August 2007 is the most "exciting" month of my whole life till now. So much so much had happened.

Its so saddening to feel the lost of touch of fren who were once so close with. We used to talk about anything under the sun, but now we feel totally like stranger and become so ke qi. So bad until I can be at a lost of word of wad to say. It hurts. So much. ya........reallie....even till now.

She left.....maybe for the better coz she dont haf to suffer anymore. But I will no longer get to see her and hear from her. I was still thinking that everything will be ok or she wont leave so fast coz she was still responsing, holding on to my hand and wave gdbye to me. Its kind of mentally prepared but still sad when everything reallie come true.

I decided...on my life....on my lifestyle....on my future....I hope it will be for the better.