Finally its the end of my final year exams. And I seriously hope that it will be my last exams in ntu as an undergrad. Its juz so sad that I dont feel the least happy at all even though exams is over. Todae's paper is a killer! Damn difficult. I feel like a piece of meat on the chopping board waiting for that butcher to chop siahz. My answer booklet juz look so much like a new and unfilled one. Ya..its that terrible! Moreover, I reallie feel like banging my head on the wall as I do the paper (ya..I was facing the wall thru todae's paper). Wad an ending is this... Pls pls...I juz wan a pass. Gimme the lowest passing grade I also happy le.

Fate..pls dont play with me again lahz... Too much things had happened and is happening still. Its reallie not up to me to decide wad to do or I cant reallie do anything much but juz wait for time to pass and let fate decide on everything. I may sound cruel to let time and fate be the judges. But I duno wad to do le harz...and dont wish to make a wrong decision. I shall juz wait then....

Almost a week since I last posted anything here already. Miss mi????hahaha..okok...will try not to be so BHB lahz. Eerrrmm....wonder why suddenly I came back blogging during the exams season???hahaha...So happy that I'm only left wif 1 more paper on the 26th! But but...not ending yet, still haf FYP lorz...

Was toking to choo they all abt where to go after we finish our exams for the last time. All must go huh!!!! Shiyun, pls dont fly us aeroplane again huh. 1 last time le lorz..pls go go go!! everyone must go huh. Although place for dinner havent decide, i'm such that it will be something nice! So no matter wad, all must go. hhahah..

Ermm.....these few days kinda having something wrong wif my body. Dunno wad causes the periodical pain. But at least still bearable type of pain lahz..i think maybe reallie coz too stress till i dunno lorz. If after exams still pain, then will confirm go see doc lahz. No worries huh. hehe..

Really looking forward to the end of exams siahz!! Its like finally I get to rest after like almost 2 or 3 whole years of sch life wif no holiday in between at all. Its reallie tiring. Cant imagine how will I be able to adapt to the working life siahz. Haiz... But dont care lahz..enjoy 1st. heeheh....that day came out wif a list of stuff to do.

I wanna learn roller blading!
I wanna go eat lots n lots of gd food!
I wanna go some island for some water sports thou I dunno how to swim!
I wanna go chalet!
I wanna go shopping!!
I wanna watch movies!!
I wanna nuaz...............

I wan I wan I wan............................heehee...

Date: 13th Apr 2006
Day: Thurs
Time: 745pm

See the time above...I'm still waiting for dinner time coz the guys are playing RON still....While waiting, decided to blog again...

Yesterday was an eventful day for the emotional side of me. Was feeling irritated, pissed, confused, sianz, bored, annoyed, sad, etc...almost every kind of bad feeling u can think of.

Maybe coz of polymer? Maybe coz I think too much? Maybe coz I'm overly sensitive? Maybe coz I'm stress for the last exams in my undergrad's life? Maybe coz I'm tired and feeling feverish? Maybe coz I juz kept too many things to myself and pour my worries and sorrows to the wrong person till I end up feeling worse? Maybe coz I cant adapt to changes well enuff? Maybe coz I dunno wad I wan... Maybe...maybe...maybe...............

It was until only abt 2am that I felt better. And lucky I get to sleep well enuff before its time to wake up. Am glad that I was able to concentrate this morning in recapping my polymer knowledge that is gd enuff to ans ard half of the paper. Am glad that I was able to concentrate well enuff during the paper thou having some blank out here n there.

Btw, to all my frenz, pls mark 28th Jul 06 (fri 2pm) "Zhiyi's convo". Will be graduating then if nothing goes wrong huh. So will keep all of u busy on that day!

Time: 8pm still waiting for dinnertime to come....

Although its like I'm only left with less than 3 days away fr my 1st paper, i dont haf much mood to study lehz. Juz feel like enjoying myself. Maybe its the after effect of letting go of a big big stone (FYP). Think my brain is going crazy and failing mi sooner or later...ahha..

Not only my brain is going crazy...My tummy also.haha....haf been eating quite alot of meal everyday. Maybe coz during this period of time, eating is the only way to relac myself. Hahah..But at least each meal i dont eat that much except breakfast lahz. Heheh..BUT BUT!! that day went Siam Kitchen buffet. I'm awarded CWQ (Chicken Wing Queen). Coz...ahha..coz i finish almost all the remaining CW that no one can finish. Hhaha...See see... tummy's crazy too!

Then horz...haiz....who ask mi to be so playful lahz....went to play badminton last night. Ended up wif a pair of sore n aching arms now. Especially my right arm lorz. Its like useless one. I cant even break a pair of those wooden chopstick this morning and cant even open a mineral water bottle!!!!! Haiz...fei ren yi ge!!!!

Then a few days ago, my oldie hp was giving me problem. I cant charge it and it remains full batt for 2 days where normally it will go flat within 2 days. Then suddenly on one of the days, it juz went flat and full batt the next day!!!!!! Tot is the batt problem. But i wonder why out of sudden its able to work properly now again. Crazy huh....hahah...but nvm...at least now no need scare no hp to use. Brought my mum's extra hp to hall to standby le..hehee...

Juz a moment ago i realise that my iriver batt seems to be crazy as well. I charge it for the whole of last night and it turn out to be low batt or rather no batt. Then trying to discharge it n charge again, nothing seems to be going on after like 1min of charging...argh... It crazy siahz....haiz,...

Conclusion: Electronic devices are made to last shorter than 2 yrs fr date of 1st usage. Know why? coz I got both of them as my 21st bday present. I'm like still 6/7 months away to 23. Thus, less than 2 yrs of usage and they are giving mi problem. haiz....

Still remember that I once posted an entry about april fool last year. This year round, I spent my 1st moment of April fool day with another kind of feeling. A feeling that doesnt match the season at all for the 1st time. Did haf fun tricking my frenz. Also thru it, I realise alot of thing. Realised how much I remember from last april fool day. Realised how sweet my frenz can be. Realised how crappie they can be as well. Suddenly realised that bluffing pple will hurt pple so much. Cannot forget but can forgive right???hehe.. :P

Had funz enjoying my 1st dinner at Ichiban Boshi and gaming session at pitstopcafe wif lin they all. Hahah...its reallie reallie funz wif them ard. Imagine 7 gers playing n screaming like mad. The whole shop was filled with our laughter or noise??hahah...its reallie funz n interesting. Shall visit there again!!!! The staffs there are cool too. Always making sure that we were enjoying ourselves. hehe... Added their link on my blog le...check it out! Cheap n nice place worz..hehe

Thanks all my dear frenz for their endless funz n laughter. The Coffeemates, CO crazy gers, Nellers, MSE crazy few... Thanks!!!

Finish toking abt all my 1st time shall go on to maybe all my last time....

Last thurs at 330pm, I had my last tutorial for my undergrad life. It was biomaterials tut. The one tat i never fail to enjoy myself. Maybe coz its at least something I dont hate. Maybe coz the tutor cum lect is super nice guy...ahhaha...

Had my last lect this afternoon at 230 but it ended at 4pm. Its a crap lect that nothing much was learned. hahah..This time round its polymer lect. Its a module that nvr fail to irritate me when i try to do it tutorials. Nevertheless, I still enjoy the lect thou at times kinda boring n unable to understand..haha..

Got back my last quiz's result! Last quiz in ntu and I didnt do too well for it. Wad to do. Was rushing to finish up so many stuff that time. No choice lahz...like that lorz... At least didnt fail can le lahz...forget it....no big deal. Juz a quiz right? but but... its like at least 40% of the overall grade!

Finally did my last time of proof reading and printing for my FYP till over exams le. Finally went to hand in all those stupid time sucker reports! My finally assignment and only assignment in my NTU life that I do myself without much "ctrl-c" "ctrl-v" hahaha...must be proud of it even though if i didnt do it well.. 1st attempt doing work on my own lehz...hahaha...

Soon.....soon it will be my last undergrad exams. Hopefully the last lahz...Didnt reallie study and of coz totally not consistent wif my work. So, there will still be this unease feeling that I will be doing bad enuff for mi to go thru the last exams again lahz.. *touchwood hope no need harz... *

Its reallie something weird...Feeling gd that I'm gona grad soon. But also feeling sad abt it. Maybe coz I still dont feel like working and will miss all my interesting frenz here that I made in NTU! The tot of the future working like a bee juz to stay alive and like no time to meet up wif my frenz juz make mi feel so sick. Maybe...maybe I shldnt be an engineer at all. I seems too nua to be an engineer siahz. I reallie still think that being a tai tai is a so much more suitable occupation for mi!!! hahaha....any rich guys out there??????hehehe....

Ok...done wif so much crapping...will try my best to stuff a bit bit of thing into my already filled brain. hehe..