Wow.....my blog has been around for 3 yrs plus already. I suppose its the only webby that I try to keep it up to date all these while. Big cheer to myself!! I remember I set up this blog when I was working at CITS when 1 of my frenz insist that I own a blog to keep up wif the trend. Actually didnt tot that I'll contiune to blog until now. Hhahha..But well, a good way to vent my anger, release my stress or juz to share my happiness and tots with frenz that I cant reallie meet up that often. Also a gd n enviroment friendly way to store wad I went thru...

Was scanning thru all my postings juz now... eerm..a total of around 200 over posts. Be it u read all of them before or not, they are things that I been thru, some maybe happy or some maybe sad about. Some I cant reallie remember clearly till I read thru them again. Some juz engraved deep in my memory.

I realise a trend... I'm getting more n more negative as time goes by. Maybe due to the fact that I'm getting older and haf more responsibility ba. Or simply I'm juz not working towards wad I wan actually. Maybe in time to come, I'm no longer the ahnua u all know le.. oh shit..this is bad!

Anyway, hope u guys did enjoy my blog and hope I will keep it going for as long as possible. Take care to all.... =)

Wooo....10days since I last post. Eerm...wad shld I blog about? haiz...cant think of anything much coz I'm still under the giddy spell. :( will feel giddy when i turn my head or move too fast still. I reallie reallie wonder wad's wrong wif me la... haiz... some ask mi go see specialist...some ask mi to drink wad tonics stuff...some juz simply ask mi to take mc n sleep at home. well.... think I will ask my cardiac doc on tue see if he can refer me to anywhere for this stupid weird illness.

How are all of u?? very long nvr see alot of frenz le... only frequently meet up wif a few nellers coz they come hsinghai to help n will go shopping together most of the time. How are my course frenz???? How's my ex-roomie???(always see weird weird blog entries on her blog de lehz...) How's my jc co n class frenz??? How's my sec sch fren?? how's my pri sch frenz also??!?!

Where's my life?!??! haiz....oh ya..yesterday just recieved my confirmation letter. My sup help mi fight for 3 months confirmation instead of 5. But failed...only managed to backdate to 22nd April. When he pass the letter to me, he started brainwashing me again. Hahha..1 hr 15mins of talking. Wad he said make sense la... But I wonder will I be good n pia enuff to meet his expectation and will I be able to tahan long enuff to see the fruits of success. Hhaha...He always remind me not to rely on man coz they are the most evil jerk u can ever find on earth. eeerrmm....gd reminder? hahha...watch out, my sup is a guy also lor...haha...so guy frenz, dont be offended..hahah... After saying so much, at least I think he can be quite human la... he still think that my pirority shld be health instead of anything else. Was glad that he bothered to ask if I was ok during BBQ coz he didnt see me eat... Was glad that he bothered to ask if I'm feeling ok all these while when I'm down with the giddy spell. At least he cares...not only about my work performance.

That day had a chat wif my japanese boss... haha...he can be quite crappy and laff along wif us de la.... so fun.. haha...and he bothers to ask if we are alright at our job. Even ask mi if I'm feeling ok after my MCs days even till now. Asking if he's giving me too much stress also. Well coz recently alot of problems to solve la.. so the attachment student and I suggested that we shld go out for a good meal as a dept after we solve the cases!! ahhaha... he agreed wif us la...but i wonder if we will ever haf the time for that.. ahha... During the chat, I reallie feel sad for him lahz...he cant even tell us his children's age right the 1st time. I wonder how long he last saw his children la... He's been working overseas for quite a while already siahz...

Yawnz.....sleepy again........................ ahhaha.....

A big surprise to all!!! See wad is the time n date. Its a wkday yet I'm blogging so early. Coz I didnt go to work todae. Am on MC. Down with virus infection on my nerves which actually make mi feel so giddy until I cant walk straight early this morning. After sleeping and taking medicine, am feeling better but whenever I turn my head or move ard too fast, the giddy effect is back to haunt me. So I have to move around slowly like an old granny le. Doc say will last for a few days siahz so gave me mc for todae n tml. In fact he ask mi how many days of mc I need la.. hahha.. Hope I will recover soon. But that also mean I haf to get back to work soon. Sad la.... I'm thinking if I'm getting any depression due to work siah... I juz simply hate to work. Is it the nature of the job or izzit juz me? haiz...

Sooo long since I last post. Well....kinda busy wif work. Almost everyday only leave at 840 or 9pm. By right recently shld be quite oke de. But who knows that superstar machine spoilt la.. making all of us stay back like siao... hope that all will strike 4D la...hahaha...

Went out to orchard a few time this wk.... everything is different...the place...the shop..the clothing...the pple...and of coz me... I totally haf no idea where to head to..wad to see and wad to do at all. I feel stupid, idiotic and aimless. I seems to lose the spirit for shoppping. Just prefer to sit somewhere n crap or talk. I dunno..... My life, my thinking, my feeling haf all changed. I feel lonely in fact. Very....Well..like totally no link de. Aiya..i also dunno wad the hell is going on... its tiring..............................

Was out to tighten my braces, then to watch spiderman todae. THe show was not bad. Lunch was also not bad. Tea was abit irritating coz the place is so squeezy and service was bad. Got my phone back. Went walking ard aimlessly again. Finally off to meet my seniors for bday celebration. I was told that I look tired, wore out, pale, etc etc....all type of words u can describe a person who is seriously too stress up n not enuff sleep. Well.... i dunno i'm so wore out at all. This isnt gd huh. Am I pushing myself too hard without myself knowing it? Am I totally stress out? I dunno.... I tot its still managable? haiz.... How I wish someone is willing to feed me la...I think i need a rest soon! haiz...mentally stress...physically wore out...emotionally tired...