taking the speed boat there seems even better than the banana boat siahz..after all the water sports, went back to hotel to bathe and haf lunch...hah...1st time see teekin bathe so fast!!! everything done in 10mins and we haf to run like mad to get on the bus coz we were delaying the rest manz..but no choice mahz...we 3 pple lehz...the rest all 2 pple niahz...Went to the nooh noch village...the animals there all look so much better...all seems to haf a better life than those in the Zoo. Elephants there are clever!!! can do all kinds of thing ranging fr drawing to sport to massaging and much more siahz..heheh...had our own night shopping after dinner and i finally bought my 1st levis jeans!!!!!!!!!!!! and my mother "sweep" lotz of bras back as well...ahhaha....went to their BK as well...oh man..their salt like free one siahz...coz its beside the seas???haha...our dear teekin was so tired n bored abt shopping that she went back to hotel 1st to rest n pack her stuff...hahha..nua right???ops..all my frenz same as mi one...heheh

4th day, we set off as early again. went to the dream world. Its so funz there!! went for the viking, roller coaster, bumper cars, flying carpets, cable car and those roller coaster that will make u wet lahz(cant remember the name)... so funz!! wet wet le go play flying carpet is the best..reallie dry u up siahz..haha...but will make u fly lorz...keep knocking myself every where of the seat siahz...its reallie a dream world siahz...took lots of photos there!!!! very fun!! very nice!! i love the giant house!!!!!!!!!!!!heheh...

Went to the leather and gems factories...also to the honey bees place as well....all things too ex...so didnt buy anything fr there at all...hahaha..then went back to Bk for the 4 face buddha...

5th day back in BK, its free n easy again. Went shopping as early as 10am...their shop reallie open so early 8am already open! then no matter wad hr, there will be place for u to shop one lorz...shop until mi and tee kin cannot make it in the end...so went for massage....and out dear siew choo still haf the energy and daring enuff to shop around alone lorz...then back to hotel went dinner fr food court again. After dinner, went to watch Thai girl show...they reallie very ke lian siahz...so painful..so disgusting..so eermm....aiya....reallie an eye opening thing for us siahz...

6th day....mi n tee kin decided to nau in the hotel till we chec out at 1130am...and siew choo went shopping again...ahhaahha....she forever shopping one lorz..dont feel tired at all....but mi n tee kin reallie cant take it lahz..ahha....stayed in hotel to chat n crap lorz..hehe..then off to the airport le...

tired everything in Thailand except the tutu car...coz cant stand the smell...hahaha...so funz..so funz...

Hi everyone, I'll be away from spore from 2 July 05 to 8 July 05. Going to bangkok and pattaya. Hoping that the temperature wont be too high and it wont be rainy days as well.

Really looking forward to it. 1st time going overseas wif my ntu frenz cum my parents. Might sound sianz that my parents going also...BUT..hahaha...they go is GOOD!!! They paying for everything i spend there siahz..hehehe

Looking forward to:-
1) "sweep" bras...haha....
2) buy clothing...(my billabong n levis jeans???)
3) buy food and gift...
4) buy wallet...
5) Play till I drop!
6) Totally enjoy myself!

Will miss all of u here!!!
Hope u guys will be enjoying and having funz too! =)