2 years. It took us 2 years to somehow recover from wad had happened. It happened in ard oct 2003. Things after that reallie became very very bad. We didnt reallie keep in touch then. Every phone calls or msn sessions always end wif a nasty ending. We juz pissed each other off everytime without fail. It came to a point that I felt irritated to hear fr him and he felt that I wasnt even worth to be his frenz at all.

Thru out these few years, we did met up for coffee, dinner or bday celebration wif our group of mutual frenz. However, we nvr talk to each other before. At most juz a smile or a very simple hi. That's all. Nothing more than that. Moreover, everytime after any gatherings, we will end up in a super disgusting situation for sure. I dont blame him for anything bcoz, it is all my fault. He still couldnt forgive me and and I still couldnt forgive n forget everything abt wad that had happened.

Whenever I'm free, questions on why I let things be the way they are now always appear in my coconut head. No one will think that i will feel the heartache abt all that had happened till now ba. Maybe some might still think that its my retribution ba. Its like we were once so close yet now we are treat each other worse than how u would treat a stranger. This kind of feeling reallie isnt gd at all!

Todae, 2 years after wad had happened, we are finally able to sit down for a short chatting or msn sessions wifout things turning nasty. I waited 2 years to see that smile back on his face again. Waited 2 years to see him enjoying his life again! Waited 2 years to restart our friendship all over again. Even though that smile or his enjoyable life might juz be a smoke screen, I'm reallie very happy that at least we are trying to be back as fren again. We might not be tat close anymore, but at least i dare to say that we dont treat each other like strangers anymore.

Maybe I shld start to like electronics. It that textbk that savage this friendship that is very very much worth treasuring!!!

Thanks for accepting me once again!!!