Eermm..all my juniors shld be busy preparing for exams le ba...its like ard 2wks to exams le. As for my seniors, all will be busy at work lorz..of coz not forgetting those who are same batch as me and already got job de ba..

As for me? haha...pple might view it that I'm enjoying my life now coz I'm earning money, away fr exams and very little responsibility n work ba. How to I put it lehz. At times reallie feel that if I can live this type of live forever I also wont mind. But too bad I cant. coz of the loan I'm with. Hhahaa... so I haf to find a serious job that allow mi to return my loan.

Was thinking wad will I become when I finish returning my study loan n there's nothing of a burden to me. Hhaha....Maybe like wad my frenz said, she will move to a country or place which I cant remember but she said the pple there is very carefree and easily satisfied so they are not like wad the normal us. I wanna move there also!!!!! hahaha... but horz I think i'm dreaming again la...

This dream bring mi to a book intro by her, Lost horizon. She said its nice. Tempted to go n borrow n read but I will juz fall asleep after reading like 1 pg of it?hahaha..so will see how ba. Why not someone come read for me???hahaha

To all my juniors, Jiayou and work hard for the exams!!! PIA!!!!!!
To all my seniors n course frenz, Jiayou for work and i suppose we shld meet up soon isnt it???
To those still finding jobs de n myself, Jiayou and dont be dishearted!!! We can find it de! Maybe its something sooo gd that we haf to wait soooooooooooooo long..haha...

Yeppie....It works!!!! hahahha....finally change my blogskin again. All because got soooo many pple complaining that my blog like so sad sad de then wad keep crying etc... Hhaha....now change le..happy????

Suddenly think that my sis n I so clever la. I was complaining that I cant find any nice nice blog skin so she suggested to me to do one myself. Hhaha.. But hor got 1 BIG problem coz I dunno how to write the code at all. So clever clever us, decided to edit from pple's code. Hhaha.. Finally found a simple n neat layout that I so call prefer. Then I edited the background pic to one of my fav photos taken when I was in redang. Adding a song to it and everything seems nice n gd enuff for mi now! haha.. Since I used somebody's code, I didnt remove her fr the credits. haha...

I think in future I will juz change the background pic when I'm sick of this current one instead of changing the whole thing. haha.. Lazy me huh??? :P too bad remember I'm ah nuaz lehz.... wahahahhaa.... =P

Woooow......It was so long ago that I last had an enjoyable cum relaxing cafe session wif yanling. Simply enjoy it siahz... toking abt lots of crap as well as our thinking on r/s...abt her r/s...abt her studies....abt her life in NIE...abt her health...abt her...eermm....alot la..hahaha...

As for my part juz voice out my comments as well as updating her abt my job search. Nothing much. She asked mi to try it out. The US one lorz..Dunno la...alot of things to consider. I know its a gd experience but there are so many things to consider la..haha... KIV ba...

Its so relaxing and gd! Love the "raining mocha"!! Its reallie a beautiful cup of drink where u get to see the movement of the fluid in it!! How I wish all my frenz will haf time for such gathering. Meet up juz a few pple who u can tok wif de to chat ur whole afternoon away. Heee... So tai tai right???haah...

Then the "dont like to grow up" me posted a qn to her. Hhaha..her reply is damn funnie!!! I asked how come we must grow up la...so mafan!!! haha...Guess wad she replied??wahahahha....

Wanna know???

keep guessing....

giving up???

aiyo....hang on lehz...

try...

try again...

maybe u can get it???

come on!!!

any idea not????

hahahahahha....

Its juz that:

Who ask u to be such a kiasu n kiasi sperm to swim to the egg so fast?

And I add on, oh..survival of the fittest!! So we grow up coz we are FIT!!! haha...

Conclusion: Everyone is kiasu n kiasi!!! hahaha...not only sporean lorz...hee...and whoever can grow up is FIT!!! =P

I wonder wad's happening in my life. Or rather wad will happen in future. Suppose all of u shld know that I'm still in the mid of my job search ba. Down here my "reply" refer to getting mi down for an interiew. Not being offered the position yet.

I wonder for wad reason that I didnt get reply fr local firm instead everytime I'm contacted by overseas firm where I haf to work overseas for an entended period of time. 1st was a firm to be a technical support eng working in china. Flying all ard till I decide to quit the job type of working style. Coming one is a trainne uder the EDB program to work in US where I will be trained in US for 18months followed by a bond of 2 years in Spore.

Thinking why why why...why no local firm contact me???haiz..its like I'm too lousy to work here in spore?? or izzit I'm too gd???argh..or meant to be?? -_-

Fate to work overseas or yet to embark on my destiny to a local firm??

Part 1
Was chatting wif a few juniors juz now. I suddenly come to realise how much I miss my ntu life. How much I miss my studying life. My life as a student.

Is it part of growing up like wad I thought it is where my frenz dont reallie agree on it. I dont like growing up. As we grow older, our responsibility juz grow wif it. I dont like it. I dont like the big n overbearing responsibility of being an adult. A working class adult. How I wish I can stay on as a student with worries free type of life other than juz exams that's driving me crazy.

Haahaa...who knows maybe I love exams and is missing it sooooo much that I wanna be a student again har?? haha..not too sure if its true but I can confirm that I miss the fun I used to enjoy when I was a student. hahah.. Anyone kind enuff to sponsor n send mi back to sch??

Part 2
Was chatting to another frenz n found out that she's not feel too well recently. Maybe too stress or too tired or maybe juz simply coz of the haze ba. Nothing can be confirm so I'm so worried for her and decided to accompany her for a checkup on thurs.

I was thinking izzit coz her mother tot that she's a grown up adult already so there isnt a need to accompany her to the medical checkup? Or izzit her mother didnt know she need her ard coz she didnt ask? But its like she will be so worrying abt wad is the real condition of her health where I think she need someone beside her to give her some support n encouragement as well as to take care of her making sure that she will be ok fr the pt she step out of her house till she's back again. Or maybe izzit coz her mother thinks that her bf will take up that role? hmmm....But none of them decided to accompany her until even now. Coz both are too busy to do so. Maybe I'm too free now so I can do that and dont understand why they cant ba. When she told me that her bf dont even reallie ask abt her health n how disappointed she was, I reallie dunno how to comfort her. Haiz...

This incident make mi ponder on a few things. Of coz health is the most impt thing here. But of coz I will sure think of if this happen to me, wad will my mother do? Hhhah...for this I dont need to think much. I know my mother will be there for mi for as much as she can after seeing wad happened recently to my blur younger sis and how she trys to be there for me when I needed her months ago n years back then. Another thing that come to my mind of coz will be quality of future BF le lor. Hahha.. I think I need someone who can be there for me when I need him ba. If he cant be there for my physically, he must at least ask abt me instead of wad happened to my frenz. I need him to strike a balance between his personal life n me. Is there such person ard still??haaha... Seems like asking alot horz.. cannot be too sticky yet cannot be too indpt type. Hahha...

Maybe its coz I think differently..
Maybe its coz I think too much..
Maybe its coz I'm too free n nothing to do..
Maybe its coz I dunno how to express myself well enuff..
Maybe its coz pple are too used to my happy-go-luck attitude..
Maybe its coz.......................... I dunno...hahaa

That's why it coz all these misunderstandings that make pple feel that I'm sad, disappointed, having a hatred on someone, taking pple for granted, etc when I....

...think too much..
...say too much..
...didnt reply wif a hee or haha..
...didnt reply at all..

Maybe horz????

Was so bored after trying to squeeze juice out of my tiny coconut head to write my coverletter, I started looking at all my photos again.....ahaha...and suddenly I remember I'm suppose to blog on something that inspired fr my frenz's blog. Hhaha...Its not thanksgiving day nor is it any friendship day or such. But the whole afternoon's decision on giver n taker as well as the previous inspiration, I decided to thanks all my frenz. I may haf posted a similar entry before but if I'm not wrong, that time I only focus on that few particular frenz ba.

Hahah...of coz I will start off wif my pri sch frenz....I'm so glad that we are still in touch some for like 17 yrs le. Thanks yanling for always forcing me to grow up coz it seems like I'm always ur consultant. Hhah..of coz u are mine as well la. Hee...thanks shufen for the endless laughter since then. Hhaha..of coz not forgetting some that I managed to get in touch only after friendster was introduced. They are veronica, peiheng, zhaoming, xinru, huijiao and alot more....haa

Then will be my sec sch frenz le ba...eermm...its like spilted out le. Some i dont reallie get in touch with them directly le. Juz like hear say hear say abt their condition now. As for those that are in touch, will be of coz my coffeemates!! haha...they are lansi, lingying, huishan, shurong, shuyi, weiming, szegay, terence. It used to include hellen n alex but they are overseas now la. Thanks for all the accompany ever since after O's. Ahhaa..the endless coffee or bubble tea gathering. The endless cold jokes n crap fr them. Will always remember that we play uno stacko and risks at coffee bean. Hahha.who know we might be the inspiration for those who started those games cafe huh. hahaha.. Thou I seldom talk abt heart to heart stuff to them, but I know they are always there for me, showering me wif love n concern, crap n rubbish. haha.. Of coz other than the coffeemate will be jasmine le lor. Thou she sooooooo far away now but she still never fail to help mi. From my studies in sec sch to jc to currently worrying abt my job search for me. Thanks for always be there for me no matter how far apart we are. Its like some invisible string linking us up forever!

Next will be my JC frenz le ba. Consist of mainly 2 groups of them. My class frenz as well as CO frenz. Class frenz like only meet up once a yr but at least we make an effort to meet up and will ask abt one another thru msn or sms all the other while. So its like for those I'm still in contact wif, we are still very well informed abt each other's life ba..they are: yanting, jas, fel, christine, shuyu, clarissa. Hee..as for my CO frenz, they too are worried abt my health n career for me. Thanks!! They are the one who will never fail to include me in any of their outings and always trying to crap n gossips together. Hhaha...of coz they are: jialin, jiajia, cailing, yanhong, roufang, xianghui, rouxin.

Finally will be my uni frenz le. Hahha...they all the ones who reallie paint my life in uni with colours. At 1st I reallie tot that my life in engineering sch will be like dead shit n super boring. But thanks to my hyperactive course frenz: shiyun, teekin, choo, haowei, jas, ade, simon, jianrong, waimun, cythnia, jingjing, hongpin, yumin, yew chee, qinhui, zhijian, derrick ,etc....oh shit i cant remember all ur names but dont worry i still remember the wongs n wu, the fypmates. Thanks for making my studying life such an interesting one!!! Will always remmeber the shopaholic choo who make us shop wif her like mad women. THe sea n adventours lover teekin who pull me to join her for all the scary yet fun rides. Hahha...of coz my sweetie, blur n cute roomie shiyun who "backpack" me during the redang trip. ahaha...

HAhha..of coz not forgetting my ntuco frenz le lor. There are too many of them so I started a new paragraph again. 1stly will be my seniors aka the holy clan, royal family or ahnua family. Dont be sad if I didnt mention ur name huh. Hee...they are: my nua2 seening(holy apprentices), sweetheart zhixiong korkor(holy maiden), retarded changyuan korkor (holy slave 2), haoyang daddy(holy mao), bohan laopa(holy cow), debbie ah ma(holy jester), suqing mama (holy mama?), kailin (holy ?? shit forgot) hahaa, my house pet or izzit pest, kaka (holy kaka), zhiqiang (holy slave), uncle meng (holy slave1? ), nuanua xiangling korkor (holy pig), yanping (holy wad leh???), baoyu (holy dunno wad), zhuohong (holy blonde), yinghui (holy some spell caster or wad de) haha...Will never forget those funnie hours up at nyh, dinner cum supper cooking, chalet n bbq where all juniors haf to serve the seniors so nua2 n I will always be the one BBQ-ing for them!!! hahaha...anyone remember all those status???? debbie???nua2??hahaa...pls name all of them correctly for me!!hahaha....

hhaaha...anot paragraph for NELlers n associates. Include: Haoyang daddy, sining baobei, yiing darling, pillow yen, gan korkor haoyi, pikachu ah qi, sheya, wenyi the neller director, agl, kaiyu, yuhui. I got a qn is weili, yuqin, jing in NELler??hahah...thanks for all the outings n gatherings. All the crap n fun we enjoyed in hostel, in beijing and in everyone else houses. thanks for always be there for me especially my baobei!! haha.. of coz not forgetting my sweetie weicong who I love to disturb him by calling him that. hee...

Reallie need to thanks all of u, my dear frenz. Be it that you are named or not, I reallie appreciate all that haf done for me. All the care n concern, fun n laughter!! All of u make a difference in my life one way or another. Thanks. I maybe juz a taker in some of the friendship but I give all of u my words that I reallie do appreciate all of u, the giver! haha..I maybe a giver in some of the friendship, wont be asking for much coz that's wad frenz are for ma. Of coz minium amount of response will keep me going in building a stronger relationship out of it and getting less disappointment.

That's all ba....wooooow...cool......such a loooonnnggg entry. Haha..bored after reading it??haa

Warning to all, its juz a blog abt my boring life again. So if u scare u will get bored after reading, pls kindly click on the little "x" on the top right hand corner of the window. Hee.. Nothing much happen this wk coz was didnt reallie go out until fri, sat n sun.

Fri had an interesting dinner and interesting finding abt my frenz. Wooo...she went for her wedding photos shot already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She shocked us like mad coz we tot we gonna recieve the red bomb soon!! hahaa.. But lucky la...not coming so soon yet. Hhaha..still got time to save up n tone up my figure. hahaha... :P

Sat juz another outing wif frenz. So fun la..outdoors n indoor activities all in a day till we were sooooooooooo superly drained n dead...thanks and its really an enjoyable day. HHahah...

Sun was by right another lazy day for me but in the end I decided to go down for prac coz havent got for like 2 wks le....so act guai n go for prac but i was late la..coz i woke up late..after that meet my frenz for steamboat dinner lor. Its like the 2nd time we visit that place in 1 month time. But the service was reallie soooooooooooooo different la. Todae we were like being thrown ard to get seat....such a spoiler la... stupid staff la...how can we ever get a world class service level with such pple ard????eerrmm...hahaha..nvm la over le. After dinner as usual, we go to somewhere to haf drinks lorz. But this time to BK only la. HHAhaha...save money ma...had a long n enjoyable chat there. Come to know of quite alot of things n crap. Hahha..as simple as that. So fast tml is another monday. Sort of having monday blues now.. But no work no money la. then i will die of hunger. Hhaha..so die die also need to go work lor..

Eeerrmm....juz happen to read my frenz blog that day n inspire me to blog something like wad he did. Hhaha...eeermm...or shld I start a totally new entry for it leh??hahah...maybe i shld. HHAha..okok...brb for that posting ba..hee..stay tune.....................hee :P

1. Keep ur commitments to each other.If ur partner is standing u up all the time and cancelling dates and breaking promises, u need to talk! If u're in a relationship, make ur partner ur priority and don't disappoint them if u can help it. It's really terrible when someone promises to take u to dinner, and then calls to cancel it. Don't make promises u can't keep. If ur partner starts to feel that he/she is not important enough to u, u may jus lose him/her.

2. Always talk things out.Now guys, I know this is not ur fave pastime or mode of resolving issues, but u know what? This works with the gals. Don't make assumptions about each other's feelings. Learn to xpress urself better so that ur partner undrstands what u're angry about, or hurt about, or even happy about! When u stop talking to each other from the heart, it's the beginning of the end.

3. Do stuff together.Make an effort to do t hings together. Do some sports or involve urselves in some shared activities; something both of u enjoy or are interested in. It could be as simple as watching movies together, or jus strolling hand-in-hand down Orchard Road. Watch soccor with him once in a while though the green patch on TV puts u to sleep in 3 seconds. And guys, do give in if ur gal asks for another day at window-shopping, rather than suggest that she go out with her girlfriends for "that sort of activities" instead. If u're spending more time with ur friends rather than with ur partner, it's a warning sign that u're drifting apart!!!

4. Meet each other halfway.If he agrees to throw out that rotten T-shirt with the "The_Rock" print, u shouldn't kick up much of a fuss if he asks u to keep ur room tidy... There's gotta be a little giving and taking in a relationship, so learn to meet each other halfway.

5.Show ur love. Buy her flowers or candy or perfume everynow and then, even if u have been together for 5years. It's wonderful to continue showing someone that u care for him or her. Cook him a special meal, paint him a Valentine's Day card. Knit him mini-socks he can't wear ( like for decoration purposes => ), buy him a packet of milk for breakfast, or pack his wardrobe for him...so he knows u can still be romantic and loving despite having been together for quite a while.

6. Respect each other.Stop making jokes about her hair or skin, or whatever it is u love to laugh at. Ask urself if she thinks if its funny. And if he has an inferiority complex about his height, stop ogling at tall guys and make him feel worse! Love is about respecting each other's feelings and being sensitive to each other at all times.

7. Bury the past.Stop bringing up the past. Gals..don't bring up the happy things about u and ur ex to ur guy, it would jus make him jealous or unhappy. And guys, don't talk about the happy times that u had with ur ex or mention about her in ur every other sentence as it would make ur gal feel un-happy and she might think that u saying all this b'cos u are gonna get back with ur ex or not interested in her anymore.

8. Sit on ur jealousy.All of us go thru' spells of insecurity at the beginning of the relationship, but don't translate that insecurity into jealousy. If u're gonna go through ur partner's mail and cupboard, and eavesdropping on conversations, u know something is wrong - with u!!! Jealousy is like a poison that slowly spreads thru' the relationship before finall y killing it. Trust ur partner; love has to have trust in it.

9. Be realistic about each other.Don't try to turn ur partner into something he or she is not. Let's face it, guys-there's only 1 Pamela Anderson in the world, and even she has had her implants removed! Give ur gal a break and understand that her physical appearance is NOT going to change overnite with the help of a few facials or treatments. And ladies, Brad Pitt has already been taken, so u're gonna have to do with what ur guy is like! Chill out, love each other for what u are. There is more to ur partner than what meets the eye.

10. Be honest.Honesty is not scowling at how awful she looks first thing in the morning, or telling him that he has the biceps of a fly~! When we say "be honest", we mean expressing ur feelings clearly, not being bitingly cruel. When u're hurt, say so, and when u're angry, tell him/her, w/o getting hysterical. If u can't be honest with ur partner, who can u be honest with? Love is also about honesty, and a relationship where no honesty exists probably isn't worth it!

While waiting for my hair to dry and cant reallie think abt wad's gona to happen, so I decided to blog on it. Dont haf worry, haf also worry. So mafan de. haiz...If u were online in the day, suppose u will know wad I'm referring to le ba.

Ya.....abt job lor...wad else can bug mi sooooo much now. Haiz.. Got this company asking me back for 2nd interview on coming wed. Wad's troubling me is that this position is a china based position. From wad they told me, I will be posted to china for 2months then back to spore for 1wk then to china again for 2 months etc in this cycle. No holiday unless chinese new yr, national day n labour day. Eerrmm...almost like 6 working days type. Shld be living in a wulu part of china like tuas but juz that dunno how many times bigger. Entertainment will be surf net or watch tv. Going downtown will be an at least 30mins car ride.

eerrmm....how to put it lehz. its like it reallie a very gd experience but I will be so far away fr my family n frenz. Already felt the drift wif my family since I stay in hostel and the drift fr my frenz when i move out of hostel. Will my health be able to take it? Like will I break down coz I'm so far away fr all my support? haha...or like can I tahan the job n be independent enuff? The weather the environment. The pple, the culture. Daddy advise me to stay coz he feel that I subconciously rejecting it already. Not too sure abt it lehz. Tried asking my mother but she juz walk away to water her plant...she didnt hear me? or she need time to consider?? maybe ask her again later ba.

Am I worrying n thinking too much? coz they didnt offer me anything as yet lehz. But was thinking wad type of attitude shld I go with. The "can try try see see" or "i dont think i can make it"??

Eerrm...actually dunno wad to bloge yet feel like blogging. So i suppose this entry will be full of crap that jumble everything in a mess ba. Eermm..how to put it. Juz finish the 1st wk of my temp job at SCO. Its still quite ok la. when bored will get to surf net awhile n chat on msn. But still i'm doing my work while surfing de lorz so i didnt eat too much snake de horz. I would say that the place is quite gd. pace is slow..hahaa...and pple there are rather nice la. Get to see alot of musicians there of coz. Wad's best is the food there is super!!! hahaha...get to eat at amoy or maxwell if we bother to walk further. Hahha...

Went for an interview last wed n juz this fri. eermm...no news yet. So i suppose for the 1st position is gone case le. As for the fri one. I was super stunned by the way they interview me. They ask mi to self intro in mandrian!!! hahaa..coz will need to work in china de. Eerrm...also duno how la. Juz go interview try try. If they reallie offer me then see how ba.

Oh...went to starlight movie coz got free tic. The movie was quite ok la. the pple there wif me was fun n entertaining. But the smoky smoky air was killing me. Coz me to haf super dry throat and irritated eyes. Other than that of coz wif aching back le lor. hahah...went for kopi after that. eerm...rather nice day la. Nice food, nice frenz, nice outing theme. Juz the air the air!!!!hahah..

Went to this teaching seminar and career fair wif my frenz. Was so bored in there coz wad they mentioned, i already knew them all le. Also dunno how la. Its rather attractive. Eermm..dunno lehz..see see how ba. Sianz...oh then the career fair even worse!!!!! nothing de!!!! haha..so i finish the fair in like 20mins or so. Hhhaha..then went off for shopping. Found a few tops that's nice n cheap but didnt buy coz no money. But reallie so tempted la....shall see how le...hehehee....

Eerrmm...now i'm all in a mess all over again ba. so many things to think n decide. deciding where to turn to. wad shld my future be. still try to be an engineer or try to go into teaching? I dunno i dunno!!!! who can tell me wad shld i go for???????? haiz... sometime feeling kind of irritated. haiz....

juz another post abt how i spent my day. Met up wif my frenz early in the morning for mac breakfast as well as pass some stuff.. went walk ard abit n then headed down to woodlands to get my hp repaired.

I cant believe that a button fr the keypad is consider an accessories!!!! and they wanna charge me $40+++ to get it replace even thou its still under warranty!! Reason being the button is an accessories so not under warranty. I was so shocked and told the guy straight in the face, i can get a brand new hp for free or by paying another $40 more why does such a small button cost so much?!?!?! As i expected, he didnt reply me. But wadever, lucky i manage to find the button and so i ask them to stick it back for me in case super glue will spoilt the whole keypad. Wad can I say? hahaha.... their service sucks!!!!!!!!! suppose the best service I get was fr the old hp I owned lor..the rest all cannot make it de!!! Btw, can someone pls tell me is a key on the hp considered a part of it or an accessories???? I tot its like a must for the hp to function normally lehz. not something added on ma...or am i wrong? hahaa..maybe my ang moh not gd cant understand wad is consider as accessories.

(definition of accessories:
1. a subordinate or supplementary part, object, or the like, used mainly for convenience, attractiveness, safety, etc., as a spotlight on an automobile or a lens cover on a camera.
2. an article or set of articles of dress, as gloves, earrings, or a scarf, that adds completeness, convenience, attractiveness, etc., to one's basic outfit. )

Oh after that went to meet my frenz. Its reallie an eating day la. eat sooooooooooo much!! ate steamboat at 5plus...then 7plus haf dessert....then went shop shop n eat cake n drink tea again at 9plus!!!!!! 3 meals in a night siahz. Its like so funnie la. when pple queue for dinner, we already finish ours n even had dessert le so we were already shopping!! for the 1st time we feel that shopping on sat can haf such empty shopping center. Hahah..coz everyone still eating la. Hhaha...then half way thru, crowd start to flood in and we got tired fr shopping, so we went for cafe. Hahhaa..i think we reallie go ard at odd timing..hahaha... but its so fun n enjoyable. Even planned to go overseas next yr and some upcoming activities! hahaha...so fun!!!