1st time in my life that I skip my dinner last evening and my lunch this afternoon. I wonder why I dont feel hungry at all. Too stress?? Too tired?? Falling real sick soon? Hence ended up not eating anything lorz. A good way to save money n clear my body system huh??heehee.. Maybe is the lack of fuel that I feel so sleepy now. Or izzit coz I didnt sleep well last night? I suppose its both! haahah...

Getting crazier n crazier soon. Later will be doing FYP lab from 8pm to 11pm. Then tml fr 130pm to 545pm. Wed will be 830am to 545pm (running 2 equipments at the same time). Its gona be hell to me. Its either u all dont hear from me at all coz I'm too drained out or u keep kanna disturb by me coz I gone crazy. Haahaa...

Crazy brain. Crazy tummy. Crazy mood. Crazy weather.
Everything's CRAZY!

Recently feeling so detached wif almost everything other than my PLLA, GPC, DSC, SEM, CITS, LT6.

Juz feel so distant from them that I dont even bother to ask them for meals, gatherings, and anything else. Juz feel so tiring to get everyone together. I duno izzit that we are all bz or izzit they still having some disagreement or such between one another. When can we grow up to ignore such small matters?

Other than them, another group of so called rather gd group of frenz also start to distant off too. We used to haf meal once a wk, haf lots of outing every now n then. But now, everything become so quiet. Coz everybody bz again??? Too much things happening to each of us?? I duno. But bz until when we see one another we also dont haf as much stuff to crap as in the past le. Why? Coz too bz to crap? Gathering is nvr a full strength anymore. Saying of a big group of frenz is hard to maintain the closeness. True huh?

Getting more and more weird as the day pass by. Maybe too much lab work make a person crazy?????? No wonder all scientists are so weird!!!! Why am I weird??hahaha... Suddenly I feel like making puzzle which I will nvr even consider in the past coz I nvr haf such patience. But now I feel that I haf more patience than in the past. Izzit true?? Then, suddenly trying to sleep alot alot alot not because I'm tired but juz that I refuse to wake up. I dont wanna time to past by so fast now!! Weird right????haiz...

Why like that???????????? Why must life be filled wif so much troubles?? Coz wif out them, we wont realise how nice peace can be and wont know how to treasure peace ba.....

Its juz 9 days of yr 2006 and so much things happened. Some are things that I feel happy for my frenz. Some are very disheartening news.

Reallie happy for my frenz when she sms me to inform mi abt the end of her relationship wif her then boyfriend. Not that i'm mean or wad. Its juz that she's totally unhappy being in that relationshop anymore. She's always in pain and forever complaining to me abt it. When I recieved that sms, I can sense how much joy and happiness she feel. Finally after almost 2 yrs of suffering, everything ended. Welcome to single hood, Yanling!!!! =)

Another case was something that I cant reallie help at all as I totally dont haf any experience on it at all. Marriage problem. My frenz felt neglected by her hubby. And was having all sorts of negatives thoughts to the verge of seperation. Sometimes I reallie wonder is that the correct way to solve problems. Maybe so if u know that you haf tried hard enuff to make the relationship work but everything still seems to be wrong ba. But all that I heard was 1 sided story. I dunno if they are reallie true coz when one is in depression or angry wif another person, only negative stuff come out fr his/her mouth. So, I tried ways to make her think if her hubby is still worthwhile for her. Trying to highlight or remind her how gd he can be to her. I also dunno this is the correct way to help her. Wondering if this will make things worse or reallie help her understand n see things from another pt of view. But at least she's seeing light now. =)

Conclusion, she's reallie too emotional attached to her hubby. Everything little thing he did, will affect her. Haiz...Does it mean that one shldnt put in so much in a relationship??? Then, even if anything happen, you also wont feel so miserable.

Next is one of my super duper gd frenz as well. Haf being trying my best to accompany her recently. She's totally troubled over her feeling for a guy. Troubled over whether to give up or to let him know. She finally decided to let him know a few days ago. The guy didnt say anything much when he got news of it. This make her feel reallie reallie bad n depressed. Izzit my fault to encourage her to tell him? Izzit my fault??? Izzit?????? I dunno. But its like making thing hang there will only make her feel more n more miserable ba. That's wad I think. Sorry ger... =(

I sound like a love consultant isnt it???Haahaha... How I wish I'm one lorz. Dr. Nua...haahaa...
1st, can settle my problem.
2nd, easy earn $$.
3rd, I can learn fr other's experiences.

2005 juz ended. 2006 juz started. Wad I did for the whole of 2005????

-completed my yr 3 sem 2 n yr 4 sem 1 work-
-done bits of my FYP-
-learn to be indpt during my stay in hall 3-
-tried to stop going to ntuco-
-make a group of super nice frenz, NELLERs n Assoc-
-get myself a baby, darling, baobei n 2 gentlemen-
-provided endless entertainment to my frenz-

Nothing much already.. Wad abt u??

In this new yr,wad haf u haf for urself??? I wanna
-be happy-
-be healthy-
-stop missing my frenz?-
-stop playing so much-
-stop eating so much-
-stop nuaing so much-
-stop thinking so much-
-start piaing ba-