ngWhile nuaing on my bed after I woke up juz now, I suddenly realise how much had happened to me this year. coz 2006 is coming to the end very soon I cant help it but started thinking back of wad I went thru. Here's a summary abt my life ba....

Year 2006 summary in point form. hahah...(only those I think shld be noted down not all)

1. Busy wif FYP and studies.
2. Trying to join in as much fun as possible wif neller n assoc.
3. Trying to be smiling as ever thou its difficult and tiring.
4. The first time I ever performed for a full house concert.
5. The last time I'm performing with NTUCO as an undergrad.
6. The first time I had a B-BBQ with coffeemates with 3 cars to transport us ard.
7. Insisted that I wanna pick up roller blading but failing like mad.
8. Went to JB for go kart ride in the rain as well as nice n cheap seafood.
9. Went to my first ever Big walk in my life.
10. Finally finish my FYP and studies.
11. Travel to redang.
12. Saw the first shooting star in my life.
13. Went snorkling for the first time.
14. Went to genting and KL.
15. Started to love going to games cafe.
16. Went for the first and last exchange trip to beijing.
17. Walk the chang cheng.
18. Strip myself off from freedom, my own time n space.
19. Finally graduated.
20. Get rejected by company for the first time due to my health condition.
21. For the first time, I felt so useless thou its juz a little moment of my life.
21. Put on my braces.
22. Get into a different phrase of my life.
23. Giving up my chance to work overseas.
24. Made a decision that will change the rest of my life.
25. Celebrated my bday wif all my frenz I wish to meet up wif.
26. Realise that whatever life I'm in now seems to be so far away from wad I wan.
27. Working OT everyday.
28. There are still alot of things waiting for my decision.

Such an eventful year for me. As for 2007, I juz hope that everything will turn out fine. I juz wan to be happy. Possible?

Wooo.. todae is xmas. Having a long wkend this wk so of coz fr wad u all read in the previous post, all shld know that I spent a day at sentosa. Other than that, Fri was out after work till quite late wif my frenz la. hehehe..then sat went sentosa lor then also back as late as 12mn also lor.

Sun was out to celebrate frenz's bday as well as xmas gathering cum belated bday celebration for another frenz as usual was out till 1230am again. Took lots of photos at my frenz house. Lighting is cool and cameraman is gd! hahaha.. of coz must find the correct model who wont move and laff when not required and that's me!! haha... abit BHB but I take so fast to get into the mood as compared to yiing! hahaha... =P

Sooooo tiring la. but todae I'm guai got back home at 6pm. hahaha...was out wif my frenz for lunch n movie. Wooo...free lunch coz we were too slow to grab the receipt for payment so in the end only can insist that we treat for movie n coffee but its like reallie so cheap after spreading out the bill with 10 other pple la. hahaha.. todae was fun having xmas gift xchange. Hhaha..so I got like 8 gifts la. hee...got a pen, a pencil, a bookmark, 2 hp strip thingy, a mirror, chocolates, card. all so nice!! its the tots that counts!!! hahaha...

So much for xmas gift. I shall update abit on my bday gift also ba. Hhahah... got a voucher for swatch, a watch, a free dinner cum cable car ride, a free dinner cum baby, a "cheesecake" cum tatty bear cum card, another free dinner cum card, tshirt fr aussie, shower foam n nice high class dinner at cheap price. Of coz not forgetting all the nice n sweet birthday wishes and gathering!!! thanks everyone!!!! Love u all!!

MUACKS!!!!! >.<

WWooo...todae is the most interesting n funnie outing wif that group of frenz. hahha... 1st of all, I was late coz of the stupid rain. Went vivocity food republic for lunch. I ate curry rice and my frenz bought some dimsum n other food to share. Filling lunch that make all of us feel so guilty!!

Then off we set off to sentosa!!! hahaa.. coz one of them NEVER take cable car before, so we decided to take that in. Woooo..the queue is like hell!!!!!! turn rounds n rounds lor and its super duper stuffy in there that I feel so giddy la. Worse of all, we got to share car wif pple lor and its slanted to 1 side coz all the heavy pple sitting on the same side la !!! haha.....

Finally reach sentosa after that hard to breath ride. Weather is good not too sunny not raining also. After the phobia of queue n seeing that looooooooooonng queue for the bus ride, we decided to walk to underwater world. HHAhaha....we walk thru the most ugly part of sentosa. totally not under any maintaince lor...so eerrm..CMI!! and i wanna go for the lupe ride and sky ride the next time i go there again!!

After like 20mins of walk in the rainforest or rather dragon trail, we reach le. Then we juz run to the queue to buy tic for underwater world. I think we spend all our time queueing up lor. see already reallie sianz half la. But at least we haf a whole group to queue together so not that bad la. Finally got the tic at a discount price coz we are Singaporean!! hahaa...finally realise we got such advantage siahz. maybe they shld allow us to cut queue lor..hee..

We were suggested to go dophin lagoon first. Hahahha...as usual the same old pple suggested to walk there. Hhaha..know wad?? hahaha...they were also the one to 1st start complaining that its a loooonggg walk la... I havent complain they already complaining le lor. hahaha...along the way, took some stupid photo wif our lousy instant camera. HAhaha...coz none of us bought a camera along coz all forgot to charge or lend to someone else or think its not necessary to bring along.Hahah...Its only until todae that we realise that we are so dependent on IT advancement. Hahhaa...we dunno when we shld on the flash at all lor!!! hahaa. and hor, we only haf like 27 photos to take la. hahaha...we were too pai seh to ask pple help us take a group photo lor coz it make us look like mountain tortoise with that lousy camera la ...ahhaha...

After watching the show, and getting oursleves real sandy coz we were sitting on the beach to watch, we took a bus right to coffee bean for a water short break and then head off to underwater world. HHAhaha...shiyun!!! starfish is soft de!!! but also got hard de la. Hhahaa..but i dunno those hard de still alive one not. hahaha.. and hor puffer fish is so nice to touch la.. and stingray is so smelly! hahaha...took quite a few stupid photos but totally unable to upload coz havent develop even if develop also dont haf softcopy of it. ahha...so too bad la. hee...after rotting ard in there, we decided to leave sentosa le. Took the cable car ride back and we decided to take up to mount faber then back to harbourfront. Hhahaa...took lame pic on cable car, listen to xmas song in our hp to liven the spirits.

Ended our outing with a filling dinner at breeks at 9pm siahz. service was lousy. food was ok. hahaha... then went to buy cheesecake n headed back home!

Hey!!! we shall go to the zoo the next time round!!! hahaha..

Long time didnt update my blog already. Basically there's no time for it until todae or rather I totally dont haf anything much to update. Nothing exciting happening at all. Its juz work n work n work only lorz.

Getting more burden at work le. Now looking after a new 'baby' undergoing test. Haf to tag ard the product it made n make sure that it meet the required production spec. busy busy busy. Whole day juz keep putting on n taking off my clean room jumper suit that's superly oversize coz havent got mine yet. other than that running all ard wif those products lor..hand, leg n back aching now. haiz....

Finally back home earlier todae. Hope tml I can run off as early as possible. Aarrrghh.. starting to dislike my job n responsibility plus long working hr n low pay siahz.

Am I working or slogging????? ?_?

Juz wondering...will it be the same if its me....

People having monday blues but I'm having working days blues!

I need my own time to do my own stuff in my own space!!!!

Ever since I graduated, all these juz slowly strip themselves off from me. I no longer haf my own space. I dont reallie own my own stuff anymore as well. Finally stripped myself off from my own time also le.

I haf got nothing much to keep me smiling like before. Sorry frenz if I appear sianz, bored, irritated, pissed or juz simply dont care at any pt of time when u see or tok to me.

Will I lose myself anytime soon too??
I juz wish to be happier.....

After like 3 days of doing nothing but juz tag along or rot ard in the office looking at how busy all other pple are, I feel something. How do I put it lehz. Its juz...

Something that wasnt right.
Something that cy once told me abt how he felt.
Something that make me feel that I'm out of place not coz the pple there. But myself.
Something that wasnt wad I expect to be.
Something that is unable to imagine further.

Maybe I havent adapt to the new life.
Maybe I havent adapt to the new environment.
Maybe...it might even be something I'm not into or for me.
Maybe its too early to say anything.

I dunno......But if possible, I dont think I will wan this type of life. It juz make mi ponder on...

Wad will my life be in future?
Will I still haf time for myself?
Will I still haf time for my family n frenz?
Will I be happy?

I dread the arrival of 6th Dec. Nothing much but juz coz i'm going to start work on that day. As u can see, now is already 5th dec. Which means todae is my last day of FREEDOM!!! haiz....last night was quite moody maybe coz of this. But as usual, after a gd nitez zzz, I'm all up n well now again la. Juz abit sianz that I will no longer able to slack like how I did the past few months. Baobei say I'm a lazy human being. Hhaha... I totally agree!!!! I juz wish to be a tai tai la.. Wahaha.... dreaming again......................

Ok...since I'm so free now or rather I'm enjoying my last bit of free time, shall blog abit abt my tai tai lifestyle for the past few days. Hahha.. Yeppie!! I purposely stop my temp job and allow myself to rest for 1 whole week before the torture! hee.. ok starting from 27 nov, I'm slacking at home everyday till 30th evening.

30th nov.....went bugis area for a nice nice Jap n italian fusion resturant ba. Its call Ma Maison or something like that. The food is nice n interesting!! I like the set of keys also!! So nice so nice. Crap n eat in until like quite late la. Around 9 plus until we realise the waiter sort of forget that they shld refill our ice water. Hhaa...but maybe a way to hint us to leave la..hahaha..so went on out to bugis junction n village to walk walk lor. But the timing is wrong la. All shops closing le. So we found a cafe n sit there n nua lor. HAhhaa...nua until like 10plus or so...ended the day by chasing after my bus. Hhahaa...Happy n satisfied evening.

1st dec...was out rather early todae. Went Vivocity for lunch and started shopping ard to find my present. Hahha..but the shopping center is abit crowded n noisy so not much mood to get anything lor. Hhaha..so I suggested to take a cable car ride to sentosa. Hhaha..Sooooo long since I last took a cable car. Hhaha..the view wasnt fantastic coz alot of construction getting on. But the feeling was GREAT!!! And its until that evening then i know horz buy 1 tic can travel fr habourfront to sentosa then fr sentosa to mount faber n back to harbourfront lor!! hahaha... I was sooooooooooooooo lucky that night also la. Coz I get to see fireworks when I was at the sentosa beach in the evening!! hee... So nice so surprising!!! hee..

2nd dec.. went out early to help frenz to change something then after that as it was too early so started to shop ard in woodlands before I head down to raffles place. Hhaha.. Nothing much of a finding in woodlands. But juz came to realise how love can do wonder. Hee..as for why, I'm not telling coz abit difficult to say. Hahha..then head down to raffles place pitstop cafe. Wooo... 2nd time I'm there to celebrate my bday but with a different group of frenz. Hhaha...we were noisy, we were crappy, we were crazy, we were having lots of fun! wahaha...we juz simply LOVE taboo!!! hahahaha.... My group is super enthu n good!!! hahaha...laff until cheeks n tummy ache n play until so tired so we decided to leave. Great day I would say! of coz I also love the prize! got time will go choose a watch of my liking ba. Hhehhe..but need to top up money la. hahaha..

3rd dec. Woooo...reaching CO early stock take abit for the coming BBQ event. Eermm..slack ard n was soooooooooooo tired coz I only fall asleep at 4am the previous night. Was waiting eagerly for 430pm to come. ahhaha..but an irritating decision spoilt my day a little. Its sooooooooo BUSY!!!! I hate it la.. but nvm.. my eating therapy clear me off. went for sakae. Hee...got it as a dinner treat for my bday and for letting me wait soooooooooooo long for them to come la. Hhaha.. it was great meeting them up but the service at bugis sakae SUCK!!! serve uncook steam egg for my frenz. then serve over grilled sotong for me. not only that, my frenz ice water take like forever to come!!!! ahahah..and variety so little la.. personally prefer Ichiban Boshi le. Hhaha... After that was retail therapy. Hhaa..but no money to buy anything so window shop only. Found a nice nice top but so ex la..haha...shall see if need for work then see shld buy not. Hhee..

4th dec. Meet up wif frenz for lunch n happy feet! hahah..lunch was at this used to be known as marche resturant. Eehh..now change name to village. Food not that nice and the service is BAD! eerrmm...but I got student discount so still ok la...ahaha..then rot ard in HMV n heeren before my dental appt. Hhahaa...After that, went on to TCC for a lame session while waiting for movie to start. Yeppie!!!! Happy feet is soooooooooooooooooooooo cute!!! hahaha..but plot abit weird for a cartoon la..hahaha.. JUz love those penguin!! I love those songs also!! who haf their OST??hee.. after movie shop awhile then head back home for dinner le. HEe...had a durian cake after dinner. Yummy!!!! :P

5th dec. Kanna woke up by my parents LOUD voices. Was being dragged to the CC and NTUC wif mother. Had a terrible salty wanton mee with teeth feeling the pain everytime I bite. Haiz...eating like ah old ah ma la. HHAha..back home was soooo nua that I fall asleep on my bed within min. But too many smses so didnt reallie had a gd deep sleep lor. Now slack until dinner is serve and watch tv ba. Haf to sleep early tonight. Tml will be a brand new life for me. I wonder how it will be like...

Thanks for a the jiayous n gd luck wishes for my new job and bday!!! Love u lots!!! =)

Irritated! Super Irritated! VERY!!!!

why they juz dont get the idea of how tiring it can be????
wad they can do in the past doesnt mean its workable now????
why dont they think that by doing so we are juz getting ourselves more tired n hate to go down? creating this "irritating cycle"???
why their kids can juz MIA and being treat like kings n queens when they come by once in a blue moon and we, getting be treated like dirt or assume that we haf to do this n that to maintain this whole thing????

IRRITATING!!! TIRING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Who can pull mi out of it???
I wan to run away fr it and being treat like queen!!

Sickening................................... :(