Sooo long since I last post. Well....kinda busy wif work. Almost everyday only leave at 840 or 9pm. By right recently shld be quite oke de. But who knows that superstar machine spoilt la.. making all of us stay back like siao... hope that all will strike 4D la...hahaha...

Went out to orchard a few time this wk.... everything is different...the place...the shop..the clothing...the pple...and of coz me... I totally haf no idea where to head to..wad to see and wad to do at all. I feel stupid, idiotic and aimless. I seems to lose the spirit for shoppping. Just prefer to sit somewhere n crap or talk. I dunno..... My life, my thinking, my feeling haf all changed. I feel lonely in fact. Very....Well..like totally no link de. Aiya..i also dunno wad the hell is going on... its tiring..............................

Was out to tighten my braces, then to watch spiderman todae. THe show was not bad. Lunch was also not bad. Tea was abit irritating coz the place is so squeezy and service was bad. Got my phone back. Went walking ard aimlessly again. Finally off to meet my seniors for bday celebration. I was told that I look tired, wore out, pale, etc etc....all type of words u can describe a person who is seriously too stress up n not enuff sleep. Well.... i dunno i'm so wore out at all. This isnt gd huh. Am I pushing myself too hard without myself knowing it? Am I totally stress out? I dunno.... I tot its still managable? haiz.... How I wish someone is willing to feed me la...I think i need a rest soon! haiz...mentally stress...physically wore out...emotionally tired...