Part 1
Was chatting wif a few juniors juz now. I suddenly come to realise how much I miss my ntu life. How much I miss my studying life. My life as a student.

Is it part of growing up like wad I thought it is where my frenz dont reallie agree on it. I dont like growing up. As we grow older, our responsibility juz grow wif it. I dont like it. I dont like the big n overbearing responsibility of being an adult. A working class adult. How I wish I can stay on as a student with worries free type of life other than juz exams that's driving me crazy.

Haahaa...who knows maybe I love exams and is missing it sooooo much that I wanna be a student again har?? haha..not too sure if its true but I can confirm that I miss the fun I used to enjoy when I was a student. hahah.. Anyone kind enuff to sponsor n send mi back to sch??

Part 2
Was chatting to another frenz n found out that she's not feel too well recently. Maybe too stress or too tired or maybe juz simply coz of the haze ba. Nothing can be confirm so I'm so worried for her and decided to accompany her for a checkup on thurs.

I was thinking izzit coz her mother tot that she's a grown up adult already so there isnt a need to accompany her to the medical checkup? Or izzit her mother didnt know she need her ard coz she didnt ask? But its like she will be so worrying abt wad is the real condition of her health where I think she need someone beside her to give her some support n encouragement as well as to take care of her making sure that she will be ok fr the pt she step out of her house till she's back again. Or maybe izzit coz her mother thinks that her bf will take up that role? hmmm....But none of them decided to accompany her until even now. Coz both are too busy to do so. Maybe I'm too free now so I can do that and dont understand why they cant ba. When she told me that her bf dont even reallie ask abt her health n how disappointed she was, I reallie dunno how to comfort her. Haiz...

This incident make mi ponder on a few things. Of coz health is the most impt thing here. But of coz I will sure think of if this happen to me, wad will my mother do? Hhhah...for this I dont need to think much. I know my mother will be there for mi for as much as she can after seeing wad happened recently to my blur younger sis and how she trys to be there for me when I needed her months ago n years back then. Another thing that come to my mind of coz will be quality of future BF le lor. Hahha.. I think I need someone who can be there for me when I need him ba. If he cant be there for my physically, he must at least ask abt me instead of wad happened to my frenz. I need him to strike a balance between his personal life n me. Is there such person ard still??haaha... Seems like asking alot horz.. cannot be too sticky yet cannot be too indpt type. Hahha...