Friday, January 20, 2006
Recently feeling so detached wif almost everything other than my PLLA, GPC, DSC, SEM, CITS, LT6.
Juz feel so distant from them that I dont even bother to ask them for meals, gatherings, and anything else. Juz feel so tiring to get everyone together. I duno izzit that we are all bz or izzit they still having some disagreement or such between one another. When can we grow up to ignore such small matters?
Other than them, another group of so called rather gd group of frenz also start to distant off too. We used to haf meal once a wk, haf lots of outing every now n then. But now, everything become so quiet. Coz everybody bz again??? Too much things happening to each of us?? I duno. But bz until when we see one another we also dont haf as much stuff to crap as in the past le. Why? Coz too bz to crap? Gathering is nvr a full strength anymore. Saying of a big group of frenz is hard to maintain the closeness. True huh?
Getting more and more weird as the day pass by. Maybe too much lab work make a person crazy?????? No wonder all scientists are so weird!!!! Why am I weird??hahaha... Suddenly I feel like making puzzle which I will nvr even consider in the past coz I nvr haf such patience. But now I feel that I haf more patience than in the past. Izzit true?? Then, suddenly trying to sleep alot alot alot not because I'm tired but juz that I refuse to wake up. I dont wanna time to past by so fast now!! Weird right????haiz...
Why like that???????????? Why must life be filled wif so much troubles?? Coz wif out them, we wont realise how nice peace can be and wont know how to treasure peace ba.....
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