While waiting for my hair to dry and cant reallie think abt wad's gona to happen, so I decided to blog on it. Dont haf worry, haf also worry. So mafan de. haiz...If u were online in the day, suppose u will know wad I'm referring to le ba.

Ya.....abt job lor...wad else can bug mi sooooo much now. Haiz.. Got this company asking me back for 2nd interview on coming wed. Wad's troubling me is that this position is a china based position. From wad they told me, I will be posted to china for 2months then back to spore for 1wk then to china again for 2 months etc in this cycle. No holiday unless chinese new yr, national day n labour day. Eerrmm...almost like 6 working days type. Shld be living in a wulu part of china like tuas but juz that dunno how many times bigger. Entertainment will be surf net or watch tv. Going downtown will be an at least 30mins car ride.

eerrmm....how to put it lehz. its like it reallie a very gd experience but I will be so far away fr my family n frenz. Already felt the drift wif my family since I stay in hostel and the drift fr my frenz when i move out of hostel. Will my health be able to take it? Like will I break down coz I'm so far away fr all my support? haha...or like can I tahan the job n be independent enuff? The weather the environment. The pple, the culture. Daddy advise me to stay coz he feel that I subconciously rejecting it already. Not too sure abt it lehz. Tried asking my mother but she juz walk away to water her plant...she didnt hear me? or she need time to consider?? maybe ask her again later ba.

Am I worrying n thinking too much? coz they didnt offer me anything as yet lehz. But was thinking wad type of attitude shld I go with. The "can try try see see" or "i dont think i can make it"??