This is an entry that has no link at all. Went thru lots of rubbish these few days. Be it mental, emotional or physical.

1st of all, upgraded my home internet connection but forgot to get the wireless password fr the server coz I dont actually need it. heehe... kinda stupid coz wad if in future i'm rich enuff to afford a lappie??haha....nvm....

2nd, went to buy a DVD player and oven with mother within an hr including travelling time. and we managed to set up everything in 5mins!!haha....steady huh??aiya...engineering student mahz.. :p ok..no link at all..haha... as long as u r not colour blind it will be so idiot proof to set up lahz...hehe..

3rd, rush back to JP to meet my frenz coz she intended to stay over in my hall. Went ard shopping wif her and another frenz. Was feeling kinda extra lahz. Ehh...but she told mi too late lehz...was already halfway there when she inform me abt it. came back hall trying to study but cant reallie absorb that much maybe coz too tired by all the travelling. Some more plus on n off of chatting session wif my frenz.

4th, my frenz called up her bf and chat. But ended up wif a breakup in my room! Haiz...duno wad she wan this time round. I know that she wanted mi to assure her that her decision is correct. But I didnt and I nvr will. Coz, its her life! She must make the decision this time round. Its not that I'm selfish or wad but everytime I haf to help her make decision when she's in a state of confusion is rather stress up for mi. So many years already and she's still the same old her, waiting for mi to help her make her decision. I dont wish to do so anymore. She shld be mature enuff to settle her stuff already. The only thing I can do is, remind her wad she's looking for, wad she reallie wan in life. Once made a decision, stay on to it firmly! remember ger, only no regrets and worries then u will feel happier. Do not mix up 2 different matter when u make ur decision. I been thru it and I know how u exactly feel now. Wad a frenz can do is not telling u wad u shld do but remind u to think n make a decision carefully.

5th, after all the emotional n physical events, I haf to study for 2 quizzes back to back of each other. 1st is QC another is nanomaterials. Quiz time was so funnie where all of us juz try our best to help one another. Think all my frenz was shocked by the speed I can refer to everything in a flash. Hahah...Best of all, my frenz read aloud my ans so that she wont transfer wrongly!!!!hahha...she's so cute! =P

Juz came back fr JP. Went out for some relaxation after all the quiz. I'm so tired now!!! yawnz...backaching, shoulder pain also. But I'm happy. Very happy! Shall try to start doing my tut that's due tml....and also FYP report. Will try not to drag the datedue although i'm allowed to.

Juz recieved a bad news. Its making me think if its reallie so difficult to maintain a relationship? Making me think that being single might be the best option. haiz.............

Was reading my previous entry and realise that it all abt only my ger-frenz. Was thinking if I shld write an entry for my guy-frenz. Shld I??haaahha... Ok lahz. write abt them to be fair. But pls do not haf any form of misunderstand huh..

1st will haf to be haoyang ba. He's currently known as my daddy as well. He harz....teaches me alot alot. Reallie ALOT!! haha... From computing to electric circuits to electronics and even erhu. He's a GREAT teacher!! Lucky to haf him ard siahz else dont think I'll be in final year now le. He's someone who reallie go all the went out for his frenz. No matter wad type of help or request u haf, he will certainty try his best to help u. He's juz so sweet n nice n so 疼我!!! With him ard, my heart will be at ease coz he will make sure u are safe n sound at all times. All these taught me to be more helpful and almost forever giving. His big influence on me nvr fail to make mi pia my work in time of need!

2nd will be terence le. Although we are not as close as before already, he still taught be alot abt life and relationship. He's someone who taught me to be so much more expressive. Taught me to be more giving and sensitive. Taught me how precious frenship is. Taught me how different frenship will be if anything sour turn out in the mid of it. He make mi realise how heartless I can be. How stubborn I can be. How silly I can be. How stupid I was. How indecisive I can be. How "I dunno" can hurt a person so deeply. I learn to grow up alot after that. Learn to treasure each n every of my frenz.

3rd will be my "laopa" aka Bohan. He such a big time crapper who nvr fail to brighten my days. Always such a big bully and irritant! He let me understand that we shldnt mind so much abt wad pple say of you. He show me that time n effort is required to make things work and its nvr 100% efficiency. He's the one who make mi realise that the stars are always there for u and its ur choice whether to see them or not. He taught me how to let go of alot of things in life, how to take life in a lighter manner.

4th is deer!!! hahahha....he force me to call him deer. Aiya...its der lahz. He's the 1st gentleman I ever met through out my life siahz!!! Finally I realise that gentleman still exist at least in spore. He's forever so giving and willing to lend me a helping hand and shoulder if i ever need. He's such a sensitive new age guy. Always able to know that i'm in even a bit of sadness or unhappiness. I change my view on guys! Coz i always tot that guys nvr so sensitive and gentleman!!! But seems like he's the only one like that ard. Nvm..maybe still got bits of hope to find more gentleman in time to come. hehe..

Think that's all for now ba....feel like going to bed le...tired already and not that full le. Will update on a later date if I can think of anyone to add in.

Juz suddenly feel like blogging on a few of my frenz who make a difference in my life ever since their appearance. It like a little late for frenz ship day but who cares. Its my blog u can choose not to read!! hehehe...

1st of all, of coz will be the frenz that I know the longest. No one else but Yanling!!!Heheh...
Alot of pple say that we look alike but we think otherwise. She's more beautiful, ladylike and of coz sweeter than me lahz. She haf super powerful memories on music, movies, pple etc...wonder why she didnt use her memories on her sch work..hehe..(sure gonna hit by her!!ahha) Her mouth is like a non stop machine gun once she start toking and she's the one who train me to be such a gd and patience listener!!hahah..wonder why she nvr complain that she's thirsty after toking so much everytime!!eheheh.. She always n forever there when I need someone to accompany me at least till now! Hahah...of coz she cant be prefect. There are sure things that I'm better off than her. But wont name it here. ahaha...

Next in line will be Jasmine. She's someone that I only get to be real close wif her in sec 3 as I was sitting right beside her in class that time. She's another toking machine gun. She's a super duper blur sotong who's trying to take care of herself in australia now. She's alot alot smarter than mi of coz. haha..She's a very cheeky and sunshine ger who bring to me lots of funz n laughter in life. She's someone who change my view on alot of things. Always the one to help me in time of need and never fail to cheer me up.

Coming next will be Felicia. She's the one who show me a different world that I nvr explore into before that. A very interesting but weird world that I would nvr understand their thinking. Hahah... She reallie taught me alot. For example different type of shirt and pants to the smallest detail. A skill that frighten pple when I was able to point out those differences to my frenz while choosing clothing. A good skill to haf although learn in a weird way. She show me how life can be lead in such a different n against nature way. She's the one who is able to show me that ger and guy can be of the same level. She's the one who allow me to believe that as long as you are determined and firm with your stand, things will go according to your way in time to come.

Not forgetting abt my roomie, Shiyun. She's someone who's forever so understanding and forgiving. She's someone who prove to me that there is still existence of unselfish pple on earth. She's someone who let me understand that being forgiving is not only a way a frenz shld behave but also to mould you to have a better personality. She might be blur like a sotong, behaving more like a kid than me. But she's juz acting!! haha..she's isnt a blur and kidish person totally.

Next of coz is my baobei, Sining. She's a person similar to Shiyun juz that she haf a stronger character and more daring to speak up. She make me understand the need to clarify misunderstanding. She makes me realise that sometime thinking alot might be gd. hahah...but of coz got cons lahz...forever worrying...hehhe...She make mi realise the impact of sharing, taking and giving in in a frenship. How all these can bring one another closer even in a short time.

Thank you so much for making differences in my life! Thank you for craving and moulding my personality into a better one. Thank you for always being there for me! Hope that having me as ur frenz is a blessing like the way I feel for all of you!

Cheers for our Friendship!!! =)

Where haf u gone to???
Why cant u stay??
Why do I keep losing u??

I wish to find u...
I wish that u will stay there for mi..

Time!!!!
My precious slacking time, I miss u!!!!

Valentine's Day or Friendship's Day juz over. Its a day to show our care and concern to all our frenz wif presents, chocolate or sweets and stuff. It a day full of exchange of gift. It always a day for quiz since yr 2 I suppose. Its always a CO day as well.

For this V'day, decided to make something very simple for all my uni frenz. Maybe coz it will be the last yr we will be together in sch. Maybe its a way to keep myself occupied so that I wont think too much. Maybe its juz another way of relaxation. Maybe I juz dont feel like studying.

For this V'day, its also the 1st V'day I recieved so many present. Daddy got me an eeyore n chocolate, tibits fr choo, bookmark fr teekin, nice cutie bottle n letter fr shiyun, a postcard from yiing, a mini rose from yuhui, a "glow in a dark" flower from szegay, mashmallow fr wenyi and see ning, changyuan got something for me but havent gimme me, a wrist rest vday present exchange.

Thanks Yanling, Jasmine, Sining, Shiyun who are always there for me!!!

Can I haf a time machine and bring me back to my childhood? Although it wasnt a very present one but at least it still better than wad I'm going thru now. I dont like to take care of so many things. I dont wish to feel for things I dont like.

If cant bring me back to the past, can I go to the future???

Its such a happening evening wif my nyjc co frenz after we known one another for like almost 6 years. Normal gathering will juz end at ard 10pm. But as for last evening, everything seems so different. hahah...we went so many places and stay out late together for the first time!! On top of that, both jiajia n mi manage to turn up at the same time!!!hahaha

1st of all, we met at tiong bahru to take bus to Great World City. coz of the road block for chingay rehearsal, we haf to take that way. When we finally reach Great World, went to one of the shophouses there for dinner. The place is rather nice serving all types of food. Dinner was quite nice wif nicely drinks. heehe...

Next we took cab n head down to "he pan". We were juz in time to see the fireworks!!! SO NICE!!! Very beautiful!!! I love the one that look like a planet one! Whenever I see fireworks, it juz remind me abt so many things. Remember abt who I was wif for the 1st fireworks I saw in my life. Remember who was the one who accompany me for the 1st n till now only live NDP performance in my life. All these memories are so sweet.

After squeezing ourselves ard in "he pan", we walked all the way to suntec area (forgot the extact name of the place) and finally found a pub. Sat down n had some drinks. haha...Why would we suddenly head down to a pub? coz somebody say we very no life everytime end gathering at 10pm. So, jialin suggested to go pubbing. Jialin lehz...haha..when all of us call back to inform our parents, they got a shock out of their life. hahaha...coz its jialin who ask us to go. The most guai n "wan to go home early ger" asking us to stay out late!!!Hahaha...

It was such a fun night. Going all ard. Able to see fireworks..
Hope they did enjoy themselves as much as I did. =)

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