After like 3 days of doing nothing but juz tag along or rot ard in the office looking at how busy all other pple are, I feel something. How do I put it lehz. Its juz...

Something that wasnt right.
Something that cy once told me abt how he felt.
Something that make me feel that I'm out of place not coz the pple there. But myself.
Something that wasnt wad I expect to be.
Something that is unable to imagine further.

Maybe I havent adapt to the new life.
Maybe I havent adapt to the new environment.
Maybe...it might even be something I'm not into or for me.
Maybe its too early to say anything.

I dunno......But if possible, I dont think I will wan this type of life. It juz make mi ponder on...

Wad will my life be in future?
Will I still haf time for myself?
Will I still haf time for my family n frenz?
Will I be happy?