I dont like....
I dont like the way I'm now.
I dont like to be so indecisive.
I dont like to be not sure of wad I reallie wan.
I dont like to be so confused.
I dont like to be "thrown" aside when I wan to speak.
I dont like to haf a choice at times.
I dont like to make my own decision.

Why upon being selected, I feel worse?
To go or to stay?
For myself or family?
For money n stabililty or eye opening experience?

If only I know wad I wan, I will sure be feeling alot better now.